Is that okay to share Leo's video while I'm on Stage Blue?

[yangmilun]

Some ideas I want to address here for getting responds either "Yes, go for it" or "Nah, better be not."

1. To share and tell asian people what I watched is so amazing on Youtube.
2. Translate Leo's video into Chinese language, as a Youtube reporter. 
3. Do you allow this, Leo? that people edit your video as their youtube parts?
4. Cannot deep enough to feel what you feel, but share others what I understand?

I "Take" a lot from outside, from Leo, from friend, Now I really want to "Give". I don't want to stay in a room and just learning.

Those ideas are not my major part of my life, but I still wanna be respectful and carefully to do what I want without any inappropriate act.

 

-----------For example, If I make a Recap video as my first trail Youtube video--------------------

 

The Answers of The Power Of Asking Questions

How does this video benefit me this time?

• When: Life Stucks> Bullshit "How" > Shit answers > No Working > repeat problems.
• I run my life so hard, and could not see the result.
• So many knowledges that made me confused: "where should I start?"
• Use internet tool for Ego instead of personal growth.
• I feel like I am wasting my life, and no sure how to do.

Nice Inspiration

• Life depends on how you ask and how you keep asking.
• No asking right questions > No answers > All Negative Problems
• The answer is inside of you. or just fucking google it.

How do I make this video useful to me?

• Deeper>Go Deeper>Go Deeper. Get the the deepest questions, and answer it.
• Allocate all answers into every aspects of my life. Remind App, iPhone, Note, Book,
• Redo it, in 2020, 2021. just a plan. emm. just saying. sorry.

Recap+The answer of truly me.

What do I really want?

• I want money now, I only have 20K RMB in my pocket,
• Then: I want to buy stuff. enjoy to pay. experience of rich.
• Then: I feel unsafe sometimes. I dunno how to get money right now.
• Then: Maybe I don't have this fear, I write this is because I wanna show to people my mind.
• Then: I wanna more attention. more love, more care. more communication.
• Then: I feel like I am normal. and this is everyone's answer.
• Then: I lack of care and love. because of my childhood.
• Then: I want my beautiful childhood back. fuck off family who only care about themself.
• Then: I want to show truly me to others bravely.
• Then: I want to be Brave.

How do I keep myself from backsliding?

• Record how ego works. Write down my thought in my computer files. rough draft.
• Allocate all records into clear emotional catalogue, eg. Angry, Sad, Useless.
• Find the answer of each file.
• Read and open when the same emotional arises.
• Wait, I find the negative emotions improve my life sometimes, so I am gonna record how each monkey mind can solve relative problems.

What Causes me to get in a rut? What motive/excites me?

• The powerful moral rules and traditional stuff made me stuck in the middle.
• Then: I am also the person who tell others keep the same.
• Then: because when you out of your comfort zone, people leave you.
• Then: fear of Lonely>get in a rut.
• Then: I could not find any reason that I should be lonely.
• Then: Cause I don't have big vision/dream.
• Then: I make a big dream is because to avoid getting boring?
• Then: Everything is nothingness, why should I keep myself excited?
• Then: Get in a rut is because I feel the present moment is not valuable.
• Then: Get in a rut is because I don't think I am valuable.

 

[tsuki]

If you become developed enough that you stick out like a sore thumb out of your immediate surrounding, people will actively work to bring you down to their level. You can view this as fright, jealousy, envy, pride, etc, or simply as a badly verbalized plea to help them grow. At some point you will simply have to help others, or relocate.

EDIT: Hmm, I may have misunderstood. Are you asking if it's okay to share them with other stage blue people, or is it okay to translate them as a blue person? I answered the former question.

Edited May 22, 2019 by tsuki