Random journal, don't read !

[Shin]

4 minutes ago, now is forever said:

did you go voting?

i forgive you everything if you went voting!

Yes I did

Wanted to vote for the puppies but end up voting for climate guys.

Kind of useless to save the puppies if the planet temperature kills all of the living beings on it.

[now is forever]

22 minutes ago, Shin said:

Yes I did

Wanted to vote for the puppies but end up voting for climate guys.

Kind of useless to save the puppies if the planet temperature kills all of the living beings on it.

verry good!

also i suppose the climate guys work together very well  - i like that.

who are the puppies?

Edited May 26, 2019 by now is forever

[Shin]

34 minutes ago, now is forever said:

verry good!

also i suppose the climate guys work together very well  - i like that.

who are the puppies?

I have no clue at all

What did YOU vote ?

[Shin]

 

When you want to go to a filthy fast food

But none of them have a vegetarian burger

 

[now is forever]

don’t eat your dog!

[Shin]

27 minutes ago, now is forever said:

don’t eat your dog!

Nothing to eat on him, sadly ...

[Shin]

I can feel the panic night coming

Let's pray really hard to be courageous enough

I'm tired to run away !

WHY can't I just face it ?

It's not like there was anything else I really wanted to do !

 

Shia bless me

I'm tired to run away

Yesterday I said TOMORROW

THAT'S A LOT OF TOMORROW FOR FUCK SAKE !!!

[Shin]

[Shin]

 

Fuck you youtube ?

 

 

[now is forever]

2 hours ago, Shin said:

I can feel the panic night coming

Let's pray really hard to be courageous enough

I'm tired to run away !

WHY can't I just face it ?

It's not like there was anything else I really wanted to do !

 

Shia bless me

I'm tired to run away

Yesterday I said TOMORROW

THAT'S A LOT OF TOMORROW FOR FUCK SAKE !!!

what are you running from? am i allowed to ask that? is it something specific you have to do?

is it because it’s monday tomorrow? do you want to listen to the jungle sounds tonight? and whatever you need to do you will just really do it tomorrow? no running away!

Edited May 26, 2019 by now is forever

[Shin]

6 minutes ago, now is forever said:

what are you running from? am i allowed to ask that? is it something specific you have to do?

Dying.

[now is forever]

mhhh what part of you? you could die in the jungle!

i mean what sense does the panic make if you can’t change it anyways. but you can change it tomorrow.

Edited May 26, 2019 by now is forever

[Shin]

1 hour ago, now is forever said:

mhhh what part of you? you could die in the jungle!

i mean what sense does the panic make if you can’t change it anyways. but you can change it tomorrow.

I don't know, it's not easy, and at the same time it's the easiest thing in the world I guess

[now is forever]

5 hours ago, Shin said:

I don't know, it's not easy, and at the same time it's the easiest thing in the world I guess

well it may sound so easy  i know it’s not, but you can make it.

(even tho technically i don’t know what we are talking about)

how was the panic night? was it very panicky?

what will you change today?

Edited May 27, 2019 by now is forever

[Shin]

8 minutes ago, now is forever said:

well it may sound so easy  i know it’s not, but you can make it.

(even tho technically i don’t know what we are talking about)

how was the panic night? was it very panicky?

what will you change today?

I kind of have an unexpected distraction last night

I will change nothing today, I will try to let it come if it does

[now is forever]

Just now, Shin said:

I kind of have an unexpected distraction last night

I will change nothing today, I will try to let it come if it does

but doesn’t the panic come because of other reasons? i thought it had something to do with doing or not doing certain kind of habits... 

maybe you can start doing whatever is counterproductive to panick.

[Shin]

Just now, now is forever said:

but doesn’t the panic come because of other reasons? i thought it had something to do with doing or not doing certain kind of habits... 

maybe you can start doing whatever is counterproductive to panick.

No it's existential fear
It comes when you least expect it.
Or if I really self inquire deeply, because when I do, I start to not know what I am.

I don't think there is a magic pill solution, you just have to face it or it just comes back forever.

[now is forever]

31 minutes ago, Shin said:

No it's existential fear
It comes when you least expect it.
Or if I really self inquire deeply, because when I do, I start to not know what I am.

I don't think there is a magic pill solution, you just have to face it or it just comes back forever.

mh maybe you need to start to be an inventor of yourself. you know there wouldn’t be a light bulb if no one would have invented it. it’s not about what you are ( well it is, no one can rob you of that) but inventing in changing small things. you could change the room you live in by placing the tv in another room and making your room a place of visions.

the way you create your room can influence your habits. it’s more profound than the law of attraction. it’s the law of becoming.

Edited May 27, 2019 by now is forever

[Shin]

21 minutes ago, now is forever said:

mh maybe you need to start to be an inventor of yourself. you know there wouldn’t be a light bulb if no one would have invented it. it’s not about what you are ( well it is, no one can rob you of that) but inventing in changing small things. you could change the room you live in by placing the tv in another room and making your room a place of visions.

the way you create your room can influence your habits. it’s more profound than the law of attraction. it’s the law of becoming.

Ahah, you wish there was a magic pill too !

That's cute

[now is forever]

7 minutes ago, Shin said:

Ahah, you wish there was a magic pill too !

That's cute

no, i know that - how do you think some people manage to build cars? it’s all about the assembly line! you can’t build a car in a boat factory.

so you build yourself a small factory to make it easier to die.

Edited May 27, 2019 by now is forever