Infinite Death trips?

[llumin]

Been happening to me my last few LSD and mushroom trips. I'll enter this state for an hour or more where I'm living an infinite number of lives, infinitely dying over and over - realizing this is how it goes on forever. I've also had several experiences where by going through the cycle of infinite death, I break through to the inverse and realize that means there's infinite life. I'm sure this has got to be somewhat of a common thing. Thoughts? Experiences?

Edited September 2, 2019 by llumin
clarification

[remember]

reminds me of the symbol of the karmik wheele, like the symbol of tibetan book of dead. could be a sign that you are hung up in some kind of karmik pattern that repeats itself, what creates a distortion/fragmentation of time may be past lives or present life. either you are trapped without noticing what entraps you or it`s a sign that tells you: there will be a breakthrough soon, some kind of wakeup experience. btw your body/soul/mind might also tell you that you need to work on a breakthrough. the notion of life might give you a hint where it might be going. it might be a warning and at the same time a calling.

[llumin]

55 minutes ago, remember said:

or it`s a sign that tells you: there will be a breakthrough soon, some kind of wakeup experience.

Every single interaction I have feels like it's building up to something. But you're also right in that it shows that I still hold onto a great deal, I can feel that I do. It's like an onion, I'm letting go layer by layer. Enjoying the process for what it is 

[Aakash]

There is a way for you to find out if you are an old soul. Your journey itself will have felt long. Like you’ve lived for thousands of yours. You can feel it in your karmic body, your “being” that you want to rest, you want to find truth because your current life would have felt like thousands of times more than your age. 

This is because you have been injected with curiosity to find the truth. The speed of your thoughts are faster than someone who is a younger soul. Because you are trying to figure out the absolute truth of reality. The journey itself feels longer than it seemed, much longer. This is because your karmic body is experiencing a longer eternity than a younger soul. Because you are more pure in karmic energy. 

You will know when it is the right time for you because you will say, this is it. It is a conscious choice. 

[llumin]

49 minutes ago, Aakash said:

Your journey itself will have felt long. Like you’ve lived for thousands of yours.

Nearly every interaction feels like I've had it before, been this way since I was a child. I tend to hyper-fixate on these aspects, it feels like something is keeping me trapped in? I'm low end on the autism spectrum fwiw, and I know that can lead to people feeling trapped on its own. 

[Aakash]

Yeah those a probably tell tell signs 

kinda like de ja vu 

repeat scenarios but you grow tired of them quick 

quick understanding of reality 

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