Notes from an Awakening

[ajasatya]

@Aakash by best guess is that you need some heavy breakthrough experience at this point. would you consider going to a long retreat?

[Highest]

1 minute ago, Aakash said:

@Highest but doesn't the witnessing of your every action and 

for example going for a shower, your watching yourself, aware of yourself going for a shower, 

is there not a disconnection between the two realities, or in fact they are two different states of consciousness, 

 

There is no "me" watching "myself" taking a shower. So showering just happens. I'm aware of being God. It's different. It's just pure being conscious of itself. I have passed through the witness state. God witnesses everything, but "I" am not involved in it anymore.

[Aakash]

@Highest but god IS everything, so you are both the witness and the person making the decision, so you detached from the situation 100%, 

me= god= god witnessing = me witnessing 

by witnessing it is your true self witnessing 

but to me if you let go of the character its like you said you are not involved anymore! 

doesnt this part feel like a disconnection, 

so the witness is the true self

 

[Highest]

5 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@Highest but god IS everything, so you are both the witness and the person making the decision, so you detached from the situation 100%, 

me= god= god witnessing = me witnessing 

by witnessing it is your true self witnessing 

but to me if you let go of the character its like you said you are not involved anymore! 

doesnt this part feel like a disconnection, 

so the witness is the true self

 

The witness is the Self but it can go deeper than that.

"but to me if you let go of the character its like you said you are not involved anymore!   doesnt this part feel like a disconnection"

The disconnection happened long time ago. But something else took over: pure presence love. Pure being identity-less. It came naturally to me because it's my true nature.

[Aakash]

@Highest i see so you let it take over you and your true being shone through to your human self, well all your infinite qualities came through, so i have to wait? 

[Aakash]

@ajasatya yeah but what would that do? 

[Highest]

2 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@Highest i see so you let it take over you and your true being shone through to your human self, well all your infinite qualities came through, so i have to wait? 

?

[ajasatya]

4 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@ajasatya yeah but what would that do? 

help you get out of the mental boundaries.

[Aakash]

@ajasatya @Highesti think sometimes i'm just too skeptical because i don't want to fall into a trap for years, so i always need someone else to reconfirm what i have experience, 

i think you both, so i will trust both your words that i'm not going crazy and in two different realities, but its just the process and me coming into contact with my true self, 

i will let go of my mental boundaries like you said, it can't be anything else but god anyway, 

[Highest]

1 hour ago, Aakash said:

@ajasatya @Highesti think sometimes i'm just too skeptical because i don't want to fall into a trap for years, so i always need someone else to reconfirm what i have experience, 

i think you both, so i will trust both your words that i'm not going crazy and in two different realities, but its just the process and me coming into contact with my true self, 

i will let go of my mental boundaries like you said, it can't be anything else but god anyway, 

"but its just the process and me coming into contact with my true self"

I believe that. ??

Btw, have you become conscious or aware that the "I" is an illusion and is actually God playing hide and seek? That's all you need to realize. That's Self-realization.

[Aakash]

@Highest yeah i've started forgetting myself as an seperate individual, i can't deny it anymore, its just stabalising in a witness consciousness that i'm struggling with. i keep going back to my human consciousness (identification as a human self) its ever so subtle, but it drags me in for a while, until i get back to the witness consciousness 

and i haven't given up my life to chance lol, i can't seem to simultaneously keep both running that is letting my body,mind , thoughts move on their own and the true "i" keep witness over the fact that nothing is happening and its all an illusion.

[Highest]

@Aakash

1 minute ago, Aakash said:

@Highest yeah i've started forgetting myself as an seperate individual, i can't deny it anymore, its just stabalising in a witness consciousness that i'm struggling with. i keep going back to my human consciousness (identification as a human self) its ever so subtle, but it drags me in for a while, until i get back to the witness consciousness 

and i haven't given up my life to chance lol, i can't seem to simultaneously keep both running that is letting my body,mind , thoughts move on their own and the true "i" keep witness over the fact that nothing is happening and its all an illusion.

1 hour ago, Aakash said:

@ajasatya

"but it drags me in for a while, until i get back to the witness consciousness".

That's good, it means you have entered the witness state. Stay with that. You will be dragged back, it has happened to everyone. But stay with the witness and surrender to it. Witness that which drags you back and let it go like an image on a screen.

If you really are in contact with witness consciousness then everything will turn out fine in the end. The witness consciousness should help you by grace and keep you immersed in it. But you must surrender, let go of yourself.

[Aakash]

@Highest  thank you, but i have one question what about bringing the witness consciousness back through your human form to improve your subconscious i.e the desires of your characters etc, is this something you are doing as witness consciousness or is the purification happening on its own? 

[Highest]

1 minute ago, Aakash said:

@Highest  thank you, but i have one question what about bringing the witness consciousness back through your human form to improve your subconscious i.e the desires of your characters etc, is this something you are doing as witness consciousness or is the purification happening on its own? 

From my experience, it all happens by it's own. But I was only a medium on all this, and all I did was surrendering to the Real. The Real did most of the work. And now I know there was no medium either, the medium itself was God.

[Aakash]

@Highest i see i guess thats how it should be 

thank you both for helping me so much 

[Highest]

2 minutes ago, Aakash said:

@Highest i see i guess thats how it should be 

thank you both for helping me so much 

❤️?

[Mu_]

3 hours ago, Anton_Pierre said:

@Aakash They are two different states of conciousness occurring inside the dream (reality). One state of conciousness really believes the dream is real and the other see's it's just a dream.

Sounds authentic.  In terms of linguistics and how you put it into words, all the way up until "enlightenment" happens and "after", people of all types, philosophers, already "enlightened", students, will all have varieying usages of what they mean by their words, different facets of what they woke up to, and differences of opinion as well, so don't get caught up in peoples critique of what you felt and say, but still be open to finding out and learning.

Edited April 3, 2019 by Mu_

[SoonHei]

@Anton_Pierre good insights bru