Experiencing nothing.

[JPaulo]

I am unsure on what I have experience  or if I can even communicate it in words. 

I was doing the neti neti method using Leo's video as a guide just before bed. As the video played my body was experiencing a lot of things it was overwhelming. I tried to locate who is experiencing  these sensation... as I try to look and identify with the I....it felt hopelessly  absolute...this  nothing.  Then sudden loneliness rush all over me my body convulsed then tears poured.  It wasn't out of sadness but acknowledgement. 

Then I woke up...it was 4am.

As I write this at work...I went through  my morning routine and I can't help but feel happy...it is the way it should be. Nothing more nothingless. 

 

Edited August 29, 2019 by JPaulo

[zeroISinfinity]

Continue doing practises. Nothingness is not that. 

Trust me It's worthy pursuing Truth. Don't give up. 

Meditation is the way. 

If Nothingness is some nihilistic sad stuff and methods to realize it, would anyone teach it? 

Makes no sense, does it? 

Edited August 30, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[JPaulo]

12 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Continue doing practises. Nothingness is not that. 

Trust me It's worthy pursuing Truth. Don't give up. 

Meditation is the way. 

If Nothingness is some nihilistic sad stuff and methods to realize it, would anyone teach it? 

Makes no sense, does it? 

I will continue definitely @zeroISinfinity. But i dont feel sad...I feel understood. The body just reacted to the experience...