10gram Mushroom trip

[lukej]

So, a few months ago I tried a 10-gram mushroom trip. And it was insane. 

I just want to talk about the peak of the trip. So, before it happened the world was warping, morphing, ever-changing, shapes everywhere, color, figures coming out of the wall, telepathic communication with Terrence McKenna and mother Earth. I saw thousands, even millions of butts come out of the wall, I drowned in sex and felt like the universe is constantly fucking me. 

Before everything, I changed a voice came to me and said: "Luke it is time to die". So, I layed down and let the complete ego death that I am used to happening. While this was happening the hallucinations become so intense I could see nothing but them. 

So, then all of a sudden the hallucination became stable and I was in a different dimension. I was in an apartment but it was not my apartment. It became like a fairy tale apartment. It was green-tinted, with vines growing everywhere. The structure of the apartment changed as well. It was the craziest thing. 

I think this is when I completely broke and saw the utter power of God and imagination. I didn't even think it was possible. 

Take from this what you will. I had a good time. 

May you be blessed!

-Luke

 

[Nahm]

@lukej I hear that. Those high doses are nothin to mess with. Had a house I was in morph once, shift, and the foundation under it cracked in half. One side of the floor was about an inch or so higher, straight down the middle of the house. Shrooms are so wild. If you are Becky, of airbnb, super sorry. 

[Leo Gura]

Yeah, at higher doses mushrooms really demonstrate the power of imagination. It's like being in a dream.

[Girzo]

Haha, I have had a very similar experience, but with a plot twist. Where your apartment became fairytale-like after ego-death, my room got back to normal. Which was even weirder then the weirdest visuals, because that's not what you expect on a heroic dose. To be honest, that's not what you expect on any dose: to see the world "normally", but in an ego-death state.

[Charlotte]

14 hours ago, Nahm said:

If you are Becky, of airbnb, super sorry. 

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[Conrad]

15 hours ago, lukej said:

So, a few months ago I tried a 10-gram mushroom trip. And it was insane. 

I just want to talk about the peak of the trip. So, before it happened the world was warping, morphing, ever-changing, shapes everywhere, color, figures coming out of the wall, telepathic communication with Terrence McKenna and mother Earth. I saw thousands, even millions of butts come out of the wall, I drowned in sex and felt like the universe is constantly fucking me. 

Before everything, I changed a voice came to me and said: "Luke it is time to die". So, I layed down and let the complete ego death that I am used to happening. While this was happening the hallucinations become so intense I could see nothing but them. 

So, then all of a sudden the hallucination became stable and I was in a different dimension. I was in an apartment but it was not my apartment. It became like a fairy tale apartment. It was green-tinted, with vines growing everywhere. The structure of the apartment changed as well. It was the craziest thing. 

I think this is when I completely broke and saw the utter power of God and imagination. I didn't even think it was possible. 

Take from this what you will. I had a good time. 

May you be blessed!

-Luke

 

Very good. ? But this wasn't a truly absolute ego death. You saw the power and wonder of God. I have myself entered another dimension but the ego is not gone. The idea of "you" is not gone and nor is the perception of subject-object, me and other, this and that. 

A full ego death awakens you from the character that you are. You become God, your true Self. This is enlightenment. 

[Nahm]

@Charlotte ?