Why Haven't I "Died" in Mystical Experiences?

[EntheogenTruthSeeker]

When they happen, they happen spontaneously - there is NO struggle. I guess my desire for Truth is very large so when they hit me I have no resistance. I welcome it. Like on LSD, I was propelled into not conceiving of opposites, no resistance, and no suffering effortlessly. 

Why?

[Esoteric]

@EntheogenTruthSeeker I think you have more resistance than you think. If you truly had NO resistance you would "die", infact you would have no problems leaving your "physical" body either. Are you willing to do that?

[inFlow]

It's a process, you have to be willing to die over and over again.

[Gili Trawangan]

My first mystical experience was also effortless, there was full surrender for some reason.

I made the mistake of thinking I was over the fear of death. Nothing could be further from the truth, the last time I went through ego death there was a lot of suffering and resistance. Some of the worst suffering I've ever experienced. 

You may be fooling yourself if you think you don't fear it. And then again maybe not, who knows..

 

[Synchronicity]

I wouldn’t question it. It sounds like you’re just naturally very flexible