My struggles with Christianity

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Actual magick practices 

 

? Using athame and calling for your will and 

? Using sigil 

? Using spells.  

 

 

? Casting a circle 

? Creating a talisman 

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Edited September 4, 2019 by Preety_India

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Left on 23 August and came back today on 6th September. 

Don't feel good 

 Total obstruction. 

 

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 Focusing on my magick practices.  

This may be awesome 

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Today is Wednesday 11 September. 

I'm so exhausted.  

 

Need to focus on my major goals in life. 

 

I need to be strict   

Keep a timer and a schedule list.  

 

 

 

 

Edited September 10, 2019 by Preety_India

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Last 17 days have been awful. 

Can't get anything done. 

 

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Metrics for progress 

 

Body metrics 

• Great health
• Superior genetics
• Wonderful fit body 
• Long life span 
• Good looks 
• Talent and skill
• Ability 
• Brains
• Wisdom
• Humility 
• Motivation and passion 
• Carnal superiority 
• Strong emotions 
• Genuineness 
• Authenticity 
• Content 
• Real values

Character metrics 

• Humility 
• No cheating 
• Openness 
• Good hearted 
• Innocence 
• Good temper 
• Good intentions 
• Honesty 
• Truthful 
• Wise 
• Kind 
• Understandimg 
• Matured 
• Pragmatic 

 

Societal metrics 

• Community sense 
• Welfare. 
• Team work
• Coordination 
• Leadership 
• Empathy 
• Love 
• Emotional Support 
• Supportive Religion 
• Responsibility and accountability 

Harmony metrics 

• Unity 
• Oneness of race 
• Oneness of mentality 
• No conflict or cognitive dissonance 
• High mentality 

Resource metrics 

• Plenty of resources 
• No wastage of resources 
• Control and balance on total resources. Sizable medium population. 
• Resources should sufficiently equip you. 

Flaws resolution metrics 

• Ability to perceive human flaws. Awareness of flaws
• Ability and attitude to accept flaws. 

• Ability to work on the flaws and maturity to avoid their impact. 
• Ability and attitude to change, to be dynamic, and to improve and to better and to adapt to both individual goals and community goals. 
• Good qualities should outweigh flaws. 

Condition metrics 

• Good environment 
• Supportive conditions 
• Ability to override conditions that is resilience 
• Ability to recover quickly and without impact. Bouncing back.

 

Edited September 16, 2019 by Preety_India

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Yesterday I was thinking about realities. And the awareness of realities and a respect for it. 

We aren't equipped to deal with realities. Realities although created by Satan are beyond our capacity to overcome. Life is tough. It's a losing battle. The acceptance of the nature of reality and human nature and human weaknesses and the insufficiency in dealing with reality effectively is important to be understood. 

You are what you are and you can only do so much. Hubris is dangerous. This understanding is important. 

 

Fantastical thinking leads to disaster. 

Think pragmatic. How should real love be. Think that. Not idealistic fantastical thinking that will bring misery and degradation. 

Here there is a distinct difference 

Unrealistic Idealism and realistic idealism are two different things. 

 

Unrealistic idealism is thinking in a fantastical way and not understanding reality and the limitations of human nature and existence or capacity. 

Realistic idealism is understanding what an actual or ideal state should be or look like in order to better the situation. For example what should an ideal diet look like. What should an ideal performance be or how should an ideal student be. These are scenarios of situations, conditions, events, people, resources that are necessary for a good outcome. For example an ideal diet is crucial to good health. In short its the description of an optimal system. 

The system of accountability instead of race based politics. If every person is made accountable for their actions their race won't matter... Either get with the system or don't. 

Overcoming unrealistic situations is obviously heroism. But there is a thin line between heroism in combating monumentally unrealistic hurdles and being completely unwise and inviting trouble and not being pragmatic about obvious consequences. Often rebellious people have to deal with this dilemma. They take on something that has no real pragmatic solution and get unrealistic and unreasonable in their behavior and end up inviting misery to themselves and their families. 

How to resolve this problem. 

5 main points.

 

? Reasonable pragmatism.. Being reasonably practical or pragmatic or being pragmatic enough means being wise and practical and aware and accepting of the limitations of both the human being or individual or self or human nature and existence in general and also the limitations of the world or system we are born into and at the same time not allowing these limitations to impact our innate ability to desire, prosper and overcome. Not allowing the pragmatic pessimism to cause stagnation or complacency/compromise(trying to accept and be happy with something bad) or loss of hope and desire. 

? Realistic idealism. Creative idealism. Creating a mental picture of an ideal scenario and then working to make it a reality. For example thinking of a ideal career or job or diet or political system and then actually making it a reality. 

? Beneficial Idealism. This is either combative idealism or vision based or imaginative idealism. Like example if you have a vision for a technology which looks impossible now but might be possible in the future. Combative idealism is being hopeful that you will overcome a situation no matter how impossible. Heroism in a survival based unpragmatic situation. Vision based. 

? Unreasonable idealism. This is being delusional and either being ignorant or irresponsible or unaccepting of consequences or disregarding of consequences and limitations. This is being unwise and or foolishly  arrogant. This is either hubris or false pride or confidence or a form or narcissism, or being unwise and tactless,rash,reckless, foolhardy, misguided, thoughtless, without concern or caution or imprudent. 

?Unrealistic or unfavorable Idealism. This is fantastical thinking that is usually unreasonable. Fairy like. It's not exactly unwise but not profitable rather unhealthy and eventually unwise and unfavorable. Can prove fatal sometimes. 

By following the above 5 points you strike a balance between pragmatism and idealism. 

Edited September 16, 2019 by Preety_India

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Vanity resists the devil 

 

 

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Daily pins 

Based on creative idealism and vanity visualization 

 

 

Vanity visualization is a way of demarcation between relegation, complacency/compromise and upgradation. 

You start thinking that you deserve something special and you work towards it and you attract it. 

When you have an affinity for vanity you work towards proficiency. 

Vanity earns self respect 

Keywords

Affinity

Vanity

Proficieny

 

Edited September 16, 2019 by Preety_India

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Today is Thursday 

Very tiring with the event on. 

Event ends on Sunday. Very exhausting. 

I need to work on daily pins. 

 

 

Edited September 18, 2019 by Preety_India

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Blending creative idealism and vanity visualization. Creative idealism is more about the process, the system and the person. Example an ideal diet. 

Vanity visualization means developing an innate affinity for better quality in terms of everything. Example. Being creative and passionate and curious in life. Having higher goals. Wanting better things. Not being complacent or satisfied with the state of things. Developing an aversion for anything bad, miserable, low quality,undesirable, causing any discomfort and toxic. Always focusing on upgradation and improvement and better than the past or present. Wanting comfort and peace and beauty and working towards creating it. Creating not only an ideal or optimal environment/system but also improving it further constantly. 

Foolish vanity - this means vanity which is worthless or toxic and has no real purpose or meaning. 

Wisdom vanity - this means staying away from anything that is vain and also lower in value or character. Not associating with people with who do not possess value no matter how successful they are. 

 

 

 

Edited September 18, 2019 by Preety_India

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How to have spontaneity? 

• Transcendental meditation 
• Power of protection 
• Awareness 
• Avoidance 
• Vanity visualization 
• Meditation 
• Calmness and mental peacefulness 
• Sleep. Great sleep 
• Magick practices
• Recognition of an obstacle
• Reminding oneself to override situations 
• Trauma healing 
• Sound emotional health 
• Happy state of mind
• Praising the lord 
• Avoiding discord 
• Resist temptation 
• Avoid slacking 
• Always upgrade 
• Stay away from toxic elements 
• Check on energy levels 
• Maintain high energy 
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Daily pins 

Thursday 

1 pin for goal 1 achieved today 

State goal 1 

Edited September 19, 2019 by Preety_India

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Sigils and pins. 

Icelandic magic symbols. 

 

Icelandic magical staves (Icelandic: galdrastafir) are sigils that were credited with ... Lukkustafir

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Edited September 20, 2019 by Preety_India

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Bottle of pins

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Spontaneity means staying away or warding off forces

 

Edited September 20, 2019 by Preety_India

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Last night I saw a dream where I saw a huge book of prayers or words opening up  and spells written all over it. Like a mysterious book.  

Also the words written 

Man is a ball of clay that can be molded into anything we want.  

 

Edited September 20, 2019 by Preety_India

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We are ever changing that's why judgement is wrong. We are in a constant state of continuum. 

I also dreamed mysterious places and fantasy objects 

 

The book was an expression book where you can express any desire you want and it comes true

 

 

Edited September 20, 2019 by Preety_India

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4 forces of life 

 

Ball or mould 

Book

Progress 

Love