I feel bad about myself, People surround me have real good life

[Tiny Nietzsche]

I mean: They have a good starter pack (Rich parents).. I know this existence is injustice, I know it.. but not literally or deep down feel it (If It's so, I wouldn't feel like this). After graduation they just went to UK for Master, only very very fews get there by scholarship, the rest put their own money. (I'm Asian, Studying abroad means you have great finance backup). Generally, This makes huge advantageous even in to start business, you know.. kinda these

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I'm not that desperate, I've my goal I'm working on (Investment in crypto, study coding Python, Playing piano) Yet those process takes years.. but someday, It kicks in to my thought. It hurts,.. I know I won't get any shit beating myself down like I'm feeling right now. But I'm just a human, I'm not a machine, Logic doesn't always legit.. I might get back to my track in hour later..

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I'm sad right now. I admit it  

[bejapuskas]

@Tiny Nietzsche  I know, that there is a lot more competition in Asia than there is in Europe, it is really tough. I admire anyone who survives there. It's nice that you can admit your sadness, that's a good first step, definitely better than just suppressing it. But I think, that you can still do your absolute best to move forward, while letting go of that social conditioning. Where are you from by the way?  

[Tiny Nietzsche]

2 minutes ago, bejapuskas said:

@Tiny Nietzsche  I know, that there is a lot more competition in Asia than there is in Europe, it is really tough. I admire anyone who survives there. It's nice that you can admit your sadness, that's a good first step, definitely better than just suppressing it. But I think, that you can still do your absolute best to move forward, while letting go of that social conditioning. Where are you from by the way?  

I'm from Thailand sir 

[bejapuskas]

@Tiny Nietzsche  Cool! I have some friends there, but unfortunately, I don't speak Thai... I know many people who are interested in Asia and I have a lot of Asian friends too. We are kind of making fun of each other in a friendly manner, it is interesting how different we are. I think that in general, they are more disciplined, but we feel more free. Now I am working on finding the right balance between those two, maybe you can work on that?  (it turns out to be a lot more different than I thought at the beginning)

[zambize]

It's normal to compare ourselves with others, and feel bad when we dont think we compare.  Most people kind of overestimate how well other people are doing because people tend to put on a bit of a face and also exaggerate their own accomplishments.  Sounds like you're perfectly normal, I'm sorry you feel down