Lose in myself

[Fede83]

I have come to the conclusion that I have lost myself, this wave of loneliness has transformed me into a superior being full of love and peace but only tremendously alone, the company of myself is enough for me but sometimes I wonder is it possible that this road towards a higher level of consciousness, hours and hours of meditation are making me lose my way? every day please pray to be able to socialize having a life connect with other souls and yet I can't not feel the need and this scares me, it seems to me to have entered a limbo from which I can no longer leave is just an illusion that did I create my ego rebels against my new life expectations? i don't know what to do is this normal at this stage and what i can do about for it?

[Nahm]

We can lose delusion, beliefs, identity, attachments, car keys, weight, and even the kids once and a while...but we can never lose our self. You’re good there. 

Initially, the path can cut you off from the world, yes. By means of coming to Truth. The world, as in, the population, is misunderstanding of the most fundamental aspects of being, of reality & self. You’re getting ahead of the consciousness curve. ?? Be aware that you are. ???? 

3 hours ago, Fede83 said:

I can't not feel the need and this scares me

Don’t resist!  If you feel the need - socialize, get your fun on, let loose, let go. There is no right or wrong. I love being alone, very very much. I love socializing, very very much.  

Let go of the expectations, and just enjoy socializing for whatever it is. Paradoxically, it’s better than way. It’s like getting laid. The minute you stop caring, boom. Keep letting go of any thoughts which don’t feel good to you. The inner being knows all, and knows all that you are wanting. “How” it unfolds is not really your concern. 

Have you made a dream board? It’s great for clearing all thoughts, plans, etc, out of the head. Then you can enjoy life, a little more, headless. It’s good when where you’ve been, where you are, and where you’re going come into focus. That’s a benefit of getting it ‘on the board’ in front of you. 

Perhaps you are on a mission, a high bar has been set, that of the potential sage, mystic, yogi, etc. The path of oneness. Perhaps you can see, where you can do anything, with anyone you want - as that is in and of itself, learning, understanding. Self discovery ensues, as they are self too.  ?? 

[Fede83]

U can't imagine how much ur reply means and he open me another world, the dream board is a great idea i will start from that as a new routine perhaps seems a very efficent way to start focusing on what i want ! Thanks again for ur time <3

[zeroISinfinity]

High bar pays off. 

It's not the mystic It's The Absolute. 

SELF discovery probably the most interesting and rewarding adventure inside a dream which ends dream. ❤️

It's some Neo from the Matrix type of stuff. 

All the Best, road is bumpy sometimes. Or it Just might appears so. All roads lead to back to Rome. 

Edited October 1, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[Fede83]

Hey zero thanks for ur comment top nice analogy i liked a lot ❤️The littorio problema is i don’t have any friends since years,for many personale problems and videogames addiction..and now i dont know where to going to make more since my path look more solitary than Socialazing..but ye i think even if i dont feel the urge ..should be better to start some contact what u think ?