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We should always be right in God's eyes regardless of our biases and perceptions

 

 


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This is 5th October. I'm not able to make real progress in my life. Why. I'm just trying to find.  One reason is my health problems.  But I want to be able to move on from this real quick and settle in.  

 

 


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This one was so extreme and over the top there was no way to make excuses or explain it away. 


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Login to actualized forum early in the morning. 

 

Make an umbrella and an atomic list 

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A person should be a combination of so many qualities. It's hard to keep up 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 


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I think humanity is greedy. I think people just cannot have a big heart. It's more about the numbers than actually loving someone. 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

I never got it. It's all about fitting the bill. 

 

 

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I think I like people who respect another person in a way that person should be respected 

 

 


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Qualities of the divine 

 

I feel like the crucifixion of Christ is emblematic of the death and sacrifice of real values and qualities in this world and the victory of fake, shallow and fickle human nature. The victory of carnality over divinity.  

It's the slander, misunderstanding and demonization and the lack of appreciation, the judgmental mentality and hate leads to the demise of the  divinely pure. 

 

However the quality of being fair, impartial,  loving caring is definitely divine. These are absolute qualities.  There are others that are not divine but needed to survive and thrive. I'll call them qualities of perfection.  

Divine qualities

Wisdom intelligence, kindness, purity,  unconditional love, acceptance 

Qualities of perfection 

Intelligence 

Wisdom 

Knowledge 

Bravery 

Truthfulness 

Endurance 

The ability to overcome 

Practical 

Healthy 

Smartness 

Optimization 

Lack of affect 

Lack of temper 

Easy going 

Abundance 

Rogueness 

Self righteousness 

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The third eye is like a crystal ball. It's the  all knower.  

 

I feel like it's in the center of the heart. 

 

 

 

 

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I wanted to create a tarot around a person who is a sign of perfection. 

It can be a dragon tarot 

 

I'll call this sairys the elemental air dragon in Dragon wicca

 

Sairys can be a personification of perfection in the world.  

The opposite of this is porsairys.  Porsairys is a personification of a shallow fickle person worshipped in this world for their perceived superiority and their need to appear appealing or glorious.  But they lack in divine qualities and also they show terrible lack of judgement or character even in the smallest instances.  Make them less of what they really try to look or appear.  They begin to look fickle just very ambitious and skillful.  

It sees everything from the point of view of quality. Like for example what quality will help beat a situation, for example patience or wisdom.  

How sairys looks 

 

 

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One way I wanted to improve today was to not get impacted by someone's else's judgement of me.. 

To keep peace within myself no matter what.  Because peace will attract peace 

 

You keeping peace in your heart despite the antagonizing conditions of the world is important. 

 

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I have not attained my major goals today 


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Representations of 3 forces within sea Wicca 

 

Carnal force represented by sea rock that doesn't change with the flow of water. 

 

Colossal Force represented by the color changing octopus which is dynamic.. You keep changing your qualities to fit the environment.  

 

Ethereal force represented by nature of a wave, gentle or destructive because it is all about intent   

Sairys is a representation of all 3 forces and qualities. Sairys is a true inspiration.  Because it shows both divine qualities and also qualities that are necessary in a situation.  

 

 

 

In reality sairys is represented by green potion in glass. 

Whereas porsairys is represented by Red potion.  

Porsairys bring eventual decay of a system with their arrogance and narcissism   

 

 

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I have made little progress in the past few days but I'm glad it is still better 


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Today there was huge drama in the group in the morning.  Terrible.  I'm not going to communicate much over there.  Best to avoid them.  Cringey peeps. 

 

Wasted a ton of my time.  

Today is Wednesday 9 October   

I really wanted to do some stuff on Monday 7th October.  

 


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He leaves at 10. 30  pm ist  everyday.  

 

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Sairys and porsairys.  Are major characters 

 

 

 


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Carnal is all about what is already existing or already built. 

 

Colossal is all about energy and quality 

 

Ethereal is all about intent.  The heart.  Purpose.  

 

 


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I'll be doing witchcraft podcasts very soon

Like every day.  

In these podcasts I'll be doing tarot readings.  

 

This reading will be based on holding a crystal ball close to the heart and then doing divination for the next week, improving focus and placing tarot cards or symbol cards.  And divination cards.  I can also call them crystal cards.  These cards will contain solutions, suggestions, insights etc.  

 

 

 

 

 


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