Spiritual Bucket List This Week - My Spiritual Life

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Avoid coffee guys big time especially if they are from my local region

 

 

Time for a coffee break. Hot coffee smells good 

 

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Andrew was at my place yesterday.  It was fun. 

We enjoyed sitting in the park... Very peaceful. He makes me feel at ease. 

We enjoyed some sexual intimacy for a short time. I want to take it slow. I told him that. 

He is very patient. A good listener. 

 

 

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1 hour ago, Preety_India said:

Avoid coffee guys big time especially if they are from my local region

 

 

Time for a coffee break. Hot coffee smells good 

 

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I love instant Bru coffee the best--heated on the induction with water and milk. I don't go to Starbucks anymore because of this.

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Last night I woke up from a nightmare. 

It was awful. I was missing him. I felt like he had called me. I tried checking my phone. I had his number blocked so impossible for him to call me. Why did I feel like this. A gnawing anxiety. Because there was never a time I was separated from him truly. We were together all the time. So not having him around for the first time felt different. Like I'm waking up to emptiness. A strange sensation in my chest. 

I forgot to write about this experience when I had it. 

For the first time I felt, wow he is not there. Not this time. No need to run .no need to look for him. No need to check if he needed me. No need to check because my needs won't be considered anyway. 

It was a sunken sullen feeling. Like being the loneliest person. Of course I could have easily shifted my focus on to other things and distracted myself by speaking to Andrew, but I didn't want to ..

It felt ghastly.  Very lonely. 

Like abandoned although I was the one who left him myself. But it still felt like a failure like a disappointment.

Like it's never going to be good again. 

 

But whatever......

I woke up in peace finally. No nightmares. 

I just felt a peaceful separation. No separation anxiety this time. 

It was time to really move on. 

So with a heavy heart and some heavy steps I move on.... 

 

 

 

Edited November 17, 2019 by Preety_India

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Since I'm a practicing witch, it's difficult to not look at anything from a witch's perspective. 

There's a mourner's day in witchcraft. 

A ceremony to honor the death of a witch or a shaman or the loss of something. 

I'll be mourning the loss of a relationship. I'll be mourning the failure. 

The ceremony. Call the witches of the coven on mourner's day whenever it's decided. 

Gather around the witch's mound. The witch's mound for ceremonies. This can look like a small mound with or without a menhir. 

Recite prayers for the beloved or about the thing you're mourning. 

Wear dark colored clothing and dark colored conical headgear. 

Wear mourning robes. 

Walk around the mound in a circle 

Place black wreaths with purple flowers over the mound. 

Close the ceremony by casting a circle around the mound with salt. 

 

Other things that need to be done 

All witches place the athame pointing straight to the mound. And then walking in a circle while still pointing their athame.

Now the burning of the cross. This is to signify the darkness of mourning. . 

A wooden cross is burned ..

There will be fasting by all witches as a way to honor the mourning of one witch's loss. 

Every witch expresses her pain through fasting and writing a spell for the mourning witch praying for her faster recovery from grief and loss. 

 

Mourning period.

For death - 30 days. Fasting involved

For other losses - 3 days to 7 days following mourner's day. 

 

Distress period /period of turbulence  - this is the period between the sudden loss, disappointment, or death or trauma characterized by shock,trauma, suddenness, withdrawal, confusion,chaos, agitation,anxiety and uneasiness. 

This period is from the start of the sudden event/incident till one week or up to mourner's day. 

 

 

Funeral service. Official funeral service is always held before mourner's day. Because mourner's day is chosen on a peaceful day after all official formalities for death and funeral are completed. And only when the mental emotional state is competent enough to host the day. This is the private day of mourning with or without other witches. It's not official. 

Witches can either be called for the ceremony or just informed. Just informed means they can privately mourn for the mourner on 7 consecutive nights writing spells for comfort, healing and recovery.  

Rules for mourning on 7 consecutive nights. 

Spells to be written with chanting 

Black dress with black hat 

White candles at altar. 

Mourning only at night when moon is out. 

Candle burning throughout the writing of spell. 

Spells to be placed in a boat shaped platter. 

 

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Edited November 17, 2019 by Preety_India

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Staying away from negative energy

 

 

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On 10/21/2019 at 3:19 AM, Preety_India said:

My dragon wicca character set is complete 

 

These are the set of characters 

Sairys the perfect one. Full of divine and other pragmatic qualities making this character perfect for every situation. Represented by green potion and the dragon 

Porsairys the ideal of a fickle world. Represented by the red potion. 

 

Orsiris or ( Orsairys) the demon or Satan. Represented by the demon mask.. In real time by yellow potion. 

 

Hosiris or (Hosairys)  the seductive Incubbus. The Satan needed for corruption or intervention. Represented by the goblin. In real time by blue potion. 

 

 

 

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Staying away from negative energy

 

 

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Back to business

 

 

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Another thing I will need to focus on is

Self control

 

 

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Certain faces inspire me artistically

 

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had a string of boyfriends. Not healthy. Need a break from it all for some time before I start dating again. 

The ride hasn't been easy.  

Or maybe I'll never. The last hurt was too much.   

One day I'll find peace... 

The song in my head right now....how deep is your love.   I really need to know.  

 

 

 

I know your eyes in the morning sun
I feel you touch me in the pouring rain
And the moment that you wander far from me
I wanna feel you in my arms again

 

 

This was a memorable experience.. I grew into another plane. 

 

And the moment that you wander far from me....I feel the pain. 

The days are lonely. Without you it seems lonely. 

Those moments were lovely. 

Now I retreat in a shell, interspersed with memories of happiness and underlined by peaks of pain

 

And the moment that you wander far from me....I feel the pain. 

I'll never be truly able to get over you Joe. It was too much. I always thought you were my soulmate. 

Maybe some day ....you'll understand

How deep was my love....I really need you to know. 

Cause we're living in a world of truths
Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

 

 

How deep is your love. Mine was deeper than the ocean 

Edited November 18, 2019 by Preety_India

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I wish it's a bright morning again. 

Yesterday I had a lot of panic attacks. 

 

The relationship stress was showing. 

But hopefully I'll cope well. 

There was a bit of separation anxiety. 

 

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How did I go through that ordeal 

One is 

• Positivity
• Having a bigger heart 

 

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He lost me. He lost his job. Lost his place. Basically lost everything. 

 

Karma I guess

 

 

Hubris got the better of him. 

 

Edited November 18, 2019 by Preety_India

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Unusual behavior in cows

Researchers used Google Earth to find that cows tended to face north-south along the Earth's magnetic field lines while grazing or resting. Past research has shown that wind and sunlight can cause herd animals such as cows to change their alignment, depending on the conditions.

 

 

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A nightmare about cows and financial exploitation. Hmmm. Unusual. 

 

Mass hysteria 

 

 

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Maybe I was going through something emotionally

 

 

 

 

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