No Fap/Sex For 1 year Goal | Journal

[SQAAD]

@Shin

1 minute ago, Shin said:

How old are you ?

26. 

Edited May 25, 2019 by SQAAD

[Shin]

Push through

Transcending your sexual needs and your mind will make you literally unstoppable

[SQAAD]

@Shin

26 minutes ago, Shin said:

Push through

Transcending your sexual needs and your mind will make you literally unstoppable

Thanks for the support man!! 

Life is hard for everybody.

Edited May 25, 2019 by SQAAD

[Hans]

Very Interesting, never tried going this far with no PMO myself.

But also it seems you're having very different experiences from day to day (one day you feel you're getting a lot more attention from people, the other day you feel you have good memory, then you're terribly anxious etc). Do you think it's all related to your sexuality? Maybe on some days you slept better, ate healthy or had some strong psychological experience, which affected you positively or negatively? I mean there are so many variables here.

[SQAAD]

@Hans

My anxiety is caused because i am generally an overly anxious person.

Just 2 months of no fap/no sex will convice anyone about the mind-blowing benefits. 

 

Edited May 29, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

Day 30:  One Month On.

Today my penis started emmiting a very pleasant sexually arousing odor. Only problem is that this smell makes me wanna eat my own dick lol & makes me horny.

Anyways after One Month of NoFap things have dramatically improved for the better. My workload has doubled. 

I don't know how the 2nd month will go or if i am even gonna make it to the end of second month. I may quit anytime. It's extremely tough.

This thing is a LOT more difficult than i initiallyt anticipated. It really pushes me to the limits. 

It is not for everyone. 

If it was easy everyone would do it.

Edited May 29, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

Days 31-32: Feeling depressed and miserable because of psychological reasons. I am very confused about the Truth and Life in general. I don't know anything at this point anymore. It's uncomfortable. I would prefer to just blindly in something...

On the flip side i have lots of energy but today in particular it was a very challenging and emotionally difficult day for me. My mind wants to cope / deal with the sh*t that bothers me using masturbation/porn. That's why today i used overeating as a coping mechanism.

Anyways we'll see how it goes. I hope my ego reforms to a new level of identity. The ego resistance is strong at this point.

[SQAAD]

Days 33-34: Each and every day i can remember my dreams more vividly. This is some piece of anecdotal evidence for all the naysayers about the increased memory retention during NoFap.

Day 34th: Today i had a dream of masturbating twice while watching porn. Didn't ejaculate. Also i can remember several others dreams that i had. One of which was kinda wicked. I was Johny Wayne Gayce anxiously mopping the floor in my house so that the police won't find any evidence LOL. 

This is getting interesting...Can't wait to see how it all plays out.

Edited June 2, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

I am on the process of carving out my own unique path in life.

I don't care what anyone else is doing anymore. 

Leo is doing his own thing.

I am doing my own thing.

You are doing your own thing.

I am not willing to live up to others ideals/standards/delusions anymore.

Just because someone i admire is dedicating his whole life to point A that doesn't mean that i have to do the same.

Everyone disagrees. Have you noticed? So stop being  a goddamn sheep. 

Edited June 2, 2019 by SQAAD

[kag101]

Omg, why do you want to do that? Do you really believe you'll become more masculine, just because you stopped ... wait for it... having sex??? This is ludicrous. 

[Shin]

1 hour ago, kag101 said:

Omg, why do you want to do that? Do you really believe you'll become more masculine, just because you stopped ... wait for it... having sex??? This is ludicrous. 

Did you do it ?

[Psyche_92]

23 minutes ago, Shin said:

Omg, why do you want to do that? Do you really believe you'll become more masculine, just because you stopped ... wait for it... having sex??? This is ludicrous.

Hahahaha i love this ignorance.

[Zigzag Idiot]

3 hours ago, kag101 said:

Omg, why do you want to do that? Do you really believe you'll become more masculine, just because you stopped ... wait for it... having sex??? This is ludicrous. 

What is this other than ridicule and pettiness on your part. There is no place for this here. 

SQAAD is sincere.

kag101, you are not.

[kag101]

5 hours ago, Shin said:

Did you do it ?

Yes, I did it. I didn't POV'd for one and a half year. From Jan 2016 - May 2017. 

5 hours ago, Psyche_92 said:

Hahahaha i love this ignorance.

I have been studying sexuality for more than ten years. I have read various books on this topic, ranging from Jelqing to Karmamudrā.

So, no, I am not ignorant on this subject.

3 hours ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

What is this other than ridicule and pettiness on your part. There is no place for this here. 

Am I really the one who is being petty and ridiculous?

I merely expressed what I truly think about celibacy as a way to improve one's life. As I mentioned above, I did NoFap for more than a year. And my experience was negative. Long story short, a tube that is not used stops working.

3 hours ago, Zigzag Idiot said:

SQAAD is sincere.

kag101, you are not.

What? How can you claim that I am being "insincere"? 

In my opinion, I am not only being sincere, but also vulnerable. It's very emotionally challenging to disagree with people who are in a "self-help" bubble online, such as the NoFap Community. 

I have read hundreds of reports of people who have done it, and have acquired "superpowers". And to me, it's nothing but buffoonery. 

 

I am planning on writing a detailed topic about my experience with NoFap. I don't want to write too much here on @SQAAD's personal journal. Sorry about that! 

Edited June 2, 2019 by kag101
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[Shin]

Even then, you're still shitting on a journal, telling the op what he's doing won't work.

Maybe it didn't for you, but for many it did.

You're not the center of the world ?

[SQAAD]

Day 36: Woke up with a HUUUUUUUUUUUGE morning wood, such a strong one didn't have for at least couple of years.

Feeling super energized, vibrant and powerful.

It's funny how without having sex/masturbating you actually feel more like a man.

I feel more like a man than i ever felt in my entire life. I wanna fk the world, i'm ready to make an impact.  Not on my screen or a hole though. Something different this time. I wanna make a different kind of impact than the average weak Joe.

Starting to feel bad about those who waste their precious energy & are attached to the female genitals.

Each and every day is  a test of your mental strength while nofapping/abstaining from sex.  It is a torture that i kinda start enjoying its pain. It's pain is more beautiful than the pain i get after having sex/mastrubating.

 

Edited June 3, 2019 by SQAAD

[SQAAD]

@kag101 Hey man PLEASE don't sobotage my VERY VERY IMPORTANT effort.

If you don't have anything uplifting to say to help me please just don't sabotage me.  

[SQAAD]

PLEASE guys don't sabotage my SUPER SUPER IMPORTANT effort here on this Journal.

PLease REFRAIN from posting DISCOURAGING/DEMORALIZING/NEGATIVE comments. I don't want to have anything to do with that.

My path now is very very important.

The reason i do it is because i want something more than the Average Joe.

I don't wanna be a  slave of my own mind and genital organs. If that is POSSIBLE or not LET ME find out for myself. I don't care about your ideologies here or what science says or what other reports you read elsewhere.

Ok?

Thank you for your understanding.

Edited June 3, 2019 by SQAAD

[Shin]

26 minutes ago, SQAAD said:

Each and every day is  a test of your mental strength while nofapping/abstaining from sex.  It is a torture that i kinda start enjoying its pain. It's pain is more beautiful than the pain i get after having sex/mastrubating.

 

Until you're accustomed to it and it's super easy

[SQAAD]

@Shin

3 minutes ago, Shin said:

Until you're accustomed to it and it's super easy

So far it is very challenging but we will see how it goes.  I know from personal experience after the 2nd month period you become Superman.

Edited June 3, 2019 by SQAAD