integration via simultaneous overlap

[Aakash]

How does one overlap no mind consciousness AND allow the expression which is self to continue human consciousness? 

Note: I’ve worded this very specifically, to increase the quality of the question. 

[Nahm]

There is no human consciousness in no mind. There is no human consciousness at all. 

[Aakash]

@Nahm so how do you function at a human level?. I understand the duality in my wording, it was best I could do after thinking it through. 

When you make a decision are you aware that you should not be aware that you’ve made that decision ? 

This is at the heart of my very question. 

[Nahm]

 

45 minutes ago, Aakash said:

When you make a decision are you aware that you should not be aware that you’ve made that decision?

Not sure I understand that question, but, I am aware I’m not in a dream, that I am the dreamer / dream / dreaming. The whole “thing”, the reality, appearing as reality/dream.  Decisions & their repercussions are also dream. I’m aware of the thoughts...person, human, dream, choices, decisions, etc...and aware the thoughts are dream, and the actuality is ineffable, but the word dream is communicable, in the dream, where communication “happens”. 

 

[Aakash]

@Nahm right that was worded perfectly and magnificent as always. That is exactly what is. 

Now, give up your awareness itself. Because YOU are imagining that. 

[Nahm]

@Aakash How do you know?

[Aakash]

@Nahm because I’ve already stated I won’t walk the talk as I know the ramifications. 

You see the thing with Buddha and Jesus was this. It’s impossible to map consciousness once you’ve given up your awareness. I can only speculate the wind will carry your body. The mapping is only possible if the body passes it along and therefore it’s possible for Buddha to do this and Jesus to not pass it on but symbolically die. 

Take the oppposite conscious awarenesss can be mapped and hence it has as far as it has been mapped.  

Meaning, you have one of two roles to play in the cosmic play.  Die or not die. Currently you are not dead, but you’ve imagined yourself to be dead. So this is what has been imagined for you by yourself (aka truest self) 

there are degrees. We will each receive the degree of enlightenment which is most comfortable for us to handle and beneficial to our life. Only those who are pure of heart  will die and experience the absolute. 

Were talking 70+ years of practices or if you don’t have that long psychedelics, to ease the temptation to experience the absolute. 

 

[Nahm]

@Aakash I meant how do you know awareness is dualistically imaginary?

It sounds like you are saying awareness is a product of a human, which could be kept or given up.

Also, I don’t know what you are saying by ‘I won’t walk the talk’.

[Aakash]

@Nahm There was NEVER a human in the first place. 

Lol there is no dualistic version! This is nothing to do with dualism or non dualism. 

Im saying your awareness ITSELF is NOT the absolute awareness. The absolute awareness WILL KILL YOU. Your imagination itself will kill your imagination boundaries. This is the true purpose of killing “i”. NOT WHAT IS TAUGHT IN NON DUALITY. When we sit down GOD IS INQUIRING HOW TO KILL GOD. 

Your human version wishes to seek sanctity, it wishes to seek those things it can love i.e infinite love, infinite intelligence. Things that will make your human life better! 

NOBODY ever seeks truth because they want to know truth. They want to rid themselves of their problems or gain something out of killing their ego. In my case, how to make a million pounds. 

I’ve said already I am conceptually enlightened. Still no validation is given to this? Why ? Because it is not acknowledged by spiritual seekers on this forum. LOOOL 

You think in my right mind, I would lead my friends and family to this forum to read my private thoughts. LOL no fucking way. Yet it happened because of infinite intelligence LOL! It’s perfection to a T. It’s unfair for me! But good for whatever the future may hold for the universe, even at my own expense. 

Edit: sorry I left out the last bit, I won’t kill myself consciously to reach real nirvana. I have like 1000 people in my life, each counting on me to be fit and stable for duty, I’m not like Leo takes this seriously that he isolated himself as he knows the costs of his decisions. 

Edited July 2, 2019 by Aakash