Today, I Was Fired.

[spicy_pickles]

Well, forced to resign. 

I could go on and on about how I was treated unfairly, how certain things weren't my fault, how I was underpaid anyways, etc. 

Truth be known, I hated it. I hated every second I sat in that chair. I hated the anxious, nervous, hollow feeling in my stomach because I was always afraid of screwing up. Always afraid of not being good enough. Paraniod. Quadruple checking documents so my boss wouldn't make me feel like a complete idiot when I made a mistake. 

I wasn't a good fit. I wasn't good at what I did. I didn't fit the company profile. That's fine. It's the truth. 

I have interviews lined up and job opportunities to explore in fields I am passionate about. This experience has also released a urge for me to explore other options such as starting my own part time ventures. I would have never even thought of that before because my previous work left me stressed out of my mind. 

In the coming days, I am focusing solely on personal development, exercise and job opportunities. No need to dwell on could have/should haves 

[JevinR]

@spicy_pickles Remember to be fearless, as fear is only an illusion. Danger may be real, but fear is just in the mind. Also take every opportunity that comes to you

[Corte]

This is a great opportunity for you. It sounds like you sacrificed enough of your soul for that company! There are so many ways to make money without all of those feelings of negativity and stress. I hope you find one that you are passionate about! time to start living  

[Progress]

@spicy_pickles A blessing in disguise

[MIARIVEL]

@spicy_pickles Everything happens for a reason and I love your positive attitude towards this set back. You will book and be glad you left that job when you did. Stay positive and all the very best for the future. 

[Vaishnavi]

@spicy_pickles that requires courage and not everyone can do that, well most of them are even scared of a thought like that. The good thing is now you can put your full attention to personal growth without worrying about documents and presentations. All the very best.