I have no friends.

[Shin]

We're all your friend.

Even your coffee table.

[now is forever]

more a tea table today 

[ivankiss]

@outlandish You got me all hyped now  will get involved one of these days, definitely. Thanks again! 

Yup. Food is great here! Although it's almost as if I've been eating it since forever now. A year can be long. Infinite, even. Have nothing to compare it to  

@Shin You speak the true-true.

Who needs humans. It's not like they're real or anything.

[Athena]

This thread is beautiful 

[d0ornokey]

I've found it's self-sabotage. It takes time, patience and effort but if you really wanted them, you can get them. 

[ivankiss]

@Athena ?

@d0ornokey Right. Time is not an enemy anymore  Effort can be effortless 

 

[ivankiss]

Btw;

Having no friends does not equal being lonely  

[rabbitat]

I love this ... "soul buddy" ... that's you! You are your soul buddy of course but another thought is ~ maybe you attract what you are, not what you want. 

[ivankiss]

@rabbitat So enlightening 

[rabbitat]

On 5/10/2019 at 4:10 AM, ivankiss said:

@rabbitat So enlightening 

@ivankiss Case in point. It is incredibly more difficult to maintain personal development/spiritual enlightenment within the context of society and all the relationships they involve vs isolation. It's easier to feel pious when integrating aspects of your personality with others and become triggered when they don't match up. At least, that is what I have found on my journey. 

[ivankiss]

@rabbitat Its also easy to use oneness as an excuse for not removing yourself from a particular situation/relationship. I've been forcing shit for too long, thinking "it's all me...it's all one"... Desperately trying to form a common language. Cutting off bullshit is a natural next step in my personal journey of evolution. Constant dissonance is a good enough indicator for me. No desire to investigate the reasons why. Nuff inquiry. 

No beef either, rly. Simple reorientation. Rearrangement. Fast and straight forward.

Something I never dared to do before.

Edited May 15, 2019 by ivankiss

[DrewNows]

@Mikael89 when’s the last time you had a friend and why don’t you have any? 

[Shin]

1 hour ago, Mikael89 said:

@ivankiss Welcome to the club, no friend here either. (Also no hope of ever getting one, not a partner either.)

Why did you move to Sri Lanka?

Isn't Anna you're friend ?

[Ananta]

3 minutes ago, Shin said:

Isn't Anna you're friend ?

Online, yes 

We live in different countries.

[Shin]

Just now, Anna1 said:

Online, yes 

We live in different countries.

That's great !

Some people don't even have that.

?

[ivankiss]

1 hour ago, Mikael89 said:

@ivankiss Welcome to the club, no friend here either. (Also no hope of ever getting one, not a partner either.)

Why did you move to Sri Lanka?

Good. Bigger chances without hope. Also you'll avoid being inauthentic AF just for the sake of having someone by your side. I've done that to myself so many times. A whole new level of self-sabotage. Very subtle and sneaky.

Moved cuz why not. I am an adventurer. Also have a thing for big steps into the unknown. Got tired of EU. The old, the seen.

Netherlands, right? Will hit you up if I make it there. I hope both of us stay friendless until then hah!

[now is forever]

i have many friends - but i don’t see all of them so often. i don’t care to have more so i already took most of you in... you can’t hide, for now at least.

[Ananta]

2 minutes ago, Mikael89 said:

Well, we'll see how long it lasts, then I wont have even that.

 

[Shin]

You can be ok without any friends.

You're always alone anyway, even when you have many friends,
It's not a bad thing if you accept and embrace it.

It's not healthy to stay like that intentionally for too long though, even if you're super introvert.
 

Edited May 15, 2019 by Shin

[now is forever]

yeah friends are like easter eggs or devils, if you don’t try to find them they might rott away.

including oneself.

Edited May 16, 2019 by now is forever
i get some hellspeed tune lately, can someone tell me what kind of phenomenon that is?