Working through your darkness and high consciousness videos

[IndigoGeminiWolf]

As we know, seeking the Truth requires us to face our darkness.

But our demons don't always jump out and scare us.

Sometimes it's an uncomfortable feeling. A burning feeling.

I find it's best to allow this to arise, and love it. Love the darkness within us,

because that's how you integrate it.

Whenever you have an emotional reaction to something, notice it. A reaction means you haven't integrated

it yet. It is your ego responding, wanting to protect itself from change, which it fears.

The more darkness/blockages you clear through acceptance of who you are, the more love and light will come into your system.

I was looking at a cartoon character whom I love, and his face started turning all demonic. When you grow, you will notice that

reality becomes unstuck, unglued as Bashar puts it.

You may find YouTube videos which exist in a high consciousness, but when you come back to ordinary state you find

you can no longer find that video. I found once a video that talked about a Sohar being the great central sun and that

according to Pleiadian technology, there are like 10^49 universes within a larger Absolutum Universe.

But since then, I have not been able to find that video.

Or you in a high consciousness state can watch a video more than once, and it is a different movie each time, and often responds to your thoughts.

If you get good enough, and I've been there, it can answer questions. I had to ask it to turn down the wisdom when I watched Spirit of the Forest, a cheap cartoon.

Edited September 7, 2019 by IndigoGeminiWolf

[AlphaAbundance]

@IndigoGeminiWolf

Do you have any links to these videos?

Why did you post this?

[IndigoGeminiWolf]

No, the videos I refer to only existed in a high consciousness state.

When I came back down to normal reality, they were not to be found again.

I even searched my YouTube history and it's not there.

I posted to let others know that:

1) Facing darkness isn't always scary.

2) In a higher awareness state, what you are watching may change and begin speaking to you.

3) You may find things that teach you in a higher state that don't exist in a lower state.

[AlphaAbundance]

@IndigoGeminiWolf Cool, do you think this could happen on psychedelics? Also what do you mean by facing darkness?

[IndigoGeminiWolf]

Yes, on a strong psychedelic you may see a new reality and interact, though it might not make sense.

I opened up so strongly that I couldn't handle it and had a few weeks of schizophrenia.

Were I to approach it now, I would stay grounded.

A madman and a shaman swim in the same waters. It's how they handle what they experience that is key.

Facing darkness means our shadow. That part of us we suppress because we don't like that side of us.

We need to accept the parts of us we don't normally like in order to grow.

[Wlangr]

How do you get to that high cousciousness state? Any more videos about pleiades? 

[IndigoGeminiWolf]

24 minutes ago, Wlangr said:

How do you get to that high cousciousness state? Any more videos about pleiades? 

It just happened that I developed schizophrenia from taking DMT too many times.

The high consciousness state wasn't on drugs though.

I'm now on psych meds  so I don't experience the high consciousness states anymore really.

But I'm starting to explore nonduality and enlightenment, so I am coming back as my Kundalini is awakening.

Here is one video. It's over 7 hours. I've only watched part of it.

 

[Wlangr]

Try to read the view of a shaman on mental disorders. Very good article. Shows a different perspective than the regular Western one. 

Jason Gaddis wrote it: 

(scroll down to Schizophrenia and Foreign Energy) 

 

http://sitsshow.blogspot.com/2016/05/The-Shamanic-View-of-Mental-Illness-and-its-Spiritual-Causes-Jennifers-Story-Healing-Bipolar-Mania-Depression-Naturally.html?m=1