Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) WTF , the world is not real! THAT'S INSANE its literally not real! I'm creating NAHM, LEO, AAKASH, AJAY, ZEROISINFINITY LOOOL! THATS crazy i'm imagining this WHOLE thing what world am i trying to save or change LOOOOOOL! i'm so dumb, this is the first time ill admit, i am very dumb ahaha i love it there's only me and nobody else HAAHAHA Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) THIS IS INSANE, I CAN'T HANDLE THIS! THIS IS THE BIGGEST LIE IN THE WORLD MY MIND FEELS LIKE ITS BREAKING APART I FEEL NAUSEATED AND SICK THIS IS ACTUALLY TOO MUCH TO HANDLE AT THE MOMENT I FEEL LIKE PUKING, I'm getting off this forum for now, i don't want to know more about what i am Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 @Aakash wise move. Wisdom. Truth. Love. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 okay i've calmed down, AND now i'm hysterically laughing LOOOOOOL! THIS IS INSANE Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) @Inliytened1 ahahaha whats the need to even talk man! because what your conscious that you created everything? i don't even see a point of eating anymore lol do you know the most fucking funniest thing out of all of this rationality and logic , THOSE ARE THE TWO BIGGEST JOKES i've ever had the pleasure of laughing at your literally creating the rationalisation and backing up out of thin air even me trying to change the world, the rationality behind it was all my doing that is fucking hilarious Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) I'M LITERALLY LAUGHING AT EVERYTHING THIS IS INDEED THE BEST JOKE IN THE WORLD ITS UNFATHOMABLE HOW FUNNY THIS IS, I CAN NEVER TAKE ANYTHING SERIOUSLY EVER AGAIN Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) I'VE FOUND THE THIRD FUNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD MENTAL MASTURBATION MENTAL MASTURBATION IS ANYTHING YOU HAVE EVER THOUGHT IN YOUR LIFE, ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER CONTEMPLATED, ANYTHING THAT IS THE THIRD FUNNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 1 minute ago, Aakash said: I'VE FOUND THE THIRD FUNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD MENTAL MASTURBATION MENTAL MASTURBATION IS ANYTHING YOU HAVE EVER THOUGHT IN YOUR LIFE, ANYTHING YOU'VE EVER CONTEMPLATED, ANYTHING THAT IS THE THIRD FUNNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD Mu- Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 OHHHHHHH SO THATS WHAT MU IS, I WAS GOING TO ASK YOU WHY SPECIFICALLY MU, BUT I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE LOL I CAN'T EVEN BE BOTHERED TO THINK RIGHT NOW, WHAT USE WILL IT PROVIDE AHAHA Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 1 minute ago, Aakash said: BUT I DON'T EVEN CARE ANYMORE LOL That's Mu Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 3 minutes ago, Aakash said: I CAN'T EVEN BE BOTHERED TO THINK RIGHT NOW, WHAT USE WILL IT PROVIDE AHAHA @Aakash What? hahhahah Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) @cetus56 so is this what it means to see through the maya i don't even see the point of contemplating enlightenment or anything of how the world works, it basically works through maya, its true i say this, but i'm not directly conscious of anything yet like i still need to become enlightened, thats still true for sure. all this is, is an awakening but the problem is: even me saying it, is the limiting belief, like no amount of words or contemplation can get me anywhere. well it actually can in a way, its like trying to develop a new language again. the slate has been wiped clean, as god i'm free to recreate my whole reality, but its not truth. no amount of words or dualistic nature is truth, its just straight up BEING THIS IS WHAT IT MEANS THAT TRUTH CAN NOT BE SPOKEN, IT CAN ONLY BE EXPERIENCED but this is another problem, i've now identified with god, because i haven't experienced, it meaning there are still concepts i've taken for reality. i'm just not sure what Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 THE FOURTH FUNNIEST JOKE IN THE WORLD IS PAST LOOL THE PAST WHAT A JOKE Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) DEATH IS NOT A FUNNY JOKE ITS JUST LIKE MEH OKAY, BUT I GUESS I'VE GROWN ACCUSTOMED TO IT OVER THE TIME anything not in your direct experience is a concept lol its true, MARS is a concept HOW FUCKING FUNNY IS THAT i'm literally sitting on mars right now as we speak LOOOOL AHHAAHAH ANYONE WANNA JOIN ME FOR SOME RNR EDIT: MAN THATS SO UPSETTING - __ - I'M LITERALLY ALONE IN THE UNIVERSE SITTING ON MARS, THERE'S NO ONE TO INVITE BUT I JUST HAVEN'T ACCEPTED THAT THERE'S NOT ANYONE OTHER THAN I AGAIN BECAUSE ITS NOT IN MY CONSCIOUS EXPERIENCE YET Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 @Aakash Death is part of the dream that you created. Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) @cetus56 Yeah i'm aware of it now, but like i'm trying to search for the funniest jokes in the world and its not one of them. what funny ones amuse you cetus? anyone please feel free to join in, what funny things in the world amuse you Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 ANOTHER FUNNY THING IS TAKING YOUR GIRLFRIEND OUT ON A DATE LOOOOOOOOOOOL WHO YOU TAKING OUT ON A DATE LOOOOOOOOL YOUR TAKING YOUR IMAGINATION OUT ON THE DATE AHAH HOW FUCKING FUNNY IS THAT Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 ''Not this... Not this... PLEASE...Not this...'' Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) @Preetom BUT I STILL DONT KNOW THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS WHAT AM I , I CAN'T FIND A WAY TO DESCRIBE MYSELF LIKE THERES NOTHING THAT I CAN DO THAT WILL PORTRAY THIS SENSE OF BEING THAT I HAVE LIKE IF I USE WORDS, ITS NOT IT ANY EXPRESSIONS IS NOT IT, EVEN IF I SAY I'M CONFUSED, I'M JUST IMAGINING A SELF THATS CONFUSED AND MINDFUCK WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK I CAN'T TELL YOU WHO I AM? CAN SOMEONE TELL ME WHO I AM PLEASE I'M NOT GOD, I'M NOT ANYTHING, LIKE I'M LITERALLY NOTHING! WTF Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites
Posted June 13, 2019 (edited) ITS SO FRUSTRATING, I CAN'T EXPRESS IT LOOOOOOOOL WTF EVEN IF I SAY I'M ENLIGHTENED I'M NOT IT, BECAUSE I'M IMAGINING THERES SUCH THING AS CONSCIOUSNESS SO WHAT I'M ESSENTIALLY SAYING IS AHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA Edited June 13, 2019 by Aakash Share this post Link to post Share on other sites