Life purpose: socializing

[JonasVE12]

I have been bad at socializing for the biggest part of 
my life. 
Not too long ago I decided to push my comfortzone. 
Done some pick-up and my social skills improved a ton.

I recognize that social succes plays a
big role in most people's happiness. 

Growing up being really introverted, someone who's always 
in his head over-analyzing, not having that much friends and
social succes, gave me a really longlasting motivation 
to improve my social skills. 

At this point, im 18, going to study psychology, 
I'm doing improvisation theater. Also joining a 
toastmasters club. Meditating, doing meditation retreats,
psychedelics, developing body-awareness, doing yoga, holotropic
breathing workshop, traumahealing, reading all books on leo's booklist.
Doing consiousness-work, Vocal improvement, More charisma ,radical honesty, creative visualisation,
going to the gym. undergoing plastic surgery to get rid of insecurity of 
appearance. I don't know why this keeps bothering me, it's like it has been
pierced into my shadow, and it keeps chasing me. More meditation will probably
help, but also, I'm a perfectionist, and I care about how I look, for myself.

Although my perception of my appearance has become a lot better, and I accept

myself more, I'm still not happy, and think it's good to improve.

my endgoal is to have mastered the art of socializing, seduction, connecting
with others.

That's the vision I have for other people who come from 
a position similar to mine. Not getting succes with women,
or having much of a social life. Or anyone who's wanting to
have more social freedom.

Upping your social status will transfer to a lot of other
aspects in life, such as business, networking, having fun.
It will really bring you more joy if you come from a place of lack in this area.

This all relates to my life purpose. I know in the USA, they have real social
dynamics for this kind of stuff. But in Europe, I think there is lack of 
this kind of self-help companies, who help people grow to their social potential.

Now, I'm looking for some advice, insights in how to go about this.
I'm going to study
for 5 years, but I'm worried that there will already be someone else really 
visionary dominating this market before I graduate. The reason i'm going to
study psychology, is because if I fail, I can still fall back on this. And the scientific perspective on the human psyche also interests me.

and it creates more opportunities to join some other self-help organisation, I
can possibly colaborate with if my life purpose doesn't work out. Sure I can come up with a lot of knowledge, but
people will be view you more credible if you have done higher education.

What u guys think of my life purpose?

Edited July 25, 2019 by JonasVE12
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[Cocolove]

It sounds cool. What would your medium be? Videos like rsd, workshops like rsd, something else? books?