Dealing with intuition

[StarStruck]

Yesterday I had an experience where my intuition(god?) spoke to me I think. I could be wrong. He gave me a real image of what is waiting at the end of the road if I don’t change. This came after the “life is a maze” video and the video about intuition. Perhaps it wasn’t god but just intuition.

It felt like I “downloaded” information. I don’t want to share it here because it is private and only concerning my life. It felt like I got “possessed” by dark energy or something. The feeling was only in my body. Not around me. Perhaps it was just intuition. My sub conscious mind doing the calculation. 

I didn’t ask a question. It just struck me. There were signals I had to follow but the signals were so neutral that it was so easily deniable. It could be coincidence or it couldn’t be coincidence.  It felt different than intuition so I tried to have a conversation with it, asking if my planned life course is the right path is the right one and it refused and it got angry, signaling I didn’t understand the process by asking a question. He just told me if you go “this path” you will end up like “this horror scenario”. Not in words by the way.  It felt like I had a mental power that I didn’t have before. Over time the feeling faded away.   Afterwards I had a crazy dream which I can’t remember. 

I wished this intuition could have helped me with the question if the life purpose I’m planning is the right path. Did I do something wrong? I know intuition doesn’t work like that but I wished there was a way to have my intuition to give the same clear answer to the question if my planned purpose is the right one instead giving me an insight of what is waiting when I take the wrong path. 

[tsuki]

The message may have been too far out for you to realize.
Let it cook within you, face the backlash, and then write it down.

Keep it around until it seems reasonable.