ACIM Journal

[Anderz]

I have an idea of how to deal with my own fears about what is going on in the world. The idea is to have the hypothesis that there will be a gradual disclosure of the truth and corruption as a part of the Great Awakening. It will at first be a slow seeping in of truth especially on the internet, and this is already going on, and it's an exponential progress, meaning accelerating.

It's a switch from focusing on fears to focusing on evidence of the Great Awakening, both in society and within oneself and in other people. And the momentum of truth is already large enough to basically be able to relax and watch what happens with occasional putting together of one's own perspectives of what is happening.

[Anderz]

QAnon is a part of the Great Awakening I think. Lots of new Q posts. Here is one about the DNC:

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"Was the DNC was hacked by Russia?
CIA [BRENNAN] FORCE?
Seth Rich internal DL hand-to-hand pass USA?
Crowdstrike code insert?
If FBI [CHAIN OF COMMAND] was corrupt what other investigations were corrupted?
WHO DID THEY PROVIDE COVER FOR?
HOW FAR BACK DID IT GO?
Q" - Q post 4016

"Error 'was' x2.
On the move.
Q" - Q post 4017

CrowdStrike mentioned in the Q post claimed that the DNC was hacked by Russians.

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"CrowdStrike is non-partisan – we routinely work with both Republican and Democratic organizations to protect them from cyber-attacks – along with thousands of other organizations around the world of all industries and sizes.

... CrowdStrike stands fully by its analysis and findings identifying two separate Russian intelligence-affiliated adversaries present in the DNC network in May 2016. On June 15, 2016 a blog post to a WordPress site authored by an individual using the moniker Guccifer 2.0 claimed credit for breaching the Democratic National Committee. This blog post presents documents alleged to have originated from the DNC." - crowdstrike.com

As I have mentioned earlier, NSA whistleblower Bill Binney said that the DNC was NOT hacked over then internet and that the data was downloaded locally from DNC servers. I still believe that the FBI is innocent and that they only played the roles of black hats, but the DNC corruption seems to be real.

[Anderz]

Leo mentioned how we in self-bias don't really care about other people. Someone could have lost their child and we hardly notice it. Why is that? My explanation is that in ego consciousness we need to isolate ourselves from the vast majority of other people's suffering. Why? Because if we had true intersubjective feelings it would be unbearable.

So the key as I see it is that we need to transcend ego consciousness through increasing our own feeling of inner peace. And we then connect with others via a resonance of peace and well-being. That's the way towards a collective consciousness. Having empathy for others might be a good start but suffering must be transmuted into inner peace both in ourselves and in others I believe for developing a harmonious whole.

[Anderz]

Yikes, Dr. Shiva is a mainstream expert and in this video he talks about some of the monumental problems in the health industry:

I find more and more mainstream experts revealing amazing things during the coronavirus crisis. This is explosive stuff. If I am angry at some of the things about the coronavirus crisis, I can imagine that people more prone to anger will explode if what these experts say is true. Then it will turn into a catastrophic crisis, not for the people, but for the establishment.

I even doubt that much truth will be revealed by the mainstream media because they are a part of this whole charade it seems. But there could be a start of a gradual disclosure because the pharma industry etc have gone too far in a dysfunctional direction.

[Anderz]

Even Q is posting about the coronavirus crisis and in the latest posts indicate that the numbers of deaths are exaggerated through misleading statistics, such as:

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"https://www.cdc.gov/nchs/data/health_policy/Provisional-Death-Counts-COVID-19-Pneumonia-and-Influenza.pdf
>11,356 COVID-19
>54,217 Pneumonia, Influenza, OR COVID-19
Influenza death rate low v previous years?
Knowledge is power.
Information warfare.
Q" - Q post 4040

It's absolutely insane what is going on, but I believe from a bigger perspective it will lead to the Great Awakening. Probably those in the corrupt establishment are freaking out more than the general public because of what it can lead to when the truth starts to flow in.

Edited May 1, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

I found it interesting that oil prices went negative.

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"Oil prices could go negative again for reasons beyond just storage" - CNBC, Apr 28, 2020

I speculated earlier about the coronavirus crisis being staged for several reasons, including global peak oil. And in that scenario I imagined that oil producers have used the crisis to implement secret new energy technologies that will make them able to produce more oil. And if that scenario is true, then the oil price could drop drastically as it did. OR, and this is scary, the oil price is massively manipulated as a huge "stage magician" trick to give the impression that there is lots of oil while in reality oil is running out and the oil production dwindling to a trickle. One worrisome indication of the latter scenario is that I heard one oil expert mentioning that the U.S. will soon go from being a net exporter to a net importer of oil.

[Anderz]

Natural gas production has been ramping up globally during the last years. And natural gas can be converted to fuel:

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"Gas to liquids (GTL) is a refinery process to convert natural gas or other gaseous hydrocarbons into longer-chain hydrocarbons, such as gasoline or diesel fuel." - Wikipedia

And there are plenty of natural gas reserves globally it seems. So I think there will be enough natural gas and oil production combined for many years to come. That's good and I will do some research to see if switching more into natural gas has anything to do with the coronavirus crisis.

[Anderz]

Will there be chaos in the world after the pandemic? No, I believe that the world will stabilize! With secure energy production, stable e-money, removal of corruption, increased automation and universal basic income together with exponential improvement of price/performance of products and services, meaning things will get dirt cheap. This will enable humanity to step up a notch on Maslow's hierarchy of needs from mere survival to self-actualization.

So the material situation will improve a lot for all of humanity. Advanced technologies are only expensive when they are new and with poor capacity. As the technology matures and now is becoming digital (even physical products), everybody will afford an abundant material life.

But there is also spiritual progress. And even the possibility to move into fourth density I believe. I'm interested in improving my physical body through spirituality. Improvements with material transhumanist means such as biotech and nanotech are only plan B for me. The Great Awakening is both material and spiritual I think.

That's my medium term view. In the coming years there can be a bit chaotic still but under control, and in 2030 the situation will become more stable.

Edited May 2, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

Nonduality teacher Roger Castillo said that the feeling of free will is important but that there is no actual free will. That's a good point from an integral perspective where the ego is transcended and included. ACIM says:

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"The Holy Spirit calls you both to remember and to forget. 2 You have chosen to be in a state of opposition in which opposites are possible. 3 As a result, there are choices you must make. 4 In the holy state the will is free, so that its creative power is unlimited and choice is meaningless. 5 Freedom to choose is the same power as freedom to create, but its application is different. 6 Choosing depends on a split mind." - ACIM T-5.II

That's similar to what Castillo said, that there is free will in a sense. ACIM says that choice is meaningless. J. Krishnamurti said that choice is confusion. Those are good points too. So how to integrate non-doership and a sense of free will?

One approach that I'm experimenting with is to experience prediction of the future as a sense instead of as a control and choice mechanism as in ordinary ego consciousness. This means I can think of possible future outcomes without taking it as definite plans or choices. It also means that I can instantly change my perception of the future based on new circumstances.

[Anderz]

Another way of looking at free will is in relation to what they said in one of the Star Wars movies: "There's always a bigger fish" and I looked it up and it's an English proverb. Think of the universe, or multiverse in my model, as the biggest fish. That's infinite control power! That's the balance of the Force. It doesn't matter how big of a service-to-others Jedi master we become or how powerful service-to-self Sith lord. There is always a larger control going on. And dropping of individual free will happens naturally as a consequence of a recognition of that total control power.

[Anderz]

Shunyamurti has this new video:

I have listened to about half of the satsang and what he talks about seems to me to be fourth density and a new earth! Shunya is talking about a huge change of reality. My idea of the new earth is that in the beginning it will be very much the same as today. But yeah, further into the future it will be enormously different than it is today. And also, Shunya may be talking about an inner shift which will be an entirely new level of consciousness. I think of these labels as being the same: fourth density, fifth dimension, new earth, the Great Awakening, age of Aquarius, Satya Yuga and so on as describing the same evolutionary leap.

I will listen to the rest of the satsang to see if he describes this shift of biblical proportions (or rather, biblical shift literally) in more detail.

[Anderz]

One additional thing Shunyamurti said in the satsang was about how the mind is slow when we need to think. Good point! I have even noticed myself that when I have to think of strategies or come up with some response based on memories, that's a slow process. I can imagine that when the mind transcends thinking it will become lighting fast.

It must be beyond intuition and spontaneous action. Because in intuition there is still a fairly slow processing of the thinking mind, and spontaneous action is a separation from the control of the totality. What Shunya was talking about must be more fundamental than that. It's about recognizing the total control and be "perfect as the Father in heaven is perfect" as Jesus said.

Maybe thinking is like training wheels for the mind, or like crawling instead of walking. And in ego consciousness we believe that crawling around with the training wheels of thinking all the time is the only way to live, haha. And we seldom question our situation since everybody around us are also crawling around with training wheels.

[Anderz]

Great! Q has a new post (4044) with a Spygate poster and a link to this Trump tweet from 6 hours ago:

That's a bold statement by Trump. We will see if there will be a Spygate scandal. Trump wrote "Lets see how it ends". If it ends, then it seems to me that Trump is implying that the Spygate scandal will begin. I hope the Durham report will be released already this month or latest in June.

Edited May 2, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

And here is the latest Q post:

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"What would have happened if POTUS challenged the COVID-19 narrative from the beginning?
Sometimes you can't TELL the public the truth.
YOU MUST SHOW THEM.
Who benefits the most?
WHY ARE [D]'S SOLELY FOCUSED ON CLOSURE [RETAINING] AND VOTE-BY-MAIL?
They do not care about your well-being.
You are simply in the way.
This is about regaining POWER.
Self-preservation.
Every asset deployed.
Win by any means necessary.
WIN OR DIE.
Q" - Q post 4076

Exactly. Trump can't directly reveal the truth but he did say early on that the coronavirus crisis is a hoax! And he has also made some - I believe on purpose - outrageous comments about COVID-19 such as injecting disinfectants into people.  And I think Q is referring to something much bigger than just some conspiracy by the Democrats. "This is about regaining POWER." Q wrote. Remember that Q earlier posted that banks control governments. That's the big control capstone.

And Trump has also made this statement:

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"And then I said, supposing you brought the light inside the body, which you can do either through the skin or in some other way, and I think you said you're going to test that too." - Donald J. Trump

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"The eye is the lamp of the body. If your eyes are healthy, your whole body will be full of light. But if your eyes are unhealthy, your whole body will be full of darkness. If then the light within you is darkness, how great is that darkness!" - Matthew 6:22-23

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"Never has this been attempted.
Dark > LIGHT.
Q" - Q post 4066

 

 

[Anderz]

Ouch. Think of the burden of what ACIM calls special relationships. Let's say that a person has five loved ones. If the person is in ego consciousness he or she has an incredibly strong attachment to those special relationships.

The holy relationship in ACIM is shared between everybody. Imagine if the holy relationship would be made of all the special relationships billions of people on the planet have. That's would be ridiculously burdensome, haha. A true horror.

So I think that we need to detach ourselves from our special relationships because they are completely incompatible with the holy relationship.

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"The holy relationship is the expression of the holy instant in living in this world. Like everything about salvation, the holy instant is a practical device, witnessed to by its results. The holy instant never fails. The experience of it is always felt. Yet without expression it is not remembered. The holy relationship is a constant reminder of the experience in which the relationship became what it is. And as the unholy relationship is a continuing hymn of hate in praise of its maker, so is the holy relationship a happy song of praise to the Redeemer of relationships." - ACIM T-17.V.

"You cannot love parts of reality and understand what love means. If you would love unlike to God, Who knows no special love, how can you understand it? To believe that special relationships, with special love, can offer you salvation is the belief that separation is salvation. For it is the complete equality of the Atonement in which salvation lies. How can you decide that special aspects of the Sonship can give you more than others? The past has taught you this. Yet the holy instant teaches you it is not so." - ACIM T-15.V.3.

 

[Anderz]

ACIM says that the holy relationship is the expression of the holy instant in life. That sounds abstract. Sadhguru has this new video which to me sounds like a more concrete explanation of  the holy instant which I found useful:

 

[Anderz]

Sadhguru talked about building a bridge between the external world to the physical body to the mental body and into the Source. That's what I call integral nonduality! The usual nondual teachings often lack the integral aspect and many teachers say things like: you are not your body. Roger Castillo said that those kinds of teachings are useful but he also like Sadhguru pointed out that there needs to be an integration into the physical world.

If we say that we are not the body, then that's actually a duality separation. Sadguru even said that when we include our loved ones that's still separation and the same when we include our community and even when we include the whole country. 

Then what about QAnon who often writes about patriotism and especially with a focus on America? My impression is that Q is pointing to a bigger picture and includes patriotism worldwide. So in my opinion Q is including all of humanity in Where We Go One We Go All (WWG1WGA).

Edited May 3, 2020 by Anderz

[Anderz]

How can causality be explained from a nonduality perspective? With my model that's easy! The Word of God is an infinite string of information which can be represented by a single real number. Manifested reality is a result of that string unfolding in the present moment.

As an illustration, take the number Pi = 3.14159265... and then examine what is the cause of say the 7th decimal. The cause of that decimal is the whole number Pi itself! So causality from a nondual perspective is a result of all of reality as a single whole.

But who caused the Word of God? The answer is: nobody! How? Take the set R of all real numbers and simply pick one number representing the Word of God. That number just timelessly IS. Or as God said in the Bible, something like: "I am that I am."

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"In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. He was with God in the beginning. Through him all things were made; without him nothing was made that has been made. In him was life, and that life was the light of all mankind. The light shines in the darkness, and the darkness has not overcome it." - John 1:1-5

From dark to LIGHT.

[Anderz]

Tony Parsons is the most hardcore nonduality teacher I have found so far. I think his teaching is good as a foundation. For example he says in this new video that "awareness" and "awareness of" that's duality. My model has nonduality only for the umanifested reality and awareness is a result of a feedback loop between the unmanifested and the manifested reality. I will listen to some more of his presentation to see if what he talks about is the same as what I mean by the unmanifested.

What I want to add to his teaching is that manifested reality evolves into higher levels of wholeness. Frustratingly enough I haven't been able to include that idea into my model in a clear way yet.

[Anderz]

One seemingly scary potential in my model is that consciousness is an on/off state. What happens if the body dies and consciousness goes off forever?

In my model the potential for consciousness is activated when the level of complexity is high enough. And we can think of the Word of God as complexity. And the manifestation of the Word of God is an ever increase of complexity.

And since complexity cannot go backwards, meaning be reduced, and since we have consciousness activated now, the potential for our consciousness will remain forever in the future. It's true in my model that when we are in deep dreamless sleep our consciousness is in an off state, but the potential for consciousness always remains.

Edited May 3, 2020 by Anderz