An oscillation between meditation and self inquiry

[How to be wise]

Over the past few months that I was doing The Work of Byron Katie, I noticed that sometimes I felt like meditating on the question, and other times to actually do self inquiry and answer the questions. 

So for example, after three months of doing self inquiry, I would be pulled towards not answering the question, but to just ‘sit in’ the question. 

And after two months, I would be pushed back towards answering the questions. 

Does this happen to you guys? Is this known? Or is it only unique to me?

[tsuki]

Seems like you're learning to tap into the big mind. Keep going.

 

[How to be wise]

@tsuki I’m more interested in the oscillation. I’ve never heard anybody else mentioning this.

[Inliytened1]

@How to be wise I'm not familiar with Byron's work but a quick question...with your self inquiry have you become conscious that you are awareness itself yet?  I mean if you are still doing self inquiry then the answer is probably not..at least not becoming actually conscious of it - though you may know conceptually - there is a big difference.

And if not do you know what you currently identify yourself as?

[tsuki]

@How to be wise There are no personal-level explanations for intuitive processes.
You oscillate because it is required from you to answer your questions.

[How to be wise]

@Inliytened1 Yes. I have had an experience of it. I’m semi-aware of it even now.