how to remove my desire to get a girlfriend

[theking00]

33 minutes ago, Rilles said:

you need more than that my friend...

i know i was joking 

[Rilles]

3 minutes ago, theking00 said:

i know i was joking 

its true though... once you find someone you really love youre gonna realize how deep your need is for connection... gonna be fun and harrowing too...

looks dont matter thaaaat much after you know someone deeply

[Aeris]

26 minutes ago, Rilles said:

its true though... once you find someone you really love youre gonna realize how deep your need is for connection... gonna be fun and harrowing too...

looks dont matter thaaaat much after you know someone deeply

my girlfriend is born with a perfect cat, that is a good surprise because I didn't ask anything, but I watched a video once on the fact that a lesbian girl was drawing all sort of cat-girl engine. May god be blessed I got even a better cat than in porn apparently, now that I compared.

And my bias toward woman with big boobs HAA STILL THERE I CAN FEEL.

I hate fake boobs anyway, that bother me to touch plastic don't you ?

but I m still having deep emotional issue, I find that the B is good, but I have a big desire toward D, I don't understand is that a sigmund freud thing ?

 it kind of ultra excite me, this big boobs are the thing I m always looking for when I fap, seriously I m not addicted, It's inner work for the real thing.

I really need to inquiry why this need for big boobs, my gf has beautiful boobs, but they are not big enough to ULTRA EXCITE ME. I need to penetrate her mind and stop the visual neediness, but I m an artist, am I lost in this boobs quest ? Why that's only meat in fact, plastic, meat, whatever, but damn.

 

Anyway I lost my self a bit there

Edited July 22, 2019 by Aeris

[JustThinkingAloud]

16 hours ago, theking00 said:

its because of my personality. How can I change my personality?  

Decide who you want to be and practice doing it. It’s hard work though, it’s much easier to find the good bits about yourself. Also, there are reasons why you are the way you are, once you try to change it, good things about you might change too. Once you accept yourself, you’ll get more confidence and you’ll open up more. I’d do this before trying to find a girlfriend, it might get quite confusing for her to know who you are.

[JustThinkingAloud]

9 hours ago, Aeris said:

but I m still having deep emotional issue, I find that the B is good, but I have a big desire toward D, I don't understand is that a sigmund freud thing ?

 it kind of ultra excite me, this big boobs are the thing I m always looking for when I fap, seriously I m not addicted, It's inner work for the real thing.

Maybe imagine how big boobs age, it might cure you!