I think I know what Turquoise is

[Nivsch]

Turquoise emerges when you start to understand, that even though that meditation techniques and self inquiry and all spiritual training are absolutely nessesary things and crucial for development, still, you will have to be flexible enough to drop them all (to significant time at the day) and let your mind wandering back to every prior stages stuff - friends, family, sport, culture etc. that you won't even want to do spiritual things becuase all your emotions, and motivations, and thoughts (the deep subconsious brain) have already wandered to other topics. Its crucial to shift the "want" state from topic to another. It must be emotional and sub-consiouse shifting (and not mainly consiouse embracing like it was in yellow!).

I feel these days after a backlash i had (still not fully behind me) that I must develop myself to this place.

That kind of flexible you have to be in order to be turquoise. Train your brain to really be within many 'ideologics'/topics (healthy sides) during the day. Of course shifting will require consiouse work. especially in the start. yellow doesnt go anywhere! Consiouse Spiritual work doesnt go anywhere and you will keep doing it too.

Not just understanding their significance and embrace them consiousely like in yellow, but really become them as exactly the same intensity and authentisity as you were in the spirituallity topics because you will want to!!

Meditation althogh is maybe crucial in the way up to turquoise - is NOT turquoise (95%+ of the time) even though it helps mobilize you to there. The flexibility must get you out of meditation and consiouse spirituality things in order to be turquoise.

Turquoise is just melting yourself - like an ice-cream which melts in the sun - back into society, and let you loose back into it! sprituallity and systemic thinking (of yourself and other things) is included in this of course, but only one part. 

It may said that only than the duality of spirituality and non-spirituality things is collapse and you get Spirituality.

If you have OCD/anxiety/depression/milder mental things but still not easy (99.9% of population) you can't beat them in yellow. Yellow can help very much, but not enough and you will get to the point you will must come back to Nature and the healthy sides of the ego because ego is important too and let yourself loose into society/family is also very important. 

Surrender to the dependence (mostly in healthy ways, because you are not in tier 1 stage) and to the support of family/friends and let them lead you too. Surrender to culture 50% of the time, when you, without thinking of it - a very good example of healthy version of how to manage in life and thats will help other people develop too.

"The healing trap" video of Teal Swan is barilliant and a must-see:

 

 

 

Edited August 2, 2019 by Nivsch

[Nivsch]

Another great article I just found:

https://www.mindful.org/how-to-avoid-the-trap-of-self-improvement/