"What is reality" epiphany terror realization

[Nahm]

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[Natasha]

1 hour ago, Peo said:

Can i watch the video while on LSD or do i need something more powerfull like DMT or even 5 meo-DMT.

 

1 hour ago, Leo Gura said:

You don't need to watch videos when on LSD. That's like watching porn in the middle of having sex.

Who needs sex when you have Leo's videos? 

 

[Leo Gura]

@Hoyeon Lee The ego-self is constantly looking out to get its needs met. When its needs are not met, or it seriously threatened, it reacts in a knee-jerk manner with heavy negative emotions like fear, anger, and judgment to defend its survival.

The ego being afraid to die goes even deeper than that.

Think of putting a loaded gun to your head and pulling the trigger. That is ego being afraid to die. Now try to imagine what it would take not to be afraid of that and not to resist it.

[Wes Thoughts]

9 minutes ago, Leo Gura said:

Think of putting a loaded gun to your head and pulling the trigger. That is ego being afraid to die. Now try to imagine what it would take not to be afraid of that and not to resist it.

@Leo Gura This is exactly the feeling I get to. I get to the point where I realize that even suicide would be thought that would have never even existed or mattered so its beyond that. It terrifies me. I don't see a way for me to totally accept this type of death without maybe more deeper contemplation or examining this fear more. I am too content and happy with my current reality to surrender into what feels like it will be an actual total death. Is the only way to go deeper to allow this what feels like a total real death to occur or can I somehow learn to dismantle the fear of death to sort of get past the fear itself? 

[Leo Gura]

15 minutes ago, Wes Thoughts said:

can I somehow learn to dismantle the fear of death to sort of get past the fear itself?

Yes, that is what all spiritual practice is ultimately about.

The fastest and easiest way is to take psychedelics. They will gently guide you into death and you will learn to love it.

Or do whatever other spiritual practice you like.

[Conrad]

4 hours ago, Leo Gura said:

Yes, that is what all spiritual practice is ultimately about.

The fastest and easiest way is to take psychedelics. They will gently guide you into death and you will learn to love it.

Or do whatever other spiritual practice you like.

Death comes when there is no other choice. You will be compelled to give up and surrender. With high doses, hero doses which I will take, the ego is gone. No other choice, no control, death will happen in a split second. There is no fighting it, one realizes that one must die.

[John Charles]

If I'm going to die anyways at some point, why make it happen earlier? why not stay in and enjoy the fantasy? What's the downside of this?

[zeroISinfinity]

@ConradGotta love your delusions.

Who must die? Nothing dies that's the beauty of God. Said it before to you. 

Continue practises. Meditate every fuckin day. 

Real God realization not intellectual one Will deeply humble you to the core, all devilry Will be washed away like that arrogance and pride you are recently expressing. 

Real angel is infinitely loving and Compassionate. But I do not exist do I? Or maybe I am your angel hitting you with zen stick, deservingly. 

Edited July 1, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[electroBeam]

@Leo Gura If you hallucinate without psychedelics(like see a real life spider walking on a desk when it isn't actually there) would you suggest this phenomena means you shouldn't take psychedelics? What if these hallucinations only happen when deeply contemplating what your videos say?

EDIT: The fear Wes Thoughts goes through exactly happens when seeing these hallucinations.

I'm not actually sure if they are hallucinations, all I know is these sights are not consistent with other human beings(hence why I call it hallucinations, not because I actually think they are unreal).

Edited July 1, 2019 by electroBeam

[Conrad]

2 hours ago, zeroISinfinity said:

@ConradGotta love your delusions.

Who must die? Nothing dies that's the beauty of God. Said it before to you. 

Continue practises. Meditate every fuckin day. 

Real God realization not intellectual one Will deeply humble you to the core, all devilry Will be washed away like that arrogance and pride you are recently expressing. 

Real angel is infinitely loving and Compassionate. But I do not exist do I? Or maybe I am your angel hitting you with zen stick, deservingly. 

Death is Truth. Death of the ego is God. There is no meditation, there are higher ways to reach Truth and I intend on fully using them. You can stay with your pity practices and feel all good and loving, I intend to exit this dream and see what's on the other side. I intend to die, to awaken, to become the Absolute which I am. 

[Conrad]

Illusion is what dies, the idea of "you".