How could i find a raw passion for life purpose?

[Aakash]

i've been thinking about my life purpose because my will is gods will, but i'm abit confused- i've spent the best part of two years trying to become enlightened and it estentially became my life purpose, i feel so strongly about it, but after i've laid my intellectual foundations, i've managed to seperate my personal human life, from the awareness of the personal life. but apart from enlightenment and learning about reality i don't feel passionate about the human side of life, in more detail i've only ever had bad habits in my life, none which are healthy and good. then i realised that enlightenment can't be a life purpose because a life purpose is a human aspect, it is aware of it. 

so now i'm thinking about my life purpose from scatch, before i wanted to fight against all injustices (super deluded i was) because that was just my ego, but i've calmed down now and realised it was a retaliation against my thoughts of the world it actually wasn't what i wanted to do, or something i was passionate about. It was such a broad scope "i will fight injustice, there wasn't something specific i had a passion about i.e water quality, poverty, social injustice" so now i'm back at base one with my human understanding of things a tiny bit better than it was before. 

i am currently doing business management at university, so whether i like it or not, i have to finish this course and incorporate it into my life purpose, i had a raw passion and instictual search for enlightenment, which is what i want with something i am interested about in the human world now that i realised the belief is okay and not just an meaningless illusion. 

How could i handle this situation and find another raw passion? 

one of my hobbies is dancing and listening to music, that i feel a passion for but that's not a career i can make, its too late for that as i said i have to incorporate business into it. 

i used to have a raw passion for businesses but i'm not as excited to learn it anymore since im not staking my life against becoming a millionnaire anymore, so i've lost motivation for it and so its not raww. 

i don't really sense any other raw passions are hobbies my identification is attached to . SO I'M KINDA SCREWED LOOL!

How could i handle this situation and find another raw passion?