I have seen the ox's tail. And it's the best thing ever.

[assx95]

End of week 1 of strong determination sitting- 20 mins. Also, living with minimal stimulation, the only thing i have used my mobile for is the timer. 

I was tensed today, jerked off twice, but didn't judge myself, and went on about the day. Slept to recover from the tiredness. Studied. Went to the gym to sweat for a bit and came back. I was feeling a bit light headed. Then I had spicy food for dinner. 

I took notes on Leo's advanced video on happiness. And then i just decided to sit on the bed and do nothing, had a smiley ball in my hand. Music from radio was playing in the background, there was rain. I didn't do anything intentional, and when i look back, i just let go without telling myself i am letting go. And every moment had a rich flavor to it. And i looked upon the room in one frame, not as separate objects, it's hard to describe it. 

What i can tell - i felt like i was on some mild acid without visuals. And everything was lively. And it just couldn't be described. 

P.S- I have done LSD twice, and watched most of Leo's Videos. 

 

[Leo Gura]

Great!

But that's just like the tip of one hair on the Ox's tail

[Key Elements]

[tedens]

@assx95 a glimp. Nice one?