Is Long Lasting Satisfaction Possible?

[Chakra Lion]

Life has become an endless game of improvement and expression.

Writing, Thinking, Breathing, its all that matters right now. 

But regardless of how much happens, what changes, or what has been created. The Past always somehow creeps in.

It brings back the root issues like Fear and Self Doubt. So Intensely it perverts my perceived present, trying to control it.

Trying to drain me for my emotions, my thoughts, and most of the confidence I have build. 

#1 Will One ever find a state of long lasting satisfaction?

#2 Even when realized and processed, can the Past Trauma of Memories ever leave the Living Being? 

Edited October 12, 2019 by Chakra Lion

[Harikrishnan]

I dont know about past trauma, but you can change memories. Imagine yourself in past memories with a different outcome. Or imagine a memory where u overcome your fear. Imagine you in skool giving a public speach and whole stage claps