Posted July 16, 2019 (edited) 1 hour ago, Michael569 said: I have a lifelong video game addiction that I've never completely recovered from. I also prefer talking only to girls who are pretty even if they are dumb as a shoe. Oh really... I thought that about you actually Deduced it from some of the things you've written here. As for me... I feel like it's really fucked up, but I don't know if it is caused by the hormonal changes happening in my body, or whether it is actually the real condition Edited July 16, 2019 by bejapuskas Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I spend more time reading about spiritual practises than actually doing them. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I'd make a list but this is my real name and photo and if various people I know found it, it could adversely affect my life (oh look, survival). So for the time being I'll just say: I'm curious about counsellor training but am not sure I'm empathetic enough but might pursue it anyway. I also have some "bad" habits. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 2 hours ago, bejapuskas said: Oh really... I thought that about you actually Deduced it from some of the things you've written here. As for me... I feel like it's really fucked up, but I don't know if it is caused by the hormonal changes happening in my body, or whether it is actually the real condition what can I say I am a terrible human being 2 hours ago, bejapuskas said: As for me... I feel like it's really fucked up, but I don't know if it is caused by the hormonal changes happening in my body, or whether it is actually the real condition which one do you mean? “If you find yourself acting to impress others, or avoiding action out of fear of what they might think, you have left the path.” ― Epictetus Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 Growing up like when i was 17-19 i used to sneek in and see my cousin bathing. I will be waiting here, For your silence to break, For your soul to shake, For your love to wake! Rumi Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 @Michael569 I didn't mean to insult you Michael ? I don't know if I understand your question though @Harikrishnan When we had swimming classes at school in 2nd grade, we used to go to this swimming pool that has a transparent door into the female's dressing room for whatever reason, so you can actually see inside from the cash desk. I didn't look there, but all my friends did, we were 7 at that time. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 1 hour ago, bejapuskas said: I didn't mean to insult you Michael ? I don't know if I understand your question though I did not get offended at al lol don/t worry let's just leave the whole thing. “If you find yourself acting to impress others, or avoiding action out of fear of what they might think, you have left the path.” ― Epictetus Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I am God (or Leo, or whatever) What a dream, what a joke, love it Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 @Michael569 Sorry I am stupid! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 Radical honesty is not overexposure and orversharing! one day this will all be memories Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 @kag101 Yes but you know, some people have really deep problems and they need some sort of coming out. It hurts to let it boil inside you. Plus if you would talk about for example spiritual crisis with a regular therapist, they could hospitalize you (which has already happened to Yellowschnee) and that really sucks you know Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I have this baseline of frustration always humming in the background and I don't know why I think I'm so polite because I still people please I'm still insecure and sometimes talk to myself like shit and beat myself up. I sometimes portray myself to be someone I'm not. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 2 hours ago, dimitri said: I am God (or Leo, or whatever) So you are the reason "my" name was taken Ah we're all one, Dimitri's everywhere Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. ∞∞∞∞ Rumi ∞∞∞∞ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 27 minutes ago, Dimi said: So you are the reason "my" name was taken Ah we're all one, Dimitri's everywhere Thanks for your honesty. What a dream, what a joke, love it Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I'm addicted to Leo's youtube videos. I can't tell if its a good or bad thing either... Help Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 2 minutes ago, RawJudah said: I'm addicted to Leo's youtube videos. I can't tell if its a good or bad thing either... Help Watch his video about addictions Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 9 minutes ago, dimitri said: Thanks for your honesty. Thank you (all) for being who you are Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it. ∞∞∞∞ Rumi ∞∞∞∞ Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 (edited) 10 hours ago, Michael569 said: I have a lifelong video game addiction that I've never completely recovered from. I also prefer talking only to girls who are pretty even if they are dumb as a shoe. Me too, I'm uninstalling everything all over again. I have things to face, and it kinda distract me quite a lot ? Edited July 16, 2019 by Shin God is love Whoever lives in love lives in God And God in them Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 there is actually a 16yr old girl who I really like...she's a sweetheart but im kinda afraid to be with her...im 21 ! Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted July 16, 2019 I had mental breakdown after 10 months on vegan diet. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
