My first glimpse into actual oneness with God

[Shaun]

4 minutes ago, TheAvatarState said:

You are still thinking of reality dualisticly. There is you, there is your mom, and you two are separate... It turns out this is an illusion. Let's say your mom wasn't experiencing reality. Let's say she was? How would you verify this? 

The only verification is through your own subjective experience. She sees you and walks over to you. You hug your mum, she hugs back. She loves you, you love her. There would be no difference between this and a dream, which is why reality is called one mass hallucination. The only way you interact with and "verify" the world is through subjective experience. You have the experience of being loved and hugging your mum, that's all there ever was, and that's all you ever needed. To say anything further would be to get lost in concept and imagination. Is any of this making sense?

It is your ego trying to make sense of this dualisticly, by assuming this "separate" being called your mother must have a separate capacity of consciousness, when in reality both of you are one. "Your" consciousness proves "her" consciousness. The fact of your consciousness imbues everything else with beauty and consciousness. Do you see it?

To be honest, I don't see it yet, it is only conceptual at this stage. One consciousness many minds makes sense the way Rupert Spira puts it.

[Aaron p]

8 hours ago, Shaun said:

How is it you can find joy in knowing your loved ones are not actually alive/experiencing?

@Shaun havent got there. And I refuse to believe any of it. That's a big ass trap if I've ever seen one. For me it still feels like they're there. And I don't know how I will perceive them after I realise that I am nothing and everything. From my I sights and glimpses, I know that I have to die to save the entire world just like Jesus did. I created this world, and I'll be damned if I don't awakening to it by the time "I" die 

[Aaron p]

3 hours ago, TheAvatarState said:

What a loving thing to say. 

8 hours ago, Shaun said:

 

@Shaun (didn't mean to tag you again, can't delete it)

 

@TheAvatarState HAHAHA

[Aaron p]

1 hour ago, Robi Steel said:

@Aaron p You need a lot of bravery to go all the way. My best wishes for your future path

@Robi Steel I know that God will protect me and guide me as long as I work with him. I know that it is completely worth it. I know that I will have to undergo tremendous pain and suffering...I really hope I can bare it until I realise that there is no "me" that needs to bare anything. I've dedicated my entire life to this path now, if I fail...I will wait a week or two and begin again. I plan on developing my kryia yoga practise and I plan on starting regular phyc retreats. Im willing to feel like I'm dying and losing my mind. I know what awaits me

Edited April 30, 2019 by Aaron p

[TheAvatarState]

17 minutes ago, Shaun said:

To be honest, I don't see it yet, it is only conceptual at this stage. One consciousness many minds makes sense the way Rupert Spira puts it.

Yes, one unified field of consciousness. If you answer the question "am I aware?" and find you are conscious, that means that everyone and everything else must be conscious. By definition, some other entity is self-aware if you perceive it to be. Consciousness MUST be fundamental and universal. Consciousness in a way contradicts itself, it is the delicious strange loop with no cause and no effect, the magical thing that makes reality irreducibly mystical.

I know this is a lot to take in and will require a lot of contemplation. But you don't have to worry about being the only conscious thing in existence. Reality is Good, and you will awaken to that in due time 

[mandyjw]

@Shaun Think of duality as a tree, the trunk is One, but it branches out to many at it's roots and branches. Your mother is alive as your mother, but she is also part of you. You came from her. When exactly was the moment that she stopped being her and you started being you? The reason you feel love for her is that connection. You share the breath of life with her, just like you do me or anyone else. We are breathing the same air, made from the same stardust, communicating using the same pool of energy. We are one but we are separate so that we can love each other.

I know it doesn't make sense, but can you feel it to be true?

[Aaron p]

19 hours ago, Shaun said:

That was the whole point of life, living it together with other people, not fake cardboard cutouts. You probably have never really loved someone so you wouldn't understand.

I think knowing that their full being is entirely God makes me love them even more. That everything is God...and god is oneness and Oneness is love @Shaun. 

 

[Robi Steel]

 

17 hours ago, Aaron p said:

@Robi Steel I know that God will protect me and guide me as long as I work with him. I know that it is completely worth it. I know that I will have to undergo tremendous pain and suffering...I really hope I can bare it until I realise that there is no "me" that needs to bare anything. I've dedicated my entire life to this path now, if I fail...I will wait a week or two and begin again. I plan on developing my kryia yoga practise and I plan on starting regular phyc retreats. Im willing to feel like I'm dying and losing my mind. I know what awaits me

That is the right attitude, to uncover the most deeps truths about yourself and about reality, you gotta have the strength to go places where no one else is willing to go. If you think "this ego death thing sounds cool but what if I actually die, what if this consciousness ends forever" go after that thought. Before my inner death occurred, I was "lusting" for suicide, not in a bad way, not at all. There was no doubt in my mind that it was the right thing to do, I could just intuit it beyond any doubt. I was going to end myself

"Death" is the thing which everyone runs away in this reality, almost everything is structured around escaping death. Death is the big thing, the fear of death is by far the most prevalent and instilled thing in our culture, could that be a sign? Only the most brave will be able to see this and accept this truth.
 

*Complete inner death is the ultimate truth and it is the only way to complete peace*. Because this lays so deep, it is the most difficult thing to do. Once you go all the way, God will give you everything: *Death is an illusion*, just like all the other illusions along the way that you discovered. Why would it be different with actual death? It has no substance.
 

[Shakazulu]

@Shaun how much do you practice a week?

[Inliytened1]

@Aaron p That is awesome man !

[Nahm]

@Aaron p ??

[Charlotte]

@Aaron p ?

[Shaun]

11 hours ago, Shakazulu said:

@Shaun how much do you practice a week?

i used to only meditate 20 minutes a day and did this for the last two years. I now do 30 minutes a day, practice mindfulness all day while working, do shamanic breathing twice a week for 15 minutes each session and perform self inquiry most days. I may also try some mushrooms in a larger amount than a microdose. Probably not enough, is it?

[zeroISinfinity]

Me me me me. Guardian remember Shaun. Try to meditate for others for a change. Send them love from your heart. Try to understand them. Try to understand what is unfolding for you right now. ❤️??️

Just go Fucking meditate don't half ass it. ??

Edited May 3, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[Shaun]

8 minutes ago, zeroISinfinity said:

Me me me me. Guardian remember Shaun. Try to meditate for others for a change. Send them love from your heart. Try to understand them. Try to understand what is unfolding for you right now. ❤️??️

Who else is there to meditate for?

Edited May 3, 2019 by Shaun

[zeroISinfinity]

7 minutes ago, Shaun said:

There are no others to meditate for, so I can only meditate for myself.

Solipsism I see. Wish I am standing next to you to punch you directly in your Face. 

From Absolute point there is only God but it is not solipsism. 

Edited May 3, 2019 by zeroISinfinity

[Shaun]

Just now, zeroISinfinity said:

Solipsism I see. Wish I am standing next to you to punch you directly in your Face. 

Ah, but you see, that's what Leo and many others on here preach. There are no others, they are all illusions. That doesn't mean I stop treating them with the respect they deserve though because a small shred of me still believes that they are actually real people.

[zeroISinfinity]

Meditate for others loving kidness meditation. So much self centeredness is moving you away from enlightenment. God is selfless, how you expect to get enlightened with so much self centeredness. Think about it. 

Me me me me is the guardian on the doors of Hell. Remove that guardian and enter heaven. Yes it's possible. ❤️?️

Go Fucking meditate ??

[Shaun]

I am meditating precisely to dissolve any sense of self centeredness.  Isn't that the whole point? Plus you've still got a lot of ego there if you think punching someone in the face is the answer.

Edited May 3, 2019 by Shaun

[zeroISinfinity]

3 minutes ago, Shaun said:

I am meditating precisely to dissolve any sense of self centeredness.  Isn't that the whole point? Plus you've still got a lot of ego there if you think punching someone in the face is the answer.

There was a story I heard that student at philosophy class thought solipsism is Truth and that he only exists.He even tried to convince the profesor. You know what profesor did. He throw a chair at him and said:you still beleive only you exist? Student was terrified and said no no no I get it. I apologize. That's true self in action.