My Book of shadows

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Everything that a human does is an exercise in narcissism. 

Pretend like they are destitute to look great in the eyes of the world but not help those who might have been helped easily because that doesn't bring a sense of superiority and achievement. 

 

 

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How good is a mom who goes around helping the homeless on Christmas by giving them food and gifts but is reluctant in helping her own son because that will need a greater commitment plus there's nothing to show off in helping your own son. It doesn't look extra kind

 

 

 

What a pathetic bitch!! 

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Either a person is a shamer, a betrayer or an escapist but not a helper. 

 

A person who is really kind and genuine doesn't boast about how much of a gentle person they are. 

 

Nobody is going to sin for you to make themselves look bad for you and make you look bad. You'll die in your own sins. 

Edited September 28, 2019 by Preety_India

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The dinosaurs have taught me a lot of about greatness. Truly great people do not instantly start talking about how they suffer when a person complains about their problems and suffering in life. They are trying to downplay your problems by making you believe that they are equally miserable. 

The dinosaurs lived in some tough times and tried to survive. They were mighty and huge and to me they represent a huge heart and generosity and mighty strength that never bends to cheap tactics to look great but remain adherent to basic principles and honesty and frankness, no fakery and tremendously courageous and commited. They don't have to feign superiority. They are confident in themselves and they have bigger battles to win and bigger things to think about rather than sit and squabble about something dramatic and petty to create unnecessary chaos. They have one goal and that is survival. They live in brotherhood and they don't have to worry about one upping each other because they completely trust each other in perfect harmony and without insecurity or jealousy or rivalry or indifference or compromise and they have a great understanding between each other. Their focus is on the final goal rather than each other or the self. They are like branches of the same tree. Their sole intent is to make it through with tremendous Heroism and display of true love and empathy and a caring heart. 

(do not focus on human perception, focus on true greatness) 

 

 

Edited September 28, 2019 by Preety_India

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Special healing incense 

 

 

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Today I want to talk about how much I love this spiritual practice that I recently discovered during my meditation.. 

 

And it's about accessing a new realm of consciousness, the consciousness of oneness. So I'll call it accessing the consciousness of oneness, the consciousness of love. That one heart that is multiplied and copied into many hearts and put into good people. Imagine rising above your plane of human bias and accessing a thought plane of oneness where your soul is united with other good souls and you are surrounded by their positivity. Such a soul is pure love and peace. When you feel its healing energy, the love enters your body and heart like an ocean coming towards you in a wave and flowing through. This is an ocean of love. It flows through you. It comes towards you. Embrace it. And let it in. It comes and flows and fills up every part of your body and soul. Nourishes every cell with its love. Now this will heal you. At once you feel liberated and at peace and experience grounding. All the restlessness and agitation comes to an end. It is replaced with calm just like the words "and peace, glory and beauty were restored once again." it's a restorative force. It brings comfort and healing and restoration. 

 

The concept of entropy. Entropy is the energy of randomness and chaos. Notice how nothing makes sense in this world. If something is beneficial it is expensive so nobody can afford it and nobody actually benefits as a result. How illogical and nonsensical is the system of this world. This is because of entropy. There is too much random energy of chaos or chaotic energy created in this world as a result of lack of goodness and absence of spirituality in many hearts. So when they lack divine love or a good heart, they create random energy of chaos or entropy. This entropy creates a lot of drama and the world is nothing but a giant drama stage on which the drama of the world is playing out. But this drama is toxic and unhealthy because a lot of people who are innocent are unconsciously getting entangled in this drama and losing their lives through its course. Therefore it's important to be away from this chaotic energy and also not allow it to have much impact and release it when it builds up around the body. This energy is negative. The opposite of this energy is healing energy. This comes from the eternally loving good heart which I'll call the healing spirit. This is the spirit which is being accessed in the consciousness of oneness. 

This healing energy can be accessed through the basic spiritual practice of uniting with the consciousness of oneness. 

Thus healing energy does exactly the opposite of what chaotic energy does. It heals and restores. It brings order, logic and harmony to the system or world. It brings healing to the body. It brings peace and balance to life. 

Be tuned to the consciousness of oneness to constantly be surrounded and drenched in this healing energy. This is the feeling of enlightenment and this is a basic spiritual practice. 

 

 

 

 

Edited September 29, 2019 by Preety_India

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3 forces representation

Colossal force - - water in a bowl

Carnal force - rock or pebble or crystal stone 

Ethereal force - a heart structure

 

Earlier I discussed healing energy.  Healing energy is not just energy it is more.  It's a way a spirit accesses and charges something.  So for example if some place is peaceful it's not the spirit that is directly  making it peaceful by its presence but through the energy.  It's similar to nutrition   and food.  Food is the spirit and nutrition is the energy. So when we eat food, we need food but food is not what stays in our system, it's the nutrients that stay and are used. Similarly healing spirit doesn't reside around us, it's the healing energy of the spirit that surrounds us and influences our body and mind and  turn of events.  Similarly negativity in itself is not responsible for its destruction in our lives but the negative energy arising out of that negativity or demonic forces. 

Energy is the conduit or the channel through which everything happens.  Like for example when we say an intention to a crystal,  it's not the crystal itself bringing healing or fulfilling of the intention.  But the crystal gets charged by our energy and emotion and intention.  This energy that gets produced and stored in the crystal that is constantly emitted that is the source of healing and fulfillment of the intention.  

 

So basically all spiritual practices is nothing but a  tarot that is a representation and energy of that representation.  This energy is what finally brings all the change. 

The tarot can be anything ranging from an emotion, quality, intention, a person, a process,  an event, a place to an object.  

Examples of tarots - love.... A quality 

Anger.   An emotion

Beauty. A quality or state 

Sadness.. An emotion 

Happiness.... An emotion or state 

Healing... An intention 

Christ... A deity 

 

Buddha..    A deity or person

Food.... A process 

Sleep.   A process 

A relationship.... An event 

Death.. An event 

Shrine.. A place 

Mountain... A place 

A bowl... An object. 

These are examples.  

Now any spiritual practice will have unlimited number of representations.  But different representations will have different energies associated with them.  For example the energy of love tarot is very different than the energy of mountain tarot or Buddha tarot. 

But.  There is also something called intensity. Intensity and nature. This means energy can be either positive or negative.  However even if it is negative or positive it can be strong or weak.  Strength or weakness is an indicator of the intensity of energy.  

I will say the nature of this energy can be called juju and the intensity of the energy be called chi.. 

So it can be a beneficial or a good juju or a bad juju.  And chi can be either intense or weak. When chi is weak then the energy is not very useful.  

So one can say that any spiritual practice will revolve around energy healing.  

So every spiritual model consists of only 3 things - a spirit or a representation,  the nature of this representation and the energy around it. For example a tree. The energy around a tree is healing energy. Therefore the tree has a healing spirit. This does not mean that a spirit resides in the tree.  It only means that this representation, a tree in this case is positive or associated with positivity.  It's nature is positive. 

Another example is a drama loving chaotic person - here the representation is a specific type of person. The nature of this representation doesn't look positive. The energy around this person is negative energy.  So when you are around such a person,  you invite their negativity into your life or space.  You start feeding into their drama and get roped in and thus you see chaos in your life as well.  This is how all spiritual systems or models work, via energy. 

Almost anything and everything is associated with energy that can be positive or negative or neutral.  

 

For proper outcome all 3 states should exist in the physical realm - colossal (quality like determination),  carnal(desirable/mighty) and ethereal(intention/heart )

 

When all 3 states exist together, they create an ideal state of a person.  Such a person is ideal for any purpose or role. 

Even if a person is not ideal, they can still play a role called the divine role that is created in the turn of events in life by divine forces of God   

This is the mahima or glory of God.  That means God can create water from a mountain, strength out of weakness, good out of bad. 

So that which is undesirable in the human eye is not undesirable in God's eyes. 

 

The glory or grace of God is great. This means God can create happiness out of misery, show hope in hopelessness, embrace the forsaken,  create order in chaos, change the turn of events, make the weak strong, move mountains therefore man cannot be too proud of his mightiness since God can change the course through his will. This is God's karma or workings.  Man cannot decide the turn of events. God decides it. God can create beauty where there is misery.  

 

Thus things are not static but in a constant state of flux.  Hence human perception is invalid. 

 

Although it's important to have the carnal aspect, it's not in any way related to role. An example is this. For example a girl can have a wonderful voice but she may still not have the role of the lead singer in a choir group.  

Role is created by turn of events.  How we use this role to create good is our karma or working.  God only assigns the role.  Karma is our own doing and the resulting outcome is our own success or failure.  

Here I'll say that the role is dharma and what you do in that role or out of it is your karma.  So spirituality is very much centered around dharma and karma. The other things involved in spiritual development is guna and sadbuddhi.  Guna means a quality or ability. Sadbuddhi means positive intention.  Example even if you didn't do acts of kindness but if you are a kind person that is also sufficient. Your karma is good.  Or you will create good just by your presence.  

So spirituality consists of many different aspects like divine role, tarot and energy, meditative spiritual practices, carnal,  colossal or ethereal aspects,  freedom from human illusions and perceptions, dharma and karma, good intentions and good qualities..  

 

Edited September 29, 2019 by Preety_India

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Next I'm going to call my spiritual practice chi healing where chi is energy. And I'm going to focus more on energy healings. 

 

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Forgotten realms and dungeons and dragons 

 

Neothelids and aboleth. Chaotic aberration 

 

Dinosaur deity bahamut 

 

Edited September 30, 2019 by Preety_India

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On 27/09/2019 at 5:54 PM, Preety_India said:

I worship 3 gods and goddesses and a deity of Christ 

I haven't abandoned Christianity and I try fusing it with my wiccan concepts.  

Hecate and Odin and Persephone.  And bahamut {Dinosaur deity} 

 

 

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Neothelid is a representation of evil and chaos.  A demonic force that loves chaos 

Sea monster with enormous anemone 

 

 

 

Marbas 

The demon that possesses the one who has been unjust or evil or unfair and has caused agony and injustice to another is marbas, a huge serpentine sea monster that gobbles and haunts those who rile it up by doing injustice. This demon haunts and curses and eventually the evil or beastly person who bought destruction and godlessness  pays back his her karma when the wheels of justice keep rolling. 

Edited September 30, 2019 by Preety_India

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Animal deities

 

Deer.    Land animal.  Protector good 

 

Dinosaur  land animal good,  rewarder 

 

 

Neothelid sea monster evil 

 

 

Marbas  sea monster punisher 

 

 

Edited September 30, 2019 by Preety_India

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Gods and goddesses  and deities 

Total 9

 

Odin,  Hecate,  Cernunnos or horn God,  Persephone 

Christ 

 dinosaur, marbas, neothelid, deer 

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God brings awareness of the future. 

Because God wants to save you despite your flaws and limitations   

He does not want you to fall in trouble because of another person's limitations or your own limitations   

Truth shines like a diamond.  And a person no matter how superior or self righteous will not be able to deny the truth. And God always stands with the truth. Truth comes to light eventually   

 

Edited October 1, 2019 by Preety_India

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On 9/22/2019 at 1:59 PM, Preety_India said:

Bewitching. 

 

The gods and goddesses of witchcraft. 

For me it would be Hecate and Odin and Triple Moon Goddess and Goddess danu and goddess cerridwen 

A layout of my bewitching goes and goddesses rose witchcraft 

God Odin 

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Odin God statue 

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Triple moon goddess statue of maiden, goddess of spring, mother goddess of fullness OR bloom or fertility and crone goddess of harvest in autumn 

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Goddess hecate, goddess of witchcraft and magic

 

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Goddess Danu, goddess of swirling water, holding a vessel of swirling water. Goddess of birth and beauty and peace 

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Goddess Cerridwen holding the cauldron of knowledge 

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Principle deities. 

Odin God, Triple Moon Goddess and Goddess Hecate 

Odin is a symbol of a powerful male that fulfills a woman forever.  Once she finds him she breaks the cycle of toxic relationships.  A woman who hasn't found him remains compromised with her needs and accepts regular water as good enough.  But Odin is spring water.  Once tasted and consumed, the heart reaches fulfillment on a permanent level and stops living in dissatisfaction and relentless searching ends.  Restlessness ends.  

Triple moon goddess statue of maiden, goddess of spring, mother goddess of fullness OR bloom or fertility and crone goddess of harvest in autumn 

Goddess hecate, goddess of witchcraft and magic

 

Persephone represents beauty and aesthetics

 horn God or deer represents protection of the forests and animals.  

 

 

 

 

Edited October 1, 2019 by Preety_India

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He is in a hotel right now and he will start the fare program this week 

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Odin is a symbol of a powerful male that fulfills a woman forever.  Once she finds him she breaks the cycle of toxic relationships.  A woman who hasn't found him remains compromised with her needs and accepts regular water as good enough.  But Odin is spring water.  Once tasted and consumed, the heart reaches fulfillment on a permanent level and stops living in dissatisfaction and relentless searching ends.  Restlessness ends.  

Triple moon goddess statue of maiden, goddess of spring, mother goddess of fullness OR bloom or fertility and crone goddess of harvest in autumn 

Goddess hecate, goddess of witchcraft and magic

 

Persephone represents beauty and aesthetics

 horn God or deer represents protection of the forests and animals.  

 

 

 

 

Triple moon goddess will be worshipped only during the wiccan festival celebrations.  She represents eternal growth.  

Gaia the mother Earth represents peace.  Will be worshipped sometimes 

 

 

Edited October 1, 2019 by Preety_India

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 Odin is for the all knower and the all fixer.  

Gaia is the symbol of flow of life. Order.  

 

Triple moon goddess is about improving every day 

Hecate is about goals and desires 

 

 

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