ACIM Journal

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It's useful to have some idea of what it means by earth evolving into a holon. Bruce Lipton said that cells have perception through receptors on the membrane of the cell. As a fractal analogy we humans are receptors on planet earth as the "cell". In ego consciousness we experience ourselves as a separate receptors. With planetary consciousness we still experience reality through our physical body with the difference that now our individual consciousness is plugged into the planetary consciousness. We are still individuals and also have the larger identity as Gaia, the consciousness of the whole earth.

It's a highly speculative idea. The reason for why it is useful is that it allows the mind to faster adopt a much larger perspective. It's like testing a hypothesis. The hypothesis could be false or it can be true. And since at least Bruce Lipton has talked about such evolutionary leap for humanity I find it worthwhile to examine it by starting with at least some conceptual idea of what it means in practice. To use the cell analogy again, the individual person as a receptor becomes identified with the whole cell, even though each individual still has his or her own unique personal perspective.

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Leo has a great explanation how the ego is about self-preservation in this video about collective egos:

What I call the global ego is the collective ego of the whole world. The global ego is also about self-preservation! And according to my model, that's actually a delusion, because reality as a whole is always perfectly ordered and indestructible. And the global ego has shaped our individual egos. So then there is a massive struggle humanity is going through because of a false perception of reality.

As I have mentioned before, there is a deliberate purpose the ego has which is to produce creativity, uniqueness and growth. However, when we start to recognize the cosmic trick it's time to start to transcend it. The ego has served its purpose as a developmental tool for creation and now we can start dismantling it and remove the struggle against life and instead become one with life, which is the true perspective.

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It's also necessary to avoid fighting egos which will just strengthen one's own ego as well as continue building the global ego including other people's egos. Egos are always fighting each other in order to keep the illusion of separation going. The global ego is the whole world, so what is it fighting against? The answer is that the global ego is fighting against entropy (disorder, decay).

Mainstream physicist Leonard Susskind blew my mind when he said that entropy is hidden information, because even though he didn't say that the hidden information is order, I believe it is. And another prominent physicist, Stephen Hawking, suggested that particles are only waves and that there is no uncertainty, meaning no actual randomness or disorder.

So with the hypothesis of reality always actually being perfectly ordered, entropy is then merely a result of a limited perspective. And what the global ego, and consequently all egos are struggling against is a limited and false perception of reality. Like Don Quixote fighting windmills. And if we ourselves fight the global ego, we are not only metaphorically fighting windmills, we are then fighting ourselves.

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The idea that we are attacking ourselves in our own minds is a radical idea, yet that is precisely what ACIM says that the ego does. ACIM calls it attack thoughts:

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"1. It is surely obvious that if you can be attacked you are not invulnerable. You see attack as a real threat. That is because you believe that you can really attack. And what would have effects through you must also have effects on you. It is this law that will ultimately save you, but you are misusing it now. You must therefore learn how it can be used for your own best interests, rather than against them.

2. Because your attack thoughts will be projected, you will fear attack. And if you fear attack, you must believe that you are not invulnerable. Attack thoughts therefore make you vulnerable in your own mind, which is where the attack thoughts are. Attack thoughts and invulnerability cannot be accepted together. They contradict each other.

3. The idea for today introduces the thought that you always at­tack yourself first. If attack thoughts must entail the belief that you are vulnerable, their effect is to weaken you in your own eyes. Thus they have attacked your perception of yourself. And because you believe in them, you can no longer believe in yourself. A false image of yourself has come to take the place of what you are." - ACIM Lesson 26

 

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Another good thing about the ego, in addition to it being a tool for growth and development, is that it creates a predictable form of control. It's impossible for us in manifested reality to fully predict the future because of computational irreducibility which Stephen Wolfram has described. With ego control it's at least possible to have predictability within limits. That's very useful for us in manifested reality.

I think "service to self" in the Law of One simply means ego. And Ra said that there is service to self up all the way to early sixth density. This I believe means that ego control is used even in higher densities. For example fifth density is the galaxy as a holon. And even in fifth density there is service to self, which I interpret as meaning social control systems, maybe even things like laws and definitely all kinds of advanced technology such as automation and artificial general intelligence (AGI).

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"Artificial general intelligence (AGI) is the hypothetical[1][2] intelligence of a machine that has the capacity to understand or learn any intellectual task that a human being can. It is a primary goal of some artificial intelligence research and a common topic in science fiction and futures studies. AGI can also be referred to as strong AI,[3][4][5] full AI,[6] or general intelligent action.[7] (Some academic sources reserve the term "strong AI" for machines that can experience consciousness.[8])" - Wikipedia

 

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Service to others in the Law of One as I mentioned before means I believe a collective consciousness. And it's more than that. Service to others means serving the planetary holon as the holon. And it then means being the planetary holon and not a service in the ego sense.

The planetary holon includes one's own individual and personal self. So it automatically becomes a task of building the planetary holon out of personal wishes and desires. Otherwise service to others would be a tedious task done as a kind of obligation or self-sacrifice. Self-sacrifice in fourth density means sacrificing the whole planet, and we don't want that, lol.

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Aaron Abke has this new video where he explains how the Atonement in ACIM is a correction of an erroneous perception:

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"My part in the Atonement is the cancelling out of all errors that you could not otherwise correct. When you have been restored to the recognition of your original state, you naturally become part of the Atonement yourself. As you share my unwillingness to accept error in yourself and others, you must join the great crusade to correct it; listen to my voice, learn to undo error and act to correct it. The power to work miracles belongs to you. I will provide the opportunities to do them, but you must be ready and willing. Doing them will bring conviction in the ability, because conviction comes through accomplishment. The ability is the potential, the achievement is its expression, and the Atonement, which is the natural profession of the children of God, is the purpose." - ACIM T-1

 

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And here are three new videos from people who describe similar things as I do in this journal. I need to be a bit self-biased to keep some focus.

 

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The global ego is built on manipulation. I'm excited about what China will do in the near future. My guess is that China has totally fooled the west, in a good way. For example, the Art of War was a psyop to make the west focus on war. The real art of war is to trick others to fight each other. And today we can see the result of that in how China is conquering the world with business deals instead of with military force.

China tricked the British Empire to develop Hong Hong into a commercial beachhead into the west and then giving it to China 100 years later. Long term planning. China has thousands of years of political and social experience. The Opium Wars were on purpose allowed to happen to make the west believe they had the upper hand and thereby make miscalculated strategy decisions.

China and Japan have cooperated throughout history and pretended to be in conflict with each other so that they could manipulate the west on a massive scale. China controls Taiwan and only pretends that there is some dispute there to trick the west to sell military technology etc to Taiwan.

China has pretended to want to buy iPhones from Apple when in fact they don't need them much. The iPhones are old tech compared to what China is working on. China also has pretended to be dependent on western technologies such as microchips. The reality is that China controls the entire east basically which has the world's capacity for manufacturing microchips. They have manipulated the west to outsource the hardware manufacturing to the east so that the west now largely lacks that capacity and knowledge.

China adopted communism in a display as a front to manipulate the west. China's thousands of years of political and cultural development has little to do with communism or any other western inventions. It's just a show to to hide their real long term strategies. Even the human rights violations in China may be totally made up stories! Why? Why make one's nation look bad? The answer is: huge, Big Lie manipulation, above the heads of even the western experts.

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If it's true that China has manipulated the west, doesn't that make the western powers incredibly gullible and childish? For example, I think the U.S. is even selling military weapons to Taiwan. Isn't that a sign of utter immaturity when it comes to political experience? Seemingly, yes, but not so fast! Because who says that the west is free from manipulation? Remember, the global ego is built on manipulation and deception, so there are layers and layers of ridiculously outrageous manipulations.

To repeat what Jordan Maxwell said: "Nothing in this world works the way you think it does." And that of course also applies to the claims Jordan makes himself about how the Vatican is criminal etc. The top powers in the world are good to make sure we can take the leap into a planetary holon. But they can't reveal that prematurely since the world is still dominated by ego consciousness with a ruthless and even sadistic selfish mindset filled with fear and devoid of intrinsic ethics. So the top powers need to operate in the shadow behind fronts of scary power structures.

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Conspiracy theories are childish. The biggest conspiracy is the belief in aging and death. The truth is that nobody has ever died. Leo has said that we were never born. I haven't heard him mentioning that nobody has ever died, which must equally be the case.

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Ironically, people on the left who have criticized Trump for cooperating with Russia have missed his interactions with China. Trump has said: "I love China." And Trump is now helping Huawei to surpass the western tech companies. Even the Pentagon started complaining about how the U.S. tech industry will lose a lot by not being able to make business with China.

Is then Trump a traitor? No! Trump is aiming for win-win. Trump is Spiral Dynamics vMeme level Turquoise and just pretends to be a lot of Blue and Orange in order to make the U.S. citizens go along with his agenda, and "trust the plan" as QAnon posted. And the deep state is actually just a fake front for the real top power structure where there is international cooperation instead of the fake ass conflicts that are being staged.

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But isn't QAnon just a right wing conspiracy theory?

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"QAnon[a] (/kjuːəˈnɒn/) is a far-right conspiracy theory[7][8] detailing a supposed secret plot by an alleged "deep state" against U.S. President Donald Trump and his supporters.[9]" - Wikipedia

In my opinion QAnon is the real deal. There are many impressive Q posts. And I want to add that the "deep state" is not only a front as I wrote. The deep state has real corruption in it! So I'm very curious and excited about what the Durham report will include. There is a great chance that there will be a big Spygate scandal building up this summer. Even the FISA report showed some remarkably weird things although I believe that the FBI has acted correctly in a kind of psyop manner to be able to deal with the really big deep state corruption.

Leo might disagree with my take on QAnon, but he has some great insights into this topic, such as this video about corruption:

 

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I make wide (hopefully not too far-fetched connections). Here is another one: Corruption is a part of the global ego shadow! And QAnon is a part of dealing with the global ego shadow. There needs to be both bottom-up ego integration that Anna talked about and also top-down ego integration which is what Q and Trump (Q+) are about.

I see this as a sign of the planetary holon taking form before our eyes. The ego shadow is the part of the ego that will be transcended, and the useful parts of the ego will be included and integrated. This is the harvest mentioned in the Law of One. The harvest is both on individual and collective levels, from the individual person up all the way to the global ego.

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QAnon has claimed that nothing can stop their plan. Could be true! Q refers to Q clearance which is the highest security clearance in the U.S. government. And since the U.S. is the most powerful country in the world it will have a global effect. I like this kind of development which can bring about a massive change in the world fairly quickly. One of the primary goals with their plan seems to be to clean up corruption on a massive scale.

But is the QAnon movement democratic? At least indirectly I think, yes, because Q if they are connected to the U.S. government, and they are white hats (good guys and gals) then they will do things by the law. To do things illegally is stupid since that just makes oneself vulnerable. Black hats with their corruption can gain lots of power, but it's a shaky kind of power and the white hats have a robust kind of power by being grounded in the legal system.

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Another thing I like with QAnon is that they often use Christian terminology. Isn't that just because they are a bunch of right-wing fanatics? No! The Bible I think spans the whole spectrum of Spiral Dynamics. And especially it reaches above the mainstream reductionistic scientific view which actually is a limited perspective as Leo has pointed out. So the inclusion of Christian terminology in the Q posts is necessary I believe in order to deal with the bigger picture.

I think I will check out some videos about QAnon to see where they are at now. And I expect things to heat up significantly around the time of the release of the Durham report. That's the official Spygate launch basically I believe. MOAB incoooming!! Or nothing will happen. I found surprisingly little information about the Durham report and one expert even said that the report will not be released. I hope this information is correct:

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"The Senate Judiciary Committee will hold hearings on U.S. Attorney John Durham's report on the origins of the Russia probe when it is released, possibly this spring, Sen. Marsha Blackburn said Wednesday, while expressing concerns that government agencies such as the Department of Justice have become "weaponized."" - Newsmax.com Feb 19, 2020

 

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I came to think of how confusion in the mind is entropy (disorder). And entropy is just hidden information. The ego turns confusion into fear. So the practice then is to allow the confusion and let it become dissolved by the Holy Spirit. Simple in theory. The difficulty is that confusion feels so nasty and the ego habit of running away from confusion is so strong. The good thing is that with repeated practice it will become easier and easier and the confusion will become more easy to accept, especially as it gradually dissolves.

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My interpretation of ACIM in relation to the Law of One's fourth density is that there will be a tremendous sense of peace in both body and mind. Because when there are ego blocks in the form of pain, suffering, numbness and tensions the Holy Spirit cannot enter. And this seems to be in conflict with many other spiritual teachings which make a distinction between for example pain and suffering.

To me ACIM's explanations seem more logical when I look at it from the perspective of the Law of One. Pain and inner peace contradict each other, and making a distinction between pain and suffering sounds like a cop out to me. Pain is useful though, as a warning signal indicating that something is out of balance, not as something that should remain when there is harmony, such as in fourth density.

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Then one might ask, will not even pain be included in fourth density in an integral way? I think yes, but there will be inner peace as the foundation in fourth density and pain will be experienced differently than in third density, similar to how also fear will be experienced differently. When we feel fear while watching a horror movie or riding a roller coaster it's a different kind of fear than when it's about ego survival. So the Bible is correct then:

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"‘He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death’ or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." - Revelation 21:4

The same with sadness and tears. That will still be possible in fourth density (new heaven/earth in the Bible) but it will not be the crying out of death angst as is the case in ego consciousness.

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The coronavirus has become even bigger news! That's incredible. As if the news reports weren't already alarming enough already. My conspiracy theory detector senses a massive psyop around the coronavirus. My guess is that it's just ordinary pneumonia that some high level globalist schemers smacked a label on and are now pushing as a terrible pandemic threat for humanity. It's a global psyop! Very interesting.

Teal Swan has a new video about the coronavirus. I haven't watched it yet, but I was so impressed by her video about self-sacrifice that I will take a look at it even though I have mostly avoided videos about the coronavirus.