Feeling unworthy to have a wife or atleast a normal one

[Strangeloop]

I can only imagine having a transexual women metaphorically or literrally. Can someone explain the christian standpoint of men and women relationships? I don't consider myself a christian but Iam being around christians ehich influences my view of sexual relationships. What if I want to be gay? What if I want to be bisexual? Or even Straight? Who knows what I want? 

[Dlavjr]

If you're confused, experiment. Try not to question your feelings, if you feel something then feel it, it doesn't matter who it's for. Nothing should be defining you or what you're attracted to. Generally Christianity holds to man and woman being the natural way of things but, that shouldn't mean a thing to you. You're really the only one who knows what you want. 

Edited October 6, 2019 by Dlavjr
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[ben_pte]

i hope that you find someone. i can tell that you're very self-contemplative.

[Strangeloop]

@ben_pte @Dlavjr Thank you for replying!