Reiki Level 2 Attunement Vision Help

[ScorpiaMoon]

Hello

I'm new to this forum so please forgive me if something like this has been asked before or if it is in the wrong place, just very curious as I haven't been able to find answers online so far. In 2016 I completed my level 2 reiki attunement and whilst my reiki master was midway through out of nowhere our lady (Jesus' mother) popped into my head clear as anything hands in the prayer position (similar to the image attached but she was in a blue dress surrounded by blue light). Now, I have christian family members however I myself am pagan so have never understood this.

Would anyone be able to shed some light on this, whether there is a meaning to it?

Many thanks in advance

Love and light x

[Esoteric]

@ScorpiaMoon https://thecosmicmother.org

[Neorez]

@ScorpiaMoon What does it mean to you? It was you who created the image so find out what she means to you and what blue means to you. I don't believe in objective meanings to visuals like this. But I do believe in our own personal meaning. 

[Nahm]

@ScorpiaMoon

In my second attunement, a lotus seed sprouted out of my chest as it bloomed into a full flower. It appeared ‘more real’ in perception than ‘ordinary reality’, and hallucinations ‘in’ psychedelic trips. What did it mean? Nothing. How moving, inspiring & beautiful was it, very. It was like being touched by God, there was no thought, no subject-object relationship to it, and it defied consistent perception / consistent reality based assumptive thinking. It ‘revealed the underlying true nature of perception’ is “Magic”. All that appears predictable and calculable by means of two-ness is in actuality the creation of what is not logical & calculable, or two at all.

So what is the meaning of inspiration, love, and beauty? The meaning is that direct experience is transcendent to meaning. Love is ‘itself’ meaningless, all meaning is within Love. Consider, if God wanted to give you a hug and sorta just say - hey, thanks - the mind might do a bit of formulation, contextualization, imagery. 

So I’d say your experience of Mary is not computable within the subject-object relationship, but one of transcendence. You might say, because it doesn’t mean anything, it’s means everything. 

How did it feel? 

1 hour ago, ScorpiaMoon said:

Would anyone be able to shed some light on this, whether there is a meaning to it?

Many thanks in advance

Love and light x

Stop and consider your verbalization there. Was there a time when love and light were not so readily built in to your perception? You always offered love & light so easily, so selflessly - so me-thoughtlessly? Maybe this is so gradual, you haven’t stopped to notice. I notice. It’s awesome. Maybe thought and sensation are befriended, such that perception “itself” is affected. Try to give someone something you don’t have. See what I’m pointing at? Try to give yourself to someone, can’t, but, see what that points to?

 

If you’re looking for some deeper existential explanation, it’ll still be found in a sense, between meaning (thought) and  meaninginglessness (love)...but...a case could be made that Mary is the ultimate figure of Truth, which was, historically speaking, distorted. Perhaps her vision cut through some things for you, almost like a favor / hug from God, so to speak. You might also explore the sensations that arise around the possibility the implication is the revelation of immaculate conception, by which, in your direct experience, ‘you’ arrived, ‘here’. A “pointer” for you, weaved of your love, yet contextualized as it was received, as perhaps it’s just a bit outside the acceptance you are indeed unexplainable magic, the tendency to explain being itself the biggest pointer to this. As in, there is no logical explanation for why there are logical explanations in the first place, sans the love. Some would go so far as to say the implication of the second coming, is a pointer to none other than your apocalypse, of “your” delusion, that there is a subject-object relationship at all, in which “you” could have “delusion”. (The revealing of a revelation, an unveiling of the Truth of reality, possible only by the the revelation of the revealing - perhaps the ultimate “direct experience is king”)

More simply, maybe Meta and rega lines are blurrable, Being blurred, which really never was not. In a way, we are the function that is the blurring. What ‘has happened’, and what ‘could happen’ is entirely contextual and self referential, inherently inclusive of causality and the reduction of the inexplicable to a facade of explanation. But direct experience, right now, is not. It is spontaneous, magical....”it” is this.....

[zeroISinfinity]

@ScorpiaMoon In short Reiki is doing you. 

God damn and I tought I am the only absolutist. 

 

Edited August 8, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[mandyjw]

 

Mary has been coming up in my life a lot too. I have an antique portrait of her right next to me because I bought it for the frame years ago and then after a recent awakening realized that she's a perfect and beautiful depiction of open heart and crown chakras. I was taught Christianity through a Baptist lens, and to us, Mary was mostly just a random woman who gave birth to Jesus. But she represents something, she is a pointer. The virgin birth, the birth of a male to a female represents the balance of masculine/feminine energies resulting in awakening. 

 

[zeroISinfinity]

Sounds like philosophy and I agree. 

But continue meditation practise and you Will become directly conscious of this. 

Apocalypse . 

Why I use ego self for this stuff. It's about money making. God damn Reiki I hate it so much.