Movie of my life

[Strangeloop]

So I thought of a movie for my life, at the end of2019 I win a million euros then I find this girl from sweden I already know. Be with her for 3 years then drop her and become gay (thoughts of being gay are following me for awhile now) then be gay work my life purpose, then marry a transexual end of story for now.

why did this come up in the first place why this "movie" of all of them? 

[remember]

why would you want a girlfriend then in the first place? are you afraid of missing out on having a girlfriend? why not trying the gay thing right away? you don`t become gay... if you are gay you are gay if you like both you are bisexual... why not just try on different sexualities for a while? and if you fall for someone you try to stick like glue.

Edited September 3, 2019 by remember

[Strangeloop]

I don't know my psychologist asked me the same thing. To be honest I'm still a virgin and I want my first time to be woth a girl and if something happens with girls like impotency then I will move to guys