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[Aakash]

woAH that literally means i'm talking to god right now  asin you are literally god and i'm talking to you as a seperate self but we are the same, woah thats trippy. 

HIIIIIII GOD 

LOL 

aright , lastly i thought of another question, do you think i should tell my parents, or is it best to go quietly? i think i should go quietly , i don't want to affect their reality, with thinking i'm special or god or anything 

sounds like the  better decision right? 

[tsuki]

The last sinner in existence is the embodied nothingness. The saint.
It is just the devil praying at God.

[Aakash]

actually i see what you mean, that is literally death  

[Aakash]

Right you can't embody it, because you are it 

but the person who's surrendering thinks i am the person surrending to become god

when this isn't right its becoming what you were the whole time. 

i see why i can't tell my parents, because it would be spreading delivery and falsehood

Edited June 11, 2019 by Aakash

[tsuki]

5 minutes ago, Aakash said:

i see why i can't tell my parents, because it would be spreading delivery and falsehood

They will come to you and ask if the "time" is right.

[Aakash]

basicaslly the last question i want them to ask me is that 

it will be obvious through my actions 

ill be sitting there staring at walls, 

loving solitude

Edited June 11, 2019 by Aakash

[tsuki]

Lol, no you dumbass.
Is your path making you a drooling vegetable? Are you doing this out of hate?
Did any step along the path make you worse off in the end? THIS IS THE END.
 

[Aakash]

exactly! imagine they think i'm crazy or something ahahah! 

trying to be the hero who changes the world! ahahaha 

3 minutes ago, tsuki said:

Did any step along the path make you worse off in the end? THIS IS THE END.

thank you for this confidence, its reassuringly true, AAHAHAAHA i always wanted to experience a buddah laugh but i guess thats just the universe laughing itself. 

[tsuki]

@Aakash Do you know what you are?

[Aakash]

I KNOW BUT THATS NOT THE POINT LOL, BUT YES I AM LOVE ITSELF JUST LIKE LAUGHTER SO I'M SURE EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE

[tsuki]

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

[Aakash]

OKAY LAST QUESTION! 

what do i do about passing my final year of university while trying to go into the void? 

[tsuki]

How the fuck am I supposed to know? Fix your own shit, Buddha.

[Aakash]

ahahaha very funny looool very funny loool 

THANK you for your help, 

as you can probably tell, i really appreciated it obviously

[Druid420]

I think everyone has gotten too caught up in the what it’s nots. It is good for conceptualising the lack of conceptualisation but don’t take it too literally. 

[tsuki]

I feel like I just had an orgasm. Cheers mate!

[Aakash]

@Druid420 yeah its true but, it is a complicated process, it took me 6 years to even get this far lol, jesus buddahing christ man, 

@tsuki your welcome we can call it even, you gave me the gateless gate, i gave you an orgasm 

sounds about equal in value 

 

 

[Druid420]

@Aakash did you just realise something?

[Aakash]

yes i realised how hopeless i am lol 

[Druid420]

@Aakash Ahahahahahaa!!!!