Loving fear

[Commodent]

Just a late night thought that felt significant.

I can love sadness. 

I can love grief. 

I can love anger.

They all hold such tremendous beauty.

I have lived such a huge chunk of my life cut off from my emotions, that I savour any emotion that arises. Each one is a precious breath of vitality. But I am yet to have asked myself the question:

Can I love fear?

Can I feel its ickiness, and yet savour its beauty?

I try visualising it, and I honestly think I could. I don't see why not.

It seems worth an experiment at least. 

[DrewNows]

Ohhh BABY!!!! Get you some of that FEAR

”awareness vs neurotic fear” Russel Brand

you got me asking “wait do I love to fear or fear to love?” ?

?
”all right I’ll take it!” 

???

Edited October 23, 2019 by DrewNows