How to find delight in Deconstructionism?

[MisterMan]

I found myself drawing a fractal image last night and it really sent me in an interesting process of discovery. As i was inferring another image based upon the previous inflection, you see that from anywhere i look, everything is directly connected to other things in this "shimmering" cataclysm. 

I have spent quite some time being disconcerted by falling down the rabbit whole of inflections, following it down and down and ultimately coming to realise that it doesn't end and every moment connects to it and the things you're referring to. 

Now the thing I'm referring to is connected to the drawing i did last night. And from impying significance in this one area, or image on whatever level, you recognise where it came from, and using that line of thinking you can keep going with it and find no end. 

Ultimately it seems that once you notice it, you recognise that it only exists to the figure it is in contrast to.  Again inferring that it's something it is not. Suggesting, never knowing but supposing. 

How do you delight in this? 

Edited May 24, 2019 by MisterMan