Dark Night of the Soul, Ego & Resistance

[Hellspeed]

In order to dissolve the Ego, one has to dwelve deep into the past. 

Deep in those traumatic memories, trauma from other people.

Mainly, one has to start first with the main circle, blood family and expand the circle.

The most blockages in our bodies we can find them due to an antinatural relationship with our parents, grand p., brothers and sisters, near relatives, neighbours, enemies, etc.

We grow in a family, the members are like this because we usually don't accept 100% our family. Then we develop the personallity in the interconnection with the family first.

When one wants to escape suffering is crucial to really Love. It will hurt at first. All those traumas from little, when daddy was yelling or mommy or any atrocitie. 

One will notice resistance, not only in our bodies, we will mainly feel resistance on relationship with those around. One has to complete the Love in relation to what is resisting, in this case a parent per example.

This process will unleash great trauma, sorrow, abandonment maybe, fear, etc.

We cannot skip this in order to find the truth. We must first forgive ourselves and others, and really forgive, as if it is a matter of life and death, otherwise we only fool ourselves with the quote: "i forgive but i don't forget".

Trauma is a chronic state of an energetic consequence. A cringing of teeth per example in a very angry state, can create unnatural pathways in the brain and body, this lead to all sorts of conditions and a dormant state if one attaches only to will power and self power, self all knowing, lying about what reallity is to oneself and sticking to a norrow point of view, rigidness, etc.

Usually all the problems we have, at first is our doing.

Example: the child wants only a certain food or toys or something specific. The child will start faking his existance in order to get those things. Like being unnatural humble with the parents, lying, or simply playing the victim can have dezastruous consequences later.

 

Practical tips:

Relax, focus on the ache of the heart, the Spleen. Breathe and follow the breath. On exhale associate The Spleen with the Crown and Sexual chakra. Now exhale and push belly in at every exhale, but gently, don't force the muscles. Get in touch with the heart beat and let that energy along with the breath and do yourself "harakiri" with the spleen and breath. 

Now with all the above, train the attention to open the chest and anal sphincter. Simply associating the chest space, chest area and back, we associate this with the colon, legs, base of the spine.

 

The next attention will be cracking the head open, the pineal and the center of Amen, the 3rd ventricle of the brain.

On exhale, associate the Pancreas with the root of the nose and forhead.

 

All the above, we do it in stages, we practice per example, attention on Breath until we master it, then the second attention on the Spleen without losing the attention on breath and so on.

This is real practice, real hard work.

Take time to start with breath and integrate along the way the other parts.

Doing all the sequences of attention and channeling the prana at once, takes months maybe years of practice.

Don't give up, is a tedious process that one will learn along the way, more than any book or teacher.

 

Feel free to post opinions, insights, add something i missed and we continue to release marvelous techniques to have a more faster approach to the unknown.

 

Best of wishes.

 

[abrakamowse]

Thanks @Hellspeed 

[Shaun]

If you open your anal sphincter, you'll shit yourself.

[Hellspeed]

25 minutes ago, Shaun said:

If you open your anal sphincter, you'll shit yourself.

In the sense of relaxing those muscles. And ye, at first it will feel like you shitting your pants until one manages to relax. 

Being the reason of fasting, this is a plus for this "toilet satori" technique.

[abrakamowse]

27 minutes ago, Hellspeed said:

In the sense of relaxing those muscles. And ye, at first it will feel like you shitting your pants until one manages to relax. 

Being the reason of fasting, this is a plus for this "toilet satori" technique.

Is that to awaken the muladhara chakra?

[Hellspeed]

19 minutes ago, abrakamowse said:

Is that to awaken the muladhara chakra?

Yes. And all the chakras. Because the heart space has its basis on Hades.

The lymphatic system is key. 

Remember neo falling from the cell into the suers? Cannals.

Same thing. The witness inside has to drop from the head\sky into the open air and water, following his descent into the grave\earth.

 

The analogy of Christ!!!

The pressure in the skull is the Ego. Is a kid that wants only his way. Has to descemd into earth.

The spleen is mother mary. The "boy" descents, because is located in the yan part of the brain. Follows the cerebellum down the elephant trompet (hindu imagery), goew into the lymphatic system to fuel the heart, then again into Second chakra and he transforms water into wine...... Long story short, going into muladhara and ascends again into the Thymus\jehova, etc.

 

 

 

Ego: don't let Christ 7th\Ego bow down directly into Muladhara\Satan. Has to go the above process, otherwise if we put the head directly into the legs, a huge ego is built, a strong personallity that craves the unnatural.

Edited May 29, 2019 by Hellspeed

[abrakamowse]

@Hellspeed cool thanks!!

[zeroISinfinity]

12 minutes ago, Hellspeed said:

Yes. And all the chakras. Because the heart space has its basis on Hades.

The lymphatic system is key. 

Remember neo falling from the cell into the suers? Cannals.

Same thing. The witness inside has to drop from the head\sky into the open air and water, following his descent into the grave\earth.

 

The analogy of Christ!!!

The pressure in the skull is the Ego. Is a kid that wants only his way. Has to descemd into earth.

The spleen is mother mary. The "boy" descents, because is located in the yan part of the brain. Follows the cerebellum down the elephant trompet (hindu imagery), goew into the lymphatic system to fuel the heart, then again into Second chakra and he transforms water into wine...... Long story short, going into muladhara and ascends again into the Thymus\jehova, etc.

 

 

 

Ego: don't let Christ 7th\Ego bow down directly into Muladhara\Satan. Has to go the above process, otherwise if we put the head directly into the legs, a huge ego is built, a strong personallity that craves the unnatural.

Can I Just meditate? 

[Hellspeed]

@zeroISinfinity yes, and fall asleep. 

Awakened masters use this kind of techniques in initiations. Same in the occult and secret societies.

Edited May 29, 2019 by Hellspeed

[zeroISinfinity]

Just now, Hellspeed said:

@zeroISinfinity yes, and fall asleep. 

What sleep? Is there some in light of Consciousness? 

[zeroISinfinity]

Ah "awakened masters" cool stuff. 

Who wants to be part of collective ego?

Who wants secret knowledge and techniques? 

Who needs any of this? 

Who likes secrets? 

Edited May 29, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[legendary]

58 minutes ago, Hellspeed said:

The pressure in the skull is the Ego.

I have felt this pressure in my skull on 5-MeO and LSD before. 

[Hellspeed]

3 minutes ago, legendary said:

I have felt this pressure in my skull on 5-MeO and LSD before. 

And you felt like in a cave. 

[legendary]

15 hours ago, Hellspeed said:

And you felt like in a cave. 

Could you please elaborate?

Another Kundalini master told me that it was a result of energy blockage.