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20 hours ago, Preety_India said:

?  Swan 

 

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[ hoome or Pheasant bird   ] 

 

 

? Grace 

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[Schefflera Heptaphylla Plant - drawf umbrella plant] 

 

 

 

? Delphi 

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[lotus bulb] 

 

? Zezet 

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[chain of beads] 

 

 

 

 

 

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? God 

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? Hale... God of pagans 

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? Satan 

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5 qualities and skills 

? Eenoee(force of divine grace) 

? Solis (universal life force also universal consciousness or God consciousness ) 

? Plaithe (force or chaos) 

? Zveth( life force) 

? Gwael (skill) 

 

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Only 2 things exist in the universe that make sense. 

?  Intent or will or purpose (motive). Solis or God consciousness 

? Ability or skill or weapon 

The motive is represented by God. The skill is represented by gwael. 

 

 

 


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I will say there is a need for a feeling of zest or motivation to live and enrich life. This I will call jouissance or effervescence. 

The opposite of effervescence is enervation or draining of vitality.

 

When you feel loved and wanted in life, you receive that effervescence. 

And in the absence of human love, God is the source of that effervescence 

 

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3 day progress check. 


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15th August 2019

 

      ???New  Beginning. ???

 

 

 

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16th August 

Today I'm very glad to be happy and alive 


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Today is a very difficult day 


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3  sets 

First set 

????????????

1 sequence tickets original and disposable 

2 sequence notes 

3 sequence block 

????????????

Second set 

1 grace 

 

2 zezet 

3 Delphi 

 

4 swan 

 

????????????

Third set 

3 day progress check 

????????????

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I want to make a list of toxic demons that I feel are influencing me 


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People are just growing from the outside but not growing from within. 

The growth is only of the flesh. There is no growth of the spirit. 

That's why it's a fallen world. 

It's a fake world rooted in fake values. 

A true world, I'll call it elysium. An idealistic world of loving people who cherish spiritual growth. That's an elysium. A true world. A world that will never exist. Human nature is fake. 

The true world is an elysium. The fake world is an abyss. We are trapped in an abyss. Genuine pure true spiritually inclined souls get lost in this abyss. They fall through the cracks and fall deeper into the abyss. Those who are smart survive.. Most live by trickery and luck. This is a place of drowning not of saving. 

 

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Distraction to keep peoples hearts and minds sunk into the abyss, forever shackled, forever immobile, STUCK.

Everything is a distraction from real things, from true things. 

Every distraction is demonic.

We live in a world where humans are considered resources or assets rather than sacred beings. 

 

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If You Do These Things, You Are Inviting Ghosts Into Your Home

Sunday, 30 Apr, 10.08 am

If You Do These Things, You Are Inviting Ghosts Into Your Home

Do you believe in ghosts? Do you believe there lay a world beneath ours which is full of negative energy? Whether you believe it or not, we all live around these negative energies which always look for draining out our positive energy by entering into our world. Be it accomplishing their some unfulfilled task or taking revenge from someone, these demonic spirits are always in the opportunity to enter our world.

10 Common Signs Which Show Ghosts Are Living Around You

Knowingly or unknowingly, we do many things that attract these demonic powers to our world.

Unfortunately, they are attracted to certain places and people for certain reasons. Know what things bring them into your house.

Obsession with death

Death is something we all never want to think about. It's saddening, it's terrifying but more than anything, it attracts negative energy. A person who is obsessed with death, attract negative energy and demons.

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Traipsing around a cemetery, performing a séance, visiting haunted places or researching death and murder scenes also attracts demons into your house.

Depression/Anxiety

If you have been under depression, you know how miserable it makes your life. You lose motivation, you lose happiness and you develop a weak aura about yourself.

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When you go through such a phase, you attract more negativity around your including the demons. So next time you feel depressed about yourself, remember you are inviting ghosts.

Drug Abuse

Drug use doesn't only ruin your life and health but it has way more impact on you. A person who uses drugs on a regular basis opens himself up to demonic attachment.

These 11 Pictures That Captured Ghosts Are Sure To Give You Many Sleepless Nights

Drugs deplete your physical, mental, and spiritual energy, leaving you weak enough to allow lower level entities to feed on your energy.

Performing black magic

Diving your head into the world of black magic is one of the sure shot portals to invite demonic spirits into our world. It is a definite way to connect to them and come through their negative energy.

Places in India which claim that Ghosts and Spirits exists even they claim to remove the evil spirit

And once they enter the world, they create destruction into people's life and everything around them.

Dabbling in the Occult

You might do it for fun but playing an Ouija board may call demons into your world. Also, simply dabbling in the occult without protecting oneself or knowing what one is doing will attract a demon, for example, playing with an Ouija board, tarot cards or pendulums. Remember, you fun game can lead you to great trouble.

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Apart from these reasons, demons are attracted to various places for certain reasons.

Click next slide to know things that attract demons to a place.

Murder/Suicide

You might have seen in various horror movies that the reason behind the house being haunted is the death of a person. Any form of violent death that has occurred in a particular place will generate enough negative energy to possibly attract negative energy beings.

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Sometimes the person died in the house, may take a control over the house.

Multiple deaths

Negative entities feed on negative energy and the place which has seen a number of deaths has the great amount of negative energy.

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Such a place would definitely call demonic powers into our world and can even become home for them. This is apparently the reason old houses and monuments are haunted.

Black magic

Any place that has been used in black magic rituals of any kind is an open door for negative beings to come through and potentially linger. If a group of people participated in these rituals, it is even more of a magnet for demonic powers.

In this sweet shop in Ajmer (Rajasthan), ghosts come in the night to make sweets and it is true

Performing such rituals is a great way for them to enter our world and drain out our energies.

Recurrent negativity

As said earlier, negative energy attract demonic entities from the lower level. The place where people with negative energy live can attract ghosts and spirits.

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If the negativity is strong enough and lasts long enough, can generate enough energy to draw the attention of negative entities.


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Consumptive paganism is about knowledge and tools needed for utilization and for growth and healing.  

Whereas dominant or authoritative  paganism is about acquisition rather than utilization.  It's about acquiring powers and control through divination and other methods.  This is more like becoming the universe rather than using the universe.  Whereas consumptive paganism is about harnessing the powers of the universe for good purposes like health, vitality, growth and progress.  

God rejects and denies power, wealth and glory or Fame.  Therefore that leads to these three things are hated by God.  

God does not hate abundance, prosperity, provision, flourishing.  

But power, fame and wealth are the weapons of Satan.  Therefore anything associated with these is demonic and it is corrupt.  Like they say power corrupts. Because power attracts satan or demon because demons love the idea of power. 

Consumptive paganism represented by the pentacle is good and healthy.  

Things to be avoided 

1 palmistry 

2 fortune telling 

3 astrological science

4 good luck/bad luck sciences

5 kundalini

6 certain forms of meditation that delve into enlightenment, third eye opening.  

7 occult 

8 Ouija board

9 mediums 

10  psychics industry 

11 divination 

12 tarot divination

14 magic spell work 

15 magic rituals to alter reality or create reality.  Will something into existence.  Conjuring. 

16 dolls. False gods,  idolatry.  

17 hypnosis.  

18 drugs,  mind altering substances, psychedelic 

19 people being used as assets. Food, music, sports, art.  

20 judgement and demonization 

21 endless chase 

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On 8/17/2019 at 7:18 PM, Preety_India said:

  

3  sets 

First set 

????????????

1 sequence tickets original and disposable 

2 sequence notes 

3 sequence block 

????????????

Second set 

1 grace 

 

2 zezet 

3 Delphi 

 

4 swan 

 

????????????

Third set 

3 day progress check 

????????????

1.  ????????

2. ????  ?????? - ?????, ????, ?????, ??????

3.  3 ???? ?????

you should be strong matured and formidable instead of playful innocent vulnerable.  

 

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On 8/17/2019 at 7:18 PM, Preety_India said:

  

3  sets 

First set 

????????????

1 sequence tickets original and disposable 

2 sequence notes 

3 sequence block 

????????????

Second set 

1 grace 

 

2 zezet 

3 Delphi 

 

4 swan 

 

????????????

Third set 

3 day progress check 

????????????

 


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On 8/14/2019 at 4:47 PM, Preety_India said:

?  Swan 

 

358d2d715aa33bbd8a72eb0608f100a3.thumb.jpg.1017a2f5bff8e573b54900897e60def6.jpg

[ hoome or Pheasant bird   ] 

 

 

? Grace 

schefflera-heptaphylla-572501_960_720.jpg

[Schefflera Heptaphylla Plant - drawf umbrella plant] 

 

 

 

? Delphi 

IMG_20190814_165704.jpg

[lotus bulb] 

 

? Zezet 

images - 2019-08-14T170924.491.jpeg

[chain of beads] 

Symbols for 4 cloves.  

 

Grace 

Cross. And dwarf umbrella leaves.  

 

Swan 

Swan pendant/charm/ pheasant bird/ three rings.  

 

Zezet 

Chain of beads 

 

 

 

Delphi 

Lotus buds or heart pendant 


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Misplaced peace.  This is the peace experienced during general relaxation and misconstrued as real peace. 

In religion there is spiritual warfare rather than peace. 

Next is the concept of  "unaffected complacency" a state of general physical non-suffering but not showing characteristics of spiritual growth in the religious direction.  not an active process of restoration or growth .  

Supernatural is not the same as religious.  It's mysterious but not religious.  

 

 

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On 14/08/2019 at 4:47 PM, Preety_India said:

?  Swan 

 

358d2d715aa33bbd8a72eb0608f100a3.thumb.jpg.1017a2f5bff8e573b54900897e60def6.jpg

[ hoome or Pheasant bird   ] 

 

 

? Grace 

schefflera-heptaphylla-572501_960_720.jpg

[Schefflera Heptaphylla Plant - drawf umbrella plant] 

 

 

 

? Delphi 

IMG_20190814_165704.jpg

[lotus bulb] 

 

? Zezet 

images - 2019-08-14T170924.491.jpeg

[chain of beads] 

 


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