Every"thing" is so strange

[Rigel]

I don't know if I am confused or not. I don't understand what confusion mean. I feel like in the midst of an ego backlash yet I see that as happening with no substance to it. Everything seems groundless. I have no clue what to do or where to go next and I don't feel like it's a problem at all. I see a lot of assomptions and truth claims within myself. I know they are false and I don't feel a need to change that. I am tired yet wide awake. I am filled with the most insane _________ (I don't know the word for it) standing there in awe before the total absurdity of what is going on. Wow I am breaking down?

No I am not tripping

[cetus]

Not breaking down - breaking through.

[Forestluv]

The sound of an awakening clapping.