My Breakup Music Journal

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I want to add some music to my life. It helps in healing. I love music to death. 

So I will be posting any music I like and keeping a small collection I can always refer to especially during my sad times to let it uplift me and keep me in the zone and grooving...

So here I go.

 

 

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Beautiful and melancholic

Peaceful

 

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My English is weak since I'm not a native speaker. So I'll use this journal to not only post some music but also art pieces that reflect some deep concept relevant to life..

And I want to practice some English phrases since I get too long and winded in expressing my thoughts so I need better way of articulating the same sentence in a shorter way. For that I will some knowledge of English phrases. 

So I'll also add those. 

 

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Don't sweat it

Meaning/Usage: To tell someone not to worry

 

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I 88 ultra.. A thousand and one 

 

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So yesterday I took some Ayahuasca. 

Mixed with a lot of herbs 

 

But before that I had to drink a passion flower concoction to feel better and restful. 

 

 

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This has been fantastic..been trying this and along with my Ayahuasca tea this helps a lot in feeling spiritual.

 

 

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This is my most fantastic find. Had ordered it last week. 

And had it before my sexual experience..this helps a ton. 

It made me laugh and cry at the same time.. 

My boyfriend isn't here. So i am free from him. I don't have to worry anymore. This is my safe space away from his space. I will never mix myself with his space. Never ever. I'm far away from him completely safe..but the sex was amazing. And I have that. 

Now it's his world that I could rarely care about..but now it's my world. My own little world where i have him blocked and thrown away. He can never come here. 

He can never bring that torment again ..

The drink was great. I wish I could do more . But I can only sip just a bit at a time . 

The Ayahuasca is strong. It makes me feel Spacey. 

 

 

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This is my low grade psychedelic experience. I try not to up the dose at all. I'm aware that it can be messy .

 

So for me just a little works fine.the pure form can be very intense. But mixed with a little bit of other stuff it can have the right impact. 

It takes hours to feel a bit better. 

But I feel steady. 

I cried a lot....whoooooosh...

It released a lot of tension. 

And the visuals were flashing and bright and colors stood out and there were many many structures and patterns ..

One pattern mixed with another. 

 

Felt like a labryinth world.

 

But I'm good.

Not as bad as thought. 

 

I feel more artistic after this...

I also feel like I wanna be a free bird and the need to let go is strong 

This helped me deal with the breakup . 

I'm grateful to you mother Ayahuasca