Breakthrough to Unity

[lukej]

Hello,

Something has happened. But it has always been here. It's always been. 

About four days ago I dissolved completely. I merged with God. There is no death. Life is so extremely beautiful now. 

All are saved.   We are all in heaven. 

This happened to me while I was completely sober (no psychs). I had such an intense awakening I don't think I can come back. 

I can't even tell you what enlightenment is anymore. It feels so obvious.

I've had a smile on my face for days now. My face muscles actually feel pain from it. 

The awaking happened after I overcame my fear of God (or being infinite). Then I felt like I was catapulted to heaven. I literally orgasmed without touching myself.  

My jaw stayed open for an hour as I stood there in aww of what I am, what god is. what this all is. I don't have any more questions. It's all goodness. 

I am posting this here to see if anyone has had a similar experience?

I can't really put it into words. It just feels like everything is okay and will always be okay. It feels like I am home and I never left.   

All I feel is love arising. 

Thank you for reading!

May you be blessed!

Edited April 22, 2019 by lukej

[zeroISinfinity]

Yup had it too. Temporary experience disregard it is not it. What is real is permanent what is unreal comes and goes. Attaching to it Will make you suffer let it go. 

[zeroISinfinity]

You are the source of that experience it didn't happened to you. Big difference. 

[Nahm]

@lukej ?♥️??

[lukej]

@zeroISinfinity

Thank you for your input. Though I realize my words can't contain what really happened. I've had many experiences in the past. But this one was the deepest. A total surrender of everything. 

 

So, let me try to describe the feeling better. 

Everything I experience is me. All people are my family. There is only one. Though calling it one does not even come close to how one it is. It's so one calling it doesn't make sense. 

All the words I'm using are from inside of it. But I can't describe something if I am inside of it. I feel like I'm in the sun.

My visual perception has become more bright. I don't feel fear. I feel an innocent joy. Even if a thought or emotion comes up I instally love it no questions asked. 

May you be blessed 

[zeroISinfinity]

Yeah had exact same experience but even more loving. That happens when you go straight into the core of Being. Do you experience your self now as this space where phenomena happens and not someone Who is experiencing? It shifts perspective, yes you love all ofcourse but you can't attach to them. In a sense I felt my life as I know it is over I still think that it is. I felt exactly how I felt as kid felt reborn again but didn't lasted for long so I disregarded it as untrue. 

[zeroISinfinity]

There is huge Reason why I am sceptical about all this. Mind controls everything so it can produce this state to get you "in play" back into world of illusions where you Will be super motivated "to do" stuff. Open mindedness sure since every possible phenomenon consciuosness can create but also radical scepticism to not fall into traps of Self or self deceptions. 

[Leo Gura]

@lukej Awesome!

Yes, that's awakening. Or at least one degree of it. There's almost always more.

The trick also is integrating it into your everyday life and living in alignment with it.

Yes, we've had this similar experience.

[mandyjw]

[Forestluv]

@lukej My sense is that this is a genuine facet of awakening. I would go with it - come to know and embody it into the mind-body. For me, egoic fragments often return to try and claim "ownership" of it, dismiss it or contextualize it. I do my best to be aware of that and let that egoic thought noise just flow by and evaporate.

[pluto]

Indeed, this is great, carry it gently and embody it well.

Be there totally <3

Bless!

Edited April 23, 2019 by pluto