Accidental Enlightenment Experience

[Thewritersunion]

I know this happened 3 months ago, but I’ll say it again on here.

My intuition said to me: you will have a profound experience in life,

 

and when i woke up nothing happened and I blew off the intuition. Later at 7 am I was in bed reading and was suddenly tired.

I tried to stay awake, but fell asleep, and this is where the experience came, three times in a day.

(this is my second and first time, asleep in bed)

in bed, I woke up surprised. I felt like 100k+ beams of life shot through my body and I was paralyzed because I didn’t know how to deal with it. I wanted to trash at a wall, but I was too afraid.

i learned ( as of now) I have the energy of 100k+ people.

Remember, I fell back asleep after this, and the thing happened again.

...

During the third Enlightenment I fell asleep, and I felt half my consciousness in a library.

it was huge, and the darkness of infinity was most of the library’s volumes.

i learned things I thought I forgot, sadly only after 5 minutes of waking up from this library, I forgot it all ? 

...

i rarely meditate and don’t take drugs.

what do you think of this? Why do you think it happened? Why did I forget? Is there a way to have more of these experiences?

Edited October 5, 2019 by Thewritersunion

[Inliytened1]

@Thewritersunion you felt God - Being - Kundalini energy.

What you felt was real but it was a glimpse.  You aren't ready for the whole thing - death of the ego - mysticism.  Though that was the tip of the iceberg.

How old are you?  

 

[cetus]

15 minutes ago, Thewritersunion said:

Why did I forget?

You didn't forget. It's always there. You just lost access to it for the moment. After all we're talking about very nuanced levels of awareness. But nothing is forgotten.

[Thewritersunion]

Oh. Damn. I didn’t realize that ? this is getting deep.

god’s dick must have infinite girth to it too. Hehe@Inliytened1

 

by by the way I’m 15, I don’t do that much meditation, but have an “active” mind.

why do you ask?

[Inliytened1]

@Thewritersunion you still have decades of life experience.   Start doing the work seriously and you will see results. 

Edited October 6, 2019 by Inliytened1

[Thewritersunion]

I’ll start meditation when I am trying to fall asleep