Awakening

[Aakash]

@seratoninluv 

i think you triggered a realisation in me with that post on the omniscience thread , but I never wanted to side track it 

then I had a direct experience and realised that all I am is aware of my present moment experience .my leg started hurting and I was aware of it, my thoughts I was aware of it. 

All mystics experiences it’s the same I am aware of it. Then my thoughts add confusion to it . This leg either hurts or does not hurt. But I’m still awareness of it 

so the content of the present moment doesn’t matter. I am still the one who is aware of it. Even when we talk about absolute truth we are still the ones aware of it. The whole time we were aware of it, it didn’t matter if it was true or false. Even let’s say you become a spiritual master and your like super knowledgeable about it, that was still dualistic. You are still aware of it. 

Suffering doesnt matter your still aware of it 

and when you stay as that awareness then it becomes pure awareness. Yet another word for just the awareness of it constantly. 

Like your still aware of an enlightenment. 

[zeroISinfinity]

Keep up the work. Actual not philosophical. 

Meditation is the way. ❤️

[Aakash]

 

@zeroISinfinity

I don't understand LOL 

if all were going to do is be aware of , then what benefit does an absolute truth have ? if all your going to do is be aware of it? aware of living a good life basically 

like all your saying is

I AM aware as an actuality in non-direct experience, because you are aware of even your direct experience.  

so all it is .. is 

I AM 

Edited September 17, 2019 by Aakash

[SoonHei]

4 minutes ago, Aakash said:

then what benefit does an absolute truth have

None.

Aakash thinks/wants it to have a benefit... For himself. Truth is beyond any benefit or non-benefit.

[zeroISinfinity]

OK but What is the I AM. 

What is the Absolute Truth? 

You Will get there with practises. 

Edited September 17, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[Aakash]

I get it now, i get it now, why i can't shift the axioms. 

Because what i'm talking about is nothing to do with I AM existance 

All absolute truths are I AM 

the axiom is that very notion 

I AM existance 

i'm trying to tell people that there is even more to I AM, that even that is subjective. But it doesn't bend to the laws of actuality because all i've said is a rule of something I AM AWARE OF 

what i was trying to say is 

I AM pure nothing 

its an unattainable "I AM" and given by virtue of "I AM" because were locked into existance, so ofcourse it was never going to work and nirvana would just be pure consciusness or mu 

because my issue was that enlightened beings were having multiple awakenings of different things and i said it was infinite 

but it doesn't matter, this is just more content 

We are just talking about I AM existance or pure consciousness we can call it. ofcourse the voice over of their characters is not going to reveal the I AM and hence i was confused. 

Sorry guys. 

its because it brings back the notion of duality and the furthest we can go is non-duality 

the very present moment itself. or existance 

we would literally arrive back at right vs wrong, higher vs lower, and we can't associate that with the truth. 

 

 

Edited September 17, 2019 by Aakash

[SoonHei]

@Aakash

[Aakash]

@SoonHei So are you this I AM presence 

[zeroISinfinity]

@Aakash Realizations are actual. 

It's not about You wraping your mind about it. 

Do practises get your SELF realization and You Will not need that head anymore. 

[Aakash]

@zeroISinfinity

AHAHAAHAHAHA

this whole forum is me, its completely dualistic and all of the teachings 

but relevant for living a profound life 

ahahaha

What can i learn about the truth here, only the pointer to it! and pointers to 2nd order experiences! again a profound life

Edited September 17, 2019 by Aakash

[zeroISinfinity]

@Aakash PRO FOUND LIFE 

LIFE IS LOVE. 

find love within it awaits You for so long. 

Meditation is the way. 

[SoonHei]

21 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@SoonHei So are you this I AM presence 

That's simply it.

 

After reading that, you can zoom back and be/feel IT.

 

Almost like you tell someone in the room with you... Hey, listen to that sound: and then you focus on that sound.

 

The hearing of the sound is different from the talking about that sound.

 

But yes, that presence is what you and I both are.

[SoonHei]

Be an audience to your own Acting

You - Be the actor (effortless, as you're already and always that), whilst playing out your character totally

And be careful not to let the character pretend to be the actor playing the audience 

 

 

[Aakash]

6 minutes ago, SoonHei said:

Be an audience to your own Acting

You - Be the actor (effortless, as you're already and always that), whilst playing out your character totally

And be careful not to let the character pretend to be the actor playing the audience 

 

Those words went straight to my heart  very true... ahaha now i'm on level playing field with everyone else and in the same understanding. Thank loved it! 

AND I LOVED WHAT RAMANA SAID! 

AND I LOVE leo 's teachings even more now! because consciousness is infinite, so psychadelics are indeed a very important part to understanding god. Infinite understanding, no wonder why i'm so drawn to this life style and leo's work. I just couldn't understand the role I AM played in this. hehe defo going to stick around for the remainder of my life. 

Now i'm probably going to spend my life quoting on my social media LOL. when i finally actualise the I AM. 

Edited September 17, 2019 by Aakash

[Aakash]

The actual reason why psychadelics are important is because your getting insights about the nature of understanding from infinite intelligence, now i see it. 

I am is like a blank page, for you to use analysis, is a human level function of analysis of the blank movement in no -time. But gaining an insight is itself understanding itself through you, by direct experience via psychadelics of what that acual thing is. See so you can be shown infinite love and it will be that, it can be infinite intelligence etc.. etc.. but its the exact same, but ultimate reaity is I AM ness

[Aakash]

ALL UNDERSTANDING COMES FROM AWAKENING AND DIRECT EXPERIENCE basically only practices, the doing of practices

there can be no other way. 

EHEHE all i'm doing is philosophy and mental masturbating ahahaahah! 

FINALLY I see it. But this doesn't mean i'm wrong about the truth of the situation, because that's just it. It can only be shown in direct experience. And i was transmitting words of direct expeirnece into insights. IRONY none the less it doesn't matter anymore, i get it now 

I love you all and am grateful for putting up with me

Edited September 17, 2019 by Aakash

[zeroISinfinity]

There is a way. 

Meditation, psychedelics and other actual Spiritual practises. Actual not philosophy no religions.(there is value but not Actual awakening) 

Edited September 17, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[Aakash]

@zeroISinfinity ahaha yeah any technique that turns you inwards, that's why there's no point of doubting insights once you've discovered them. To doubt it , is the devilry itself lol 

yes i agree with you ,  

I'm going to end up becoming a  pschychadelic junkie, for the fun of it after I become I am presence 

seriously the understanding of god interests me so much, i feel like it's all i;ve ever wanted to know. 

The true self just confused me, with its role in it. But it is what it is. 

[zeroISinfinity]

Yes, exactly God/Love/Truth is all You ever wanted to be. 

Now go go go Self Realization. 

Meditation is the way. 

[Nahm]

1 hour ago, zeroISinfinity said:

PRO FOUND LIFE

Ya! Love that one.