ACIM Journal

[Anderz]

Q's latest post (4280) has a link to this tweet:

That's what I have been guessing. And "focused on others" I believe means the DNC and the Clinton foundation. Is there really an evil cabal practicing child sacrifice and other horrors? The Dutch banker who testified about witnessing child sacrifice might have been telling the truth! However, it could be that the alleged child sacrifices are only staged events, fake events, to test how new members of the elite react psychologically in such situations. A kind of advanced vetting program. Those at the top of the power pyramid are white hats I believe but they have to put on a heavy front of being nasty and evil as hell to keep the real corrupt powers in line.

[Anderz]

Q wrote that you must show the people. And I believe that the COVID-1984 plan-demic is a part of that. It's a way of gradually showing the general public that, wait a minute, something is wrong here, there are inconsistencies in the official story all over the place.

Of course even the 9/11 attacks were like that, with lots of inconsistencies and crazy claims in the official story, but only a few people bothered to even examine it, because they took the information given to them from mainstream media as being trustworthy and totally for granted.

So back in 2001 you could only show a few people who were willing and interested in looking at things like 9/11 a little deeper than the at face value story presented by the media and by mainstream experts. Now with the coronavirus crisis there is an opportunity to make many more people start to question the information given to them.

It's like turning around the Titanic and will take a long time even with catalyzing events such as COVID-19 and Spygate. What can speed up the process is that mainstream media is becoming even more ridiculous and cartoonish and the same with politics. That those in power, like Trump and even the Democrats, on purpose exaggerate the situation to an almost comical degree.

Edited May 19, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

I think of the Great Awakening as a long process that will take decades. Because our whole civilization has a huge momentum and the structures in society need to be preserved for many years or things would collapse. It's interesting however how absolutely immense the coronavirus crisis is and it seems that those in power are setting up a Hegelian dialectic situation.

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"Dialectic or dialectics (Greek: διαλεκτική, dialektikḗ; related to dialogue), also known as the dialectical method, is at base a discourse between two or more people holding different points of view about a subject but wishing to establish the truth through reasoned arguments. ... Hegelian dialectic, usually presented in a threefold manner, was stated by Heinrich Moritz Chalybäus[27] as comprising three dialectical stages of development: a thesis, giving rise to its reaction; an antithesis, which contradicts or negates the thesis; and the tension between the two being resolved by means of a synthesis." - Wikipedia

So the censorship of information that differs from the official view is then playing into the Hegelian dialectic by increasing the contrast between the thesis (the official view) and the antithesis (the alternative views). The result, the synthesis, I believe will be an integral transcend and include where the truth replaces what is false in the thesis and in the antithesis.

The synthesis is the butterfly stage of humanity. The thesis and the antithesis are the chaos of the caterpillar dissolving and turning into a butterfly. It's literally as Q said biblical, the Great Awakening is of biblical proportions. And for it to be practical and in order to preserve what is valuable in our current civilization, it needs to be a gradual process. The pages and pages of text in ACIM is just a small description of how monumental the shift will be.

[Anderz]

Aha! The love of money is a low complexity perspective on money. It's easier for a camel to walk through the eye of a needle than it is for a rich man to walk into heaven. What is more important, my money or the lilies on the field?

We are conditioned to think of our own money as way more important than the lilies of the field. Yet truly I tell you that not even Solomon in his splendor was arrayed like one of these. Jesus said something like that.

I will experiment with being mindful of how I think about money with the aim of relaxing my thinking. Because the usual thinking about money and also other things in ego consciousness is a too isolated, shallow and limited perspective which leads to low complexity and ego tensions.

[Anderz]

Wow, big mainstream news about COVID-1984 manipulation. This was the second top news on Google News now:

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"Florida's scientist was fired for refusing to 'manipulate' COVID-19 data" - USA Today May 19, 2020

Coronagate scandal on the horizon!!

[Anderz]

If the coronavirus crisis is a planned event, another possible purpose is to clean up corruption in the whole healthcare industry. More and more cases are emerging indicating manipulation and dubious Orwellian power-grabs. Governments around the world can't tell the people as Q said, people must be shown the truth. The medical experts have the authority in this case and governments have to listen to those experts, and even if there are experts working for the governments it would be difficult for them to go against the whole private and academic sector of medicine, absent a catastrophic crisis caused by manipulation and lies.

[Anderz]

In the Law of One, reality is described as having different densities. And interestingly in mainstream physics there is something called the vacuum catastrophe which has been called the worst prediction in physics ever with an error of 120 orders of magnitude. What it means is that according to quantum field theory the calculated energy density of the vacuum of space is enormous while the measured result is tiny.

I think that the vacuum catastrophe can be explained by the vacuum fluctuations almost completely cancelling each other out on the macro level so that space appears empty and with very little energy in it. In reality the energy in space is enormous, just as the quantum field theory predicts, and it's just that the energy is largely cancelled out.

One expert explained scalar forces with the example of pressing one's hands hard together. Then there is no movement yet still high tension and pressure. Similarly then, the vacuum energy has enormous high scalar pressure while the vacuum fluctuations appear random. That I believe explains how low complexity is both simple order and apparent randomness. The simple order is the scalar tension and the apparent randomness is the vacuum fluctuations.

According to the Law of One we are at third density on Earth and are moving into fourth density. Higher density means higher complexity! And with low complexity, such as in third density, there simple order manifests as ego tensions in our body and mind. When we move into fourth density the ego tensions dissolve because the simple order and apparent randomness (entropy) are replaced by higher complexity.

[Anderz]

ACIM says that to have, give all to all. One interpretation of that is to surrender one's ego tensions. When we are stingy and greedily cling to things, then that prevents us from moving into higher complexity since our clinging keeps us locked in a state of low complexity (simple order and struggle against entropy).

When giving all to all that results in a melting away of our tensions allowing the complexity of our experience to increase. In practice this can be achieved through mindfulness practice of noticing the ego tensions in oneself and allowing them to dissolve.

[Anderz]

Even more general than money as third density low entropy is ..... calendar time! So to give all to all as ACIM said then means relaxing one's control of the future. Seemingly a simple task yet exceedingly difficult in practice since the whole ego structure is based on controlling the future.

When we control the future from our individual selves, then that keeps the complexity of our experience low. And low complexity means ego tensions! So we MUST surrender our individual control of the future or else the ego tensions will remain.

[Anderz]

The visualization of the ego being like an ice cube that needs to be melted in an ocean of water is accurate I think. The reason for why the ego clings to its ice state is that it sees the "ocean" as entropy! So it treats its iciness as a construct necessary to stand against the perceived onslaught of increasing entropy (disorder/deterioration).

What corrects that picture is to think of the melting of the ice cube into higher complexity, into an intelligent ocean, and not some dissolution and destruction of the ice cube. In the intelligent ocean which in the analogy represents increase of complexity, the properties of the ice cube are preserved.

[DrewNows]

Love the ice cube analogy, very powerful  Fearing to succumb to its essence, as perceived utter meaninglessness could result, a self deceiving fraud of sorts ?

Edited May 20, 2020 by DrewNows

[Anderz]

@DrewNows Yes, and more specifically, to the ego the intelligent ocean appears as confusion in the mind. And the ego seeks to avoid confusion and therefore struggles with controlling the future. One interesting consequence of this is that if my hypothesis is correct, then practicing meditation on confusion and inner conflict would be efficient. And actually, the kind of meditation where the meditator is told to focus on a single object is then counter-effective since that just strengthens the mind's clinging on simple forms of order.

ACIM says:

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"I said before that to will contrary to God is wishful thinking and not real willing. 4 His Will is One because the extension of His Will cannot be unlike itself. 5 The real conflict you experience, then, is between the ego's idle wishes and the Will of God, which you share. 6 Can this be a real conflict?" - ACIM T-11.V.5.

 

[DrewNows]

@Anderz very interesting, feel inclined to share a powerful video/channel on seeing (in case you are interested) 

If my hypothesis is correct, you will fall head over with this channel If it’s new to you (but then again maybe not ) 

[Anderz]

@DrewNows What he said in the video about forces draining our energy, that sounds like what I mean by the ego being focused too much on simple forms of order. Shunyamurti called the ego a mind parasite, which also sounds similar to this idea.

The personal ego is a result of the collective ego. So society drains our energy to fuel itself. Very much like how in the Matrix movie the machine world had turned humans into energy sources.

Edited May 20, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

The field of vision can probably be trained! Stuart Wilde talked about how sages have a wide field of vision. Compare that to how we have become trapped into a narrow focus of vision with television, computers and smartphones. And also our attention in ego consciousness is very narrow and focused. That's low complexity leading to tensions and drainage of energy.

[DrewNows]

@Anderz ha yes indeed similar, just wait the story gets spookier ?

his final video is on the subconscious (pressure point) is extraordinarily powerful/complex/long 

Edited May 20, 2020 by DrewNows

[Anderz]

Eckhart Tolle has talked about how energy is drained from us when we are looking at computer screens. That's similar to the idea of ego drainage through narrow vision. I tried the wide vision experiment and noticed that my thoughts are like a screen taking attention away from my field of vision. The practice was a bit unpleasant but that's because there was a conflict between my thoughts and my attention to the field of vision (and sounds etc).

I found this text in ACIM:

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"The term mind is used to represent the activating agent of spirit, supplying its creative energy. 2 When the term is capitalized it refers to God or Christ (i.e., the Mind of God or the Mind of Christ). 3 Spirit is the Thought of God which He created like Himself. 4 The unified spirit is God's one Son, or Christ.

In this world, because the mind is split, the Sons of God appear to be separate. 2 Nor do their minds seem to be joined. 3 In this illusory state, the concept of an "individual mind" seems to be meaningful. 4 It is therefore described in the course as if it has two parts; spirit and ego.

Spirit is the part that is still in contact with God through the Holy Spirit, Who abides in this part but sees the other part as well. 2 The term "soul" is not used except in direct biblical quotations because of its highly controversial nature. 3 It would, however, be an equivalent of "spirit," with the understanding that, being of God, it is eternal and was never born.

The other part of the mind is entirely illusory and makes only illusions. 2 Spirit retains the potential for creating, but its Will, which is God's, seems to be imprisoned while the mind is not unified. 3 Creation continues unabated because that is the Will of God. 4 This Will is always unified and therefore has no meaning in this world. 5 It has no opposite and no degrees." - ACIM C-1.1-4

 

[Anderz]

True surrender to me means non-acceptance of the current ego situation. Because if I accept the ego it remains. The ego needs to dissolve. The whole thinking mind needs to dissolve, along with all attachments the mind has to society. It's a surrender of the surrenderer. It's a detachment from the current caterpillar stage of humanity. And the ego is a part of that caterpillar.

[Anderz]

The internet is useful for finding out how society works but most of the information on the internet is ego consciousness. Shunyamurti said that the ego is a mind parasite. This means that the internet is a part of that mind parasite! The ego has been a necessary development throughout history but Shunyamurti may be correct that the ego has now served its role and needs to be removed. I will detach myself from the internet for a while to see what happens to my energy.

[Anderz]

Staying away from the internet just made my energy even more blocked. I will try an integral approach instead and use the internet mindfully. There is even such thing as internet addiction! So the integral approach includes how much access there is to the internet.