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[Zigzag Idiot]

17 hours ago, Shin said:

Anal sex

Altough I consider manirfetations of sexual fetishes an ordinary occurrence, possibly coinciding with elements of conditioning and development of the personality. The obcessiveness which drives these can be consciously worked with to remove the compulsiveness of them.

I mean what's the great harm if two people want to takes turns peeing on one another. Ive never really been one who's much into that or ass play, though. When I was about 10-11 I developed anal polyps which had to be cut out and being at that awkward age I carried a lot of shame about it. Maybe that's why I'm so anal retentive. I see a lot of people who seem to really go for the ass play business but I don't have any  judgements about it because I have my own fetish to deal with.

Im against sexual fetishes which are violent or involves children, violence, small animals or others who participation is somehow forced.

I think that sexual fetishes are sometimes just riddles to be worked through regarding psychological integration.

In the post above I quote,  you may have been just making a joke. So I'm not accusing you or suggesting that you have anal fetishes at all. Butt, if you did, no judgements. We should all be allowed our privacy and personal space which is crucial for psychological integration.

Im just being a certain kind of Idiot.

[Shin]

I don't think that deeply about it.

I just know I want to make my gf cry and scream.

That's fun !

[Natasha]

13 hours ago, Shin said:

I just know I want to make my gf cry and scream.

That's fun !

Enjoying to cause pain to someone is a 'love' language only to the sick mind. 

There's no love and care where's manipulation and control.

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, Natasha said:

Enjoying causing pain to someone is not a love language. 

There's no love and care where's manipulation and control.

What if the other person likes it and you enjoy making her happy ?

Edited June 26, 2019 by Shin

[Natasha]

Just now, Shin said:

What if the other person likes it and you enjoy making them happy ?

Run from people with masochistic tendencies. Not going to end well.

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, Natasha said:

Run from people with masochistic tendencies. Not going to end well.

That sounds like dogma to me.

Why can't a person enjoy getting fucked in the ass or dominated roughly once in a while ?

[allislove]

Hi Shin, what's up? 

[Shin]

3 minutes ago, dimitri said:

Hi Shin, what's up? 

Apparently I'm forbidden to take a dildo in my ass

[Psychonaut]

Gonna order a strap-on in the shape of my dick, so my girl can fuck me in the ass with my own dick. Good times.

 

[Zigzag Idiot]

I didn't mean to stir up such a stink.

Even the I CHING Oracle said that today I was  innocent ? 

 

[Shin]

 

 

 

IT IS HERE !!!!!!!!!!!

 

 

 

[Shin]

 

Every men should know and applies those basics (it's free)

 

https://www.powerandmastery.com/gift

[Shin]

 

HOLY SHIT BRO

Was just looking through my window
And my garden and the sky and me and everything was just so empty !

I kinda panicked and cried

 

Edited June 27, 2019 by Shin

[Shin]

 

I'm putting an alert for the habits tracker, cause I tend to forget too easily

 

 

 

At 7% hp for the last 15 minutes of the game

This is how I feel now

 

 

 

 

 

 

[Shin]

 

 

 

AT 3 FUCKING AM

THAT WOULD BE NICE IF IT WASN'T ALREADY FUCKING HOT AS FUCK ALREADY

 

 

 

 

Yes I needed to vent (fuck you)  

[Zigzag Idiot]

I understand. I just caught the news headlines about this ongoing heatwave earlier today.

[Shin]

[Shin]

 

When the things you vizualised 3 years ago

Starts to materialize in front of your eyes

 

[Shin]

 

This is so accurate

 

 

"Skip all that dating crap"

[Shin]

 

I won't go into the details,

But something in 20 days will kind of force me to face it (conceptual death) for several hours a day for a whole week.
It's kind of funny, because it's something I vizualised myself quite a lot, but at the same time, now that it might happen for real

It's quite scary and uncomfortable

 

Only one person knows what it is

 

 

Edited July 3, 2019 by Shin