Random journal, don't read !

[Shin]

I've never run from anything like this.

At least before I was in denial of what I was running from, but now I know exactly what it is.

 

Days are passing by, and I know my real life will only begin when this is dealt with.

Not that I can't enjoy it now, or that I'm depressed or anything, but it often feels dry, purposeless and this is a direct result of avoiding the one thing that must be done.

Now paradoxically enough there is deep peace and faith too, which has been the case for quite a while now.

 

I've cutted out all the attachment I know of now, this is something that keeps being said in my mind often

«let it all go»

If not said, it is felt on a level that I can't describe.

 

Yolo or not yolo

That is the

[DrewNows]

Love and embrace your feelings of attachment for they hold no grip ?

not when god is with you 

you are just seemingly there enough to live through god’s plan 

love you dude, your infinite humor is unmatched  

 

 

Edited May 28, 2019 by DrewNows

[Shin]

5 hours ago, DrewNows said:

Love and embrace your feelings of attachment for they hold no grip ?

not when god is with you 

you are just seemingly there enough to live through god’s plan 

love you dude, your infinite humor is unmatched  

 

 

What humor ?

You think I'm joking ?

YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE ???!!!

 

Ok maybe it is ??

Edited May 29, 2019 by Shin

[DrewNows]

Just now, Shin said:

What humor ?

You think I'm joking ?

YOU THINK THIS IS A JOKE ???!!!

No.

But generally your jokes are a nice break in the forum dynamic. And you often mix it with wisdom, so nobody ever knows when you’re actually serious or not.

through it all I see your kind heartedness and empathy 

but it’s always tough to spot your suffering 

[Shin]

Maybe I'm Snoke

Maybe I'm wise

Oh wait ...

 

?

 

Edited May 29, 2019 by Shin

[DrewNows]

Wondered who the fuck snoke is...now it’s Ryan Johnson...

@Shinyou are nobody, you don’t fool me ?

yes im that dumb, I don’t know actors or remember names  

Edited May 29, 2019 by DrewNows

[DrewNows]

we may be very similar in being consciously aware of our own suffering and choosing to learn/explore/share from this place while most find themselves helpless, trapped and scurred 

 

 

Edited May 29, 2019 by DrewNows

[mandyjw]

Do you people actually sleep? We really are a bunch of vampires. 

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, mandyjw said:

Do you people actually sleep? We really are a bunch of vampires. 

It's 11:57 am where I live.

Don't generalize your crazyness.

Thank you.

[mandyjw]

@Shin Uhmm, generalizing craziness and sharing it with the world is my life purpose? I slept in until 5AM this morning, woo hoo! 

[Shin]

2 minutes ago, mandyjw said:

@Shin Uhmm, generalizing craziness and sharing it with the world is my life purpose? I slept in until 5AM this morning, woo hoo! 

There is already Trump or Lady Gaga for that ?

[hariseldon74]

@Shin in an alternate universe there is this guy Trump and no one cared about what a jerk said and no he wasn't president.  I like that universe. Ha ha 

 

Mandy. I get up early too. Generally before 5am 

Edited May 29, 2019 by hariseldon74
Missing a piece

[mandyjw]

@Shin Yes, kindred souls but there just aren't enough of us. Also they hate each other and I love them both. 

So I'm the reason they even exist. You're welcome. 

[Shin]

11 minutes ago, mandyjw said:

@Shin Yes, kindred souls but there just aren't enough of us. Also they hate each other and I love them both. 

So I'm the reason they even exist. You're welcome. 

Did you ever consulted a shrink ?

?

[mandyjw]

@Shin

 

[Shin]

 

 

 

Edited May 29, 2019 by Shin

[now is forever]

6 minutes ago, Shin said:

 

 

 

i love you shin! really i do, it’s a really warm big non melon love. 

you can leave the peal on the flor. (i won’t delete this)

[Shin]

30 minutes ago, now is forever said:

i love you shin! really i do, it’s a really warm big non melon love. 

you can leave the peal on the flor. (i won’t delete this)

I'm sorry but you've missed your chance woman !

I'm only interested in Natashas butt now

[now is forever]

24 minutes ago, Shin said:

I'm sorry but you've missed your chance woman !

I'm only interested in Natashas butt now

hehe you mean the dog hole ? natasha mentioned? i don’t mind shin who’s butt you fancy you’d probably not fancy my melons, i’m not asian. it doesn’t matter i still wanted to tell you that. thank you!

[Shin]

 

Unicorn does not exist

Unless it's a tranny

(Every woman is at least a 4 crazy)

???

 

Edited May 29, 2019 by Shin