My Breakup Music Journal

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How I felt 

 

A bit spaced out and like traveling into a portal ...like walking through a galaxy but ever changing. Sometime anxious sometimes chill and easily tired and lot of brain work...like brain exercise lol. 

Felt exhausted in the end. A bit acidic. 

The images were flurry. .but I had flashbacks. No nightmares. But a constant feeling of sleepy wakefulness. Like I can't escape it. Like I have to be on this mind traveling trip as long as it takes me.

 

Reminded me of Matrix Reloaded.  .

Wanted to come down and say I don't want this..but it would continue without my permission..

So I let it happen as long as it does .

It started to taper off ...tapering ...then some consciousness peeking through like coming back to normal but laughing while coming back. Looking at everything like what the fuck is this...why you guys arguing.  What's special.....hehehehehehehehehe

..this is madness. Reality madness. Felt like I was mocking the world. All it's traps and ways. 

Felt like a misfit...but it's okay..felt like..the message...you are born to live... but hey you belong somewhere else okay...to a cosmic world where you are loved and wanted 

 

Edited November 13, 2019 by Preety_India

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This was the image...all mixed patterns and colors .

via Imgflip Meme Generator

 

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And how does sex feel.  To me it felt this way

 

 

 

 

Edited November 13, 2019 by Preety_India

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So yea this space/wall will be about music, art pieces and English phrases 

 

 

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A lot of the images are beautiful

 

Hahaha the funny thing is I was blabbering images in sleep 

 

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This felt powerful. 

This music feels like going meta on everything in life 

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