Using Orgasms To Manifest

[apparentlynoself]

Here's the thing. I masturbate every second day and I just do not feel right when I do it. After some research, I have found out that you could actually bring success in your life in any areas where you are weak. So this is how it goes. Let's say I have a problem with shyness. I also masturbate quite often. So i would do the following:

-first masturbate normally like before. Also, you should listen to affirmations which in this case would be things like "I am confident"

-kind of feel your body through the process and imagine a scene that makes you horny 

-on the verge of ejaculation, imagine how confident you are and how you easily managed to beat shyness. Also, pay attention to the affirmations while doing all this

-And then ejaculate normally, feeling everything with zero guilt.

Now, I would like to see has anyone tried something like this and is it effective? Also, if I did this, how many times per week would I practice this? 

[Zigzag Idiot]

I'm tempted to try this practice.

Maybe 4-12 hours a day.